Her
I don't know why I did it. Why I insisted that I be next month's slave. I think I wanted to know how it felt to remove decision-making from sex with my husband. To let him control me. I was uncomfortable at times doing it to him and I knew he'd have even more trouble with me. But the idea of being "forced" to do something I really wanted to do--as evidenced by my creation of the list and having checked "yes" for most of the items on it--made it exciting.
After that weekend, we returned to our normal lives, at least outwardly. I felt my blood was a degree or two hotter than it was before that weekend. While the frequency of our sex did not increase, its quality did as we both dared venture into territory we never would have before. Several times I stepped into the tub while my husband showered and, seeing his hard dick, rinsed off the soap and put it in my mouth until he came. Sometimes swallowing. Sometimes letting him rain over my face and chest.
When I was done, I'd tease him: "You don't want to be late for the train, honey. You sometimes take too long in the shower."
"Thanks. I've always thought I was long enough."
"Not anymore," swatting his dick lightly.
He sometimes asked to clean my pussy before we went to bed after I peed and I always let him. We held hands more often. It was very good. But as we entered the final week of the month, I began to tense, becoming obsessed with what would happen at noon on Saturday. My blood simmering along with my imagination.
As noon passed on the Friday, I lost my concentration at work. I told my boss that I didn't feel well, and she told me to go home. As I rode the train north, I felt a shudder. In twenty-four hours, I would be a slave, at my husband's mercy. While a month earlier that prospect loomed, it was then a fifty-fifty possibility. Now it was a certainty. I was not regretting my decision to change the rules so that I was to be this weekend's slave.
I wandered about the empty house. UPS delivered several large boxes over the final two weeks and I knew their contents were behind the door with the "DO NOT ENTER" post-it note. I stood outside that door. I was not tempted to open it. I put my hands against the wood trying to let the devices within communicate. What was there?
We went through the coin-flipping exercise. Again, I won.
"I will be your slave and you will be my Master. I love you."
"And I love you, honey. Let's both try to relax and try to get some sleep."
Sleep proved elusive. Visions, some arising from my own research and my own fantasies, flashed unendingly through me. My husband pretended to be asleep, but if he was it was restless. When the sun rose, I'd had at most four hours sleep. I slipped out of bed and after using the bathroom and putting on a robe I went to the kitchen. On the table, I found a hand-written note on several pages.
"Honey,
"These are your instructions.
"At twelve o'clock, you will stand in the Master's bedroom wearing the clothing and the shoes that you wore on our twelfth wedding anniversary. Except you will not wear panties. I believe you will have no difficulty recalling that clothing and those shoes.
"When you are dressed, you will open the top drawer.
"You will attach the collar you find around your throat. I hereby permit you to attach my collar around your throat.
"You will find four cuffs. You will attach the two larger ones to your ankles and the two smaller ones to your wrists. You will then lock them with the locks that are in their clasps. I have the keys.
"You will see a spreader bar on the bed. You will attach either end of the bar to the rings on the cuffs on your ankles. When you have done that, you will remove the ball gag from the drawer and you will place the ball in your beautiful mouth and clasp it shut. It will not be locked.
"You will take the blindfold from the drawer and place it on the dresser.
"You will lift your dress so that it is about your waist and lean against the dresser, facing the mirror, so that your dress does not fall. Your ass and your pussy must be visible when you complete this task.
"You will take the blindfold atop the dresser and tie it around your eyes.
"You will place your chest on the dresser so your ass and pussy are completely exposed and available to your Master.
"You will complete these tasks by 12:05 or you will be punished."
He'd signed it.
Just after I finished reading it, he waltzed into the kitchen and got himself a cup of coffee with a "Morning, hon. How'd you sleep."
"Fine. You?"
"Great."
We knew these were lies, but we needed to maintain normalcy until noon. I thought of doing some grocery shopping but just drove into town and walked around for an hour to burn up some energy. He'd gone out for a run with his buddies, and I wondered whether that went more easily for him than my attempt at grocery shopping went for me.
I finally gave up and drove home a little after eleven. The house was empty, and the door to the master, or master's, bedroom was closed. When I walked into the bathroom, I saw my dress from the twelfth on a hanger with a bra, stockings with garter belt, and neatly folded in the sink with my three-inch heels on the floor. A large, folded towel was on the down toilet-seat.
I stripped what I wore and tossed it in the hamper. I peed and pooped as I waited for the water to warm up. After letting the flush clear and the shower water to get back to normal, I stepped in when the water was right. The shower is in the tub, with a shower curtain, which I closed. I soaped myself down, spending more time than usual on my boobs. I made sure my pussy was clean.
I ran a soaped finger down my ass crack and put it into my anus and rolled it around. I didn't know whether I would be in for an enema treatment as my husband had enjoyed but I wanted it to be clean. I figured a plug would at the least be going in there. I didn't often finger my anus, but I moaned a bit as I rolled it around inside me that morning. I removed the finger and put it on my tongue for a moment. It was putrid, and I pulled it away. That was a place I was not going.