Author's note: I know it's been a long time since my last submission. I apologize for that. My life kinda imploded; but, I believe I'm back now. This one was half written before and finished just recently. I'm not 100% sure how I feel about it; but, decided to share it anyway.
This would take place very shortly after my story The New Assistant, and, as always, comments and constructive criticism are welcome.
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Sitting at my computer in the home office, I find myself daydreaming of Katrina when I really should be reading this email from Tiffany. I smile, thinking of the way her hair smelled as my hand was wrist deep in her warm, wet pussy. I close my eyes and replay the entire scene in my mind, lightly rubbing my clit under my skirt. Just enough to get my pussy good and wet.
Once the scene has played out, I laugh to myself. With our busy work schedules, I've often taken care of myself when Mark was away; but, I swear the urge has started coming more frequently. I open my eyes, resolved to read the email all about my sister and her family, then respond as if I care, before finishing business.
Two long drawn out paragraphs in, about how well my nephew is doing in school or something, my mind starts to wander again. I think about Katrina's soft, luscious lips, her perky, large breasts, and her shapely round ass. I shake my head. Focus Nicole.
Another long paragraph about my niece's dance recital, filled with thinly veiled attempts to make me feel guilty about not attending, and I decide that I've read enough. Even by email, there is only so much I can take of my sister's self-obsessive behavior.
I type up a quick reply, expressing regret about missing Lana's recital and Jeremy's basketball game. I hate that Tiffany thinks I should be intimately involved in every aspect her children's lives. I like her kids well enough; but, I have a life outside of Tiffany and her family.
I hit send, certain that the next time I talk to my little sister she will tell me yet again that my emails are too brief. Being her big sister can certainly be exhausting. I wonder how Greg stands being married to her.
I shut down Outlook and swing my chair around, intending to get up and finish my Katrina fantasy in the bedroom when my eyes fall onto Mark's computer against the opposite wall. Look at his porn, Katrina had said. I was positive that Mark didn't watch porn; but, the way Katrina laughed when I told her that gave me doubts.
I stare at Mark's computer; uncertain about what it is I want to do. Touching his computer feels wrong, somehow. We've always had his and mine, and never have we shared. I'm not even certain how I would feel about Mark being on my computer. There is nothing on there that I would be upset if he saw; however, it's mine.
I continue to stare at Mark's computer, trying to decide if I should touch it. Life with Mark is great; except for that one area. It's what drove me into Katrina's hotel room that night in Vegas. If Mark is feeling as dissatisfied as I am, he may be finding it elsewhere also.
Wait where did that come from? How do I feel about that? I think the thought of Mark getting his sexual needs fulfilled elsewhere should make me upset. Why am I not more upset? In fact, I think I'm rather turned on by idea. How does that make any sense?
Of course, if someone told me several months ago that I would find pleasure in another woman; I would not have believed it. Maybe it's I want to share? Does that make sense? Isn't the whole point of marriage a monogamous relationship? Can we be happily married while fucking other people? Can we be happily married while barley fucking each other?
I press the on button for his computer. My heart is racing. I have no idea what I'm going to find; but, I am happy with Mark, regardless of the status of our sex life, and I will do whatever it takes to make it better. Why is this taking so long to turn on?
My phone rings, startling me and making me jump. I take a deep breath and laugh to myself before answering. "Hello."
"Hey dear," Mark says through the phone, "what are you up to?"
"Hey, honey. Not much really. You?"