The hostess at the front counter of the Dahlia is always the most modestly dressed woman in the place. Tonight, she chose an elegant red silk
qipao
patterned with white cherry blossoms, and took the time to pin up her hair in an elaborate chignon. When a man first enters the Dahlia, the hostess is the first woman he sees, and she knows how to scare off the riffraff with a silent glare. It's the most high-end strip club in Biloxi, after all; on a regular night, nobody gets past the front counter without a membership card. But
this
isn't a regular night.
Positioned in a comfy chair beside the security monitor, I see Mark Campbell on the screen as he gently pushes open the heavy oaken door and shuffles inside, nervously fumbling with something in his pockets all the while. Miss Maggie told me he was a shy one, and now I see that she was right. The guy's a good six feet tall, but he's thin as a rail, and his shoulders have a natural hunch to them. He avoids the hostess' unwavering gaze as he makes his way to the front counter, even as she gives him her most cordial smile. In spite of all that, he's cuter than I pictured him: his eyes are a clear and vibrant blue, his skin is well-tanned, and his dark hair is neatly combed across his scalp. As skinny as he is, he must work out. And as soon as that thought crosses my mind, I can't help but picture him naked...
Like every first-time visitor to the Dahlia, he's dressed to make a good impression, wearing ironed grey slacks and a finely tailored blue suit jacket with a little gold anchor pinned to the lapel. That last little detail confirms my suspicions: it's him. I remember Miss Maggie telling me that he liked to sail.
"He's not quite in the yacht-owning class yet,"
she had said.
"But he's still young. Give him time."
Sherri, the hostess, doesn't bother with her usual look of stern intimidation. Instead, she just raises one eyebrow.
"Can I help you?" she asks.
Mark summons up his courage and looks her in the eye, smiling a thin-lipped smile.
"I'm, uh... I know you guys normally use cards. Membership cards, I mean. But I got a call. Somebody's, uh... Somebody's expecting me. That's what I heard, anyway... My name'sā"
"āMark Campbell," Sherri finishes. "I know, honey. I recognized your face as soon as you came in. But you were just so cute, stuttering like that."
Mark smiles a little wider, but his eyes dart nervously from side to side. The girls of the Dahlia have been expecting him. Whatever the night holds for him, they all know more about it than he does.
I've got to hand it to Miss Maggie. She knows how to treat a man right, but she also knows how to make him feel powerless.
On the monitor, I watch as Sherri waves and gestures at him to follow her behind the front counter.
"Right this way," Sherri says.
He follows her through a little doorway behind the front desk, parting the pair of silken blue curtains that obscure the hallway to the main floor. Sherri's hips gently sway from side to side under her tight wrap of red silk as she guides him through the hallway, and I can't help but giggle when I catch Mark sneaking a quick glance at her pert backside.
As Mark walks out of frame, I take a final deep breath for good luck and look myself over in the wide mirror before me. Just above the mirror, a row of lightbulbs bathes me in unforgiving light, exposing every little blemish and imperfection in my features. But I'm insecure by nature, and I learned a long time ago that I can't always trust my own opinion of myself. And after an hour of pampering myself in front of that mirror with makeup and a hairbrush, I know I'm as ready for this as I'll ever be.
My hairāordinarily a pale, ashen blondeāis dyed a vibrant shade of red. I picked the shade out myself, with Miss Maggie's approval. It's not quite the eye-searing crimson of a ripe strawberry, not quite the warm brown of a stick of cinnamon, but somewhere in between. Most nights, I wear it long. But tonight, it's playfully pinned above my head in a pair of small, girlish buns. The fashion magazines call the style "space buns." Miss Maggie wasn't so wild about that choice, but I stood by it.
I still remember that first night that she undressed me in front of the mirror in her bedroom, her hands gently brushing my bare breasts as she let me look over her prized collection of lingerie. It wasn't the first time I'd been naked in front of her, but I still blushed.
"You're a beautiful girl, Kara,"
she had said, in that tender voice of hers.
"There's no reason you shouldn't enjoy the sight of your own body. Just relax."
I'd smiled at that word of reassurance, in spite of my jittery nerves. As soon as my hands stopped shaking, I'd chosen a dainty pair of sheer black panties patterned with white polka dots, paired with a lacy elastic bra and a dark pair of silken thigh-high hose. I stood still as a statue, watching my reflection in the mirror as Miss Maggie hooked my bra and slipped on my stockings, then felt her hand lovingly patting my bare bottom as she pulled my panties up.
"Good choice,"
she had said approvingly as she adjusted my panties.
"That cut goes perfect with your hips. Enjoy wearing that little number while you're still slim enough for it. I don't think my big ol' behind could handle it any more."
Miss Maggie's nearing 40 years old, and she idly jokes about her weight every once in a whileābut in my fantasies, she's as close to perfect as a woman can get. She's got the figure of a Countess: tall and elegant, with a disdainful Roman nose, full lips quirked by a mischievous smile, and dark chestnut hair like a waterfall of ringlets. As I look my body over once again, savoring the feel of that lingerie that she gave me, I can't help but imagine her sparking blue eyes looking over my shoulder.
Though I've never spoken to him, Mark must feel the same way. He
is
one of Miss Maggie's boys, after all. One of the ones that Miss Maggie didn't mind throwing my way as a treat. He knows damn well that he wouldn't be entering the Dahlia for free without her invitation. Everybody knows that the place is her territory; within its walls, her word is law.
Swallowing hard, I step into my snug-fitting high heels and amble out onto the main floor of the club, masking my apprehension with a carefree smile of contentment. As a long saxophone riff echoes from the main stage, the dim overhead lights pulse and waver, painting the dancers' lithe bodies with shadows.
At the bar, the rattle of ice from a cocktail shaker mingles with the saxophone like a castanet. My own footsteps, heavy and purposeful, ring out like a steady drumbeat. But then the dancer on the main stageāa bronze-skinned goddess called Katrinaāeases herself down into a chair, her eyes flashing as she parts and crosses her legs in time with the beat, her nimble fingers tugging at the strings of her bustier as the full swell of her cleavage threatens to spill out.
I catch Sherri's eye just as she escorts Mark out onto the floor. She recognizes me in an instant, and playfully winks at me. Distracted by Katrina on the main stage, Mark's eyes glaze over, his mouth practically falling open with shock as he surveys his surroundings.
I feel a naughty little flutter of excitement as I remember that he still has no idea what I look like. For all he knows, any one of the dancers on the floor could be the one about to give him a private show. As I see his stunned eyes darting from face to face, I know exactly what he's thinking.
Which one is she?
At a far corner of the room, a well-dressed man lounges in a leather armchair as Anabelleāa petite girl with the figure of a ballerina and a face like Tinkerbellāentices him with a playful twirl, her cute butt twitching rhythmically as she caresses her slim thighs.
On the other side of the room, a dancerāwhose name I never bothered to learnāteasingly wraps a shawl around her shoulders to hide her bare nipples, strutting proudly as heads turn in her direction.
Like a patient mother guiding a child through a toy store, Sherri puts a gentle hand on Mark's shoulder as she leads him through the throngs of dancers and spectators. When they're nearly across the room, she points towards a door set into the wall. It's marked with a painting of a flower: a
dahlia
, the club's namesake.
She hums to herself as the lights strobe and the music swells, fishing a tiny key out of a purse that she carries by her side. With that, she unlocks the door and waves Mark inside, showing off the walls lined with polished mirrors, the hip lighting fixtures shaped like orbiting moons, and the plush white leather furnitureāa stuffed armchair, an ottoman, a wraparound couch, and a single cushioned wooden chair with vertical slats.
"Make yourself at home, darlin'," Sherri says with a sweet smile. "She'll be with you in a minute. Hope you enjoy the show."
Before she closes the door, I hear Mark ask a single question, his voice wavering with uncertainty.
"...But who
is
she?" he asks.
Sherri laughs him off.
"Don't you worry about that," she says, her hand on the doorknob. "You two are gonna get to know each other
real