A Story by ROMMEL, detailing further events in my association with the Dominant Agnes.
The last time I spoke to you regarding my complete relinquishing of control to the cruel, but mesmerising Agnes, you may recall that I finished by relating that we got married. This followed a demeaning weekend, during which, Agnes broke me utterly to her will, and I became totally besotted with her.
We have now been married for twelve months, the first nine months or so being the happiest time of my life. Agnesâs cruelty diminished somewhat during this period, only showing itself when I was guilty of some misdemeanour or other. As I have related before, she loved to kick, but her earlier viciousness had subsided considerably, only manifesting itself when she felt a strict punishment was necessary. On these occasions she let her natural instincts take over, and I felt the wrath of her feet punishing my body quite severely. Indeed, the purple bruises that covered my body rarely disappeared; a new batch taking over just as the old ones were fading away. She had stopped kicking me in the face because the lumps and abrasions this practise caused were very hard to explain to the neighbours. I met them often during my gardening chores, and to present them with a visage reminiscent of a Mike Tyson sparring partner after a particularly bad day would definitely have caused some interesting speculation.
Recently, however, Agnes has become a little withdrawn, and her periodic bouts of affability towards me have become less and less. She is sullen and distracted, and her cruelty is becoming more marked again. To give you an example, I recently made the cardinal error of missing a little mud on one of her high-heeled shoes whilst cleaning them. Her face twisted in fury when she saw the tiny spot adhering to one heel.
âLook at that,â she shouted, âYou canât do any bloody thing right. Now I am
really
going to punish you. Lie down on your back.â
I must admit to being a little surprised at the fury and vehemence in her voice. The offence certainly deserved a punishment of some nature, but she was treating it as though Iâd kicked her pet cat whom she adored. However, I lay down dutifully at her feet and prepared for the worst that wasnât long in coming. She slipped off her slippers and put on the offending high-heeled stilettos. âIf you canât clean them to my satisfaction, then Iâll take my satisfaction another way. Open your legs.â
Nervously, I did as she commanded. I knew what was coming. She had kicked me in the balls before, but that had always been during one of her little choose and kick games. She had never been in a temper as she now so obviously was. She stood between my parted legs, looked grimly into my frightened eyes, and launched a full- blooded kick straight into my groin. The pointed toe dug deep, and the world exploded into a fiery ball of excruciating pain. I screamed, yes, screamed, as the pain exploded upwards, causing my stomach to knot and threatening to cause a bout of involuntary vomiting as nausea clutched my throat. I curled into a tight foetal ball, my hands scrabbling desperately at my tortured testicles. Her foot landed again, but couldnât find the desired groin area. Instead, it exploded against my chest but I hardly noticed it, every nerve ending responding to the agony of my genitalia. In frustration, she kicked me over onto my back and thrust her pointed heel deep into my neck. I gagged for air as my eyes travelled up her stockinged leg, taking in the reinforced crutch of her silky brown tights as she stood over me. I was perfectly aware at that moment that she was entirely capable of killing me with her pointed heel. If she thrust it hard and deep enough she could easily pierce my throat and that would be all she wrote. Sanity prevailed, however, and she reluctantly eased it off my neck, thrusting it instead deep into my mouth.
âNow finish the job,â she growled, âSuck it âtill it shines.â She ground the heel from side to side as I desperately sucked on it, causing laceration and trauma to the delicate membranes at the back of my throat. When she was satisfied, she withdrew it from my mouth, took off the shoe and inspected it closely.
â
Now
itâs clean. Why couldnât you get it right the first time and save yourself all this aggro?â And with that she walked away, leaving me still in agony on the kitchen floor, my punished mouth now adding to the torment of my aching groin.
I think that little episode gives you an indication of Agnes when aroused, and incidents like this grew in number steadily. I never complained, however, I still relished being at her feet and was prepared to soak up all the punishment she could offer, and
this
, it transpired, was at the root of the problem.
A few nights later we were sat in the lounge, Agnes drinking wine and myself with a large glass of her urine for sustenance. This was a practise she still regularly adopted, peeing into a jug several times during the day, and offering it to me in the evening. I didnât mind. I may have said before, I considered it a privilege to drink her piss; I doted on her to the extent that I positively welcomed it.
I was aware of her studying me thoughtfully as I sipped her nectar.
âYou quite enjoy that donât you?â she said, âDrinking my piss is no trouble at all to you, is it?â
âNo Mistress,â I replied, ( I still called her Mistress after months of marriage. I was never allowed to address her by her given name.)
âI consider drinking your urine a privilege and always will.â
âThatâs what I thought,â she muttered, âAnd thatâs why I have a problem. Iâm at a bit of a loss as to just how to punish you severely when you piss me off. Kicking doesnât do it, because you actually enjoy that too, donât you?â
I didnât know quite where this was going, so decided to tread warily.
âI wouldnât say that Madam. You kicked me very severely the other day, my testicles still ache, and I honestly wouldnât want to repeat the experience.â
âOh yes, I know I hurt you, and youâre damned lucky it wasnât worse, but overall you like being on the receiving end of my feet donât you?â
She knew me too well; I had to be honest.
âYes, I revere your feet Madam. I love to worship them, and to be kicked by them is a small enough price to pay for the privilege.â
âRight, that confirms everything I thought. Well, you might as well know that it leaves me a bit unhappy. You see,
my