I woke up sometime in the afternoon. I ate. Watched TV. I was bored. I didn't know what to do. It occurred to me that I was supposed to be at work today. My manager would have called my apartment by now. He will be pissed.
It was strange, but I didn't feel like I should be there. That old drabby life held little interest for me. I was always tired. I didn't really have any good friends. No boyfriend. Never enough money. My life was a drudgery.
Now, I guess, I'm a whore. I can't believe how quickly things changed. I'd been performing on my webcam for Daniel for months, but now I'm a real life, out-in-the-world slut. I'm naked, in a strange hotel room, softly playing with a breast. Waiting for whatever Daniel brings me.
I got up and walked over to the laptop. While it booted up I thought about what I was doing. I could get in trouble. I could get hurt.
Then I looked at the hundreds of photos on the computer. Me, naked, being a slut. I'm sucking on dildos. I'm driving them inside me, and inside my ass. Iām putting clothespins on my nipples. Iām binding my breasts with twine until they change color. I'm shaving myself hairless. I'm Daniel's slut. Over and over, that's what those photos say. And they are right. This is what I want. Iām scared. But even after he hit me this morning. Iām most scared that he'll leave. Even after he hit me, the toughest thing to face is the thought that we won't make love for another six months.
The cell phone rang. I had forgotten about it.
"Hello Whore. Are you still in the motel room?"
"Yes Master."
"Good. That's good. How do you feel?"
"I feel better, more rested Master. It still hurts to sit though."
"I know Whore. It's too bad that I had to punish you. But you made me so angry. I think things will work out for the better in the long run. You have opened up some new possibilities for us Whore. You gave me a lot to think about. I was going to use you to humiliate yourself on the net--don't worry I still will. You have shown a particular talent for performing for a webcam. But first I will use you as a real Whore. We can make a lot of money quickly. It will make it easier for us. I really do drive a taxi. I'm not poor, but I'm not loaded either. Fortunately, I meet all kinds of people in a day, and lots of them are willing to pay big bucks for a fuck, especially if they don't have to wear a condom. That's the way you like it, right Whore?"
I hesitated, "Yes Master." My stomach thrilled a little at the thought. The danger was exciting. My love of the rush is what got me here in the first place.
"Good. Get ready. I will be dropping of a guy in about fifteen minutes. He has paid good money . He wants a blow job, then sex, then anal. And he wants to finish down your throat. Make sure you swallow everything and clean him up afterwards. Clean up quick when you're done. I've got two more guys lined up already. They haven't told me what they want to do, but I let them know that you would refuse them nothing. This is much easier than I thought it would be. I have a couple of your photos printed up on nice glossy paper. People think you are sexy, and with your slutty poses they know you will be submissive. Bye for now Whore, I've got more business to drum up. I'll talk to you later."
The line went dead. I tried to swallow.