Chapter 13
The drive home was uneventful and with the car parked in the basement, it was a simple elevator ride up to Ma'am's bedroom. There had been no talking. Bear seemed in a daze and Ma'am was content to let him be.
As they walked into the bedroom, Ma'am took Bear's hand and guided him to her side of the bed. Pulling back the covers, she gently lowered him in and, taking off her dress, climbed in after him.
Whispering in Bear's ear,
"Hold on to me, Bear, hold on to me tight. I will never let you go and you need to do the same. I love you, Bear, with all my heart, and that will never change."
In response, Bear started to cry softly. Ma'am could feel the tears roll off his cheeks and onto her chest. It was strangely comforting to her and made her pull him all the closer to her. Soon she noted that Bear's breathing deepened, and he was sleeping. Ma'am lay there sifting through the evening and the last few days, observing Bear's submission grow and him accepting it. Involving a third person for fun had been a risk, but there was a point where revealing a little more of her heart was a simple progression and she felt comfortable that from here Bear would accept her desires and, more importantly, his own. Somewhere around this understanding,. Ma'am too fell into a contented sleep.
Bear awoke gently and then with a start. The feelings were very pleasurable as Ma'am was softly sucking his cock. Less than sexual and more a quiet, intimate engagement, as Bear was far from hard and erect.
Ma'am lifted her head from where she lay between Bear's well spread legs.
"Morning lover. Hope you don't mind me taking you into my mouth. It soothes me so, and it is one of the many ways I touch the depths of the love I have had for you these many years."
Ma'am could feel the tension ebbing from Bear.
"l think it's time for the tell part of our agreement and before that I just want you to know the show part last night was spectacular. I'm happy you feel some misgivings, but I feel these will not last when I show you my heart."
Bear stammered in reply,
"Oh my God, she touched you and I could not help myself. I feel so wrong. I should not feel this way, but I do. I can't stop seeing it replay in my head and being turned on no matter how often I tell myself no, this is wrong."
Ma'am just murmured again and again,
"I love your response. I love these feelings coming from so deep within you, and that you don't immediately recognise them. Bear, this is all part of who and what you are and I am so in love with you and so wanting this all to be true."
Bear's brows knitted, a look of concern, and then confusion filled his face.
"But how can it be alright?"
"First, it is alright, and it is a thing from deep within you. It's your submissive self arising to feel and love and be whole. You feel powerless, dependent, lost, and many other things. These feelings allow your true self to arise and join with me your Dominant. I have watched you sink into deep feelings of submission and then look at the ground flushed and lost in the sensations of falling and need. Oh, don't get me started on the feelings that arise in me, your Dominant as your need calls to my heart. I, like you, crave this. It is the fulfilment of my soul and once tasted, forever calls louder and louder to my heart. This taste, Bear, is bound to you. Might take a little time in understanding, but when I saw you ten long years ago, I knew instantly you were the one. My heart sang. You had me from hello."
"Now, back to last night."
