The next morning I made a cup of tea with the kettle and things that had been left in the room. Lyn was asleep still. I showered and sat in an armchair across from her reading an old magazine I'd found by the bed.
She stirred and sat up.
'There's a cup of tea there, not long made.'
'Thanks,' she said. 'Come over here..' I sat on the edge of the bed beside her. 'You smell nice.' she murmured.
'I showered.'
'Without me?'
'I didn't know you'd want to.'
'No. You can shower again maybe later' she smiled. 'Come back into bed, please. I want to tell you a bit more of my story and then, if it excites you, you must tell me when you want to have me. OK?'
I nodded 'May I say ''make love''?'
'Yes, I'm sorry. 'Of course you can.'
The young weaver of tales began once more to entrance me:
'Well, the next morning I went downstairs to the kitchen to make a cup of tea for Ben and me. I went down naked, knowing nudity would now be an everyday thing for me. I felt comfortable with that and was not fazed to find Dave in the kitchen clearing up from the night before. He was naked too.
He looked at me. 'You look radiant,' he said.
'Thanks,' I said. 'You were superbly satisfying for me last night, Dave,' I said quietly.
'You were glorious for me, too. I can't wait to do it again, if you'll have me.'
'You know I belong to you all now, don't you?' I said looking at him and feeling my nipples harden before his gaze.
'Yes, but I will always check first, I promise,' I won't just take, unless Ben tells me to.'
'Dave,' I began almost in a whisper as I stood before him, ' I would like to find out what it's like to be beaten.'
'Yes??' he hesitated.
'I want to have a proper family beating in front of you all to find out what it's like because whenever anyone talks about it I get very turned on imagining it being done to me.'
'So?'
'Dave, I've told Ben how I feel and I've told him I will choose you to beat me. I think he was surprised, so I reminded Ben that he had beaten Case twice so it wouldn't be that wrong if I was beaten..[I paused and picked up courage to continue]... by someone else I love.'
'I will be honored when you decide.' he came over to me, put his hands on my bare hips and kissed me lovingly on my lips, probing my mouth so our tongues entwined, more in love than in passion.
'I responded to him. He touched my breasts and nipples and very lightly fingered my cunt lips. I cupped his cock and stroked it. We were at ease with one another. I picked up my cups of tea and went back with my news to Ben.'
I said to Lyn: 'Do you like being beaten?'
Sometimes. It's not something I need regularly like Case and Gail who spank each other as part of their sessions together. A desire creeps up on me, quite unexpectedly, and I know I want to be punished, really beaten, not spanked. It can be twice in a month and then perhaps not for another year, it depends when the yearning comes. I didn't like being beaten by Andrew. These days I only allow a few very special people to hurt me like that. Just a few. Those who know me very well, in every way you can imagine.
'But would you do anything I desire, if I asked?' she smiled that lovely smile she smiles so much.
'If you asked me to spin the moon, I'd try my best.'
'I'll let you off that one. I'd like to tell you another tale, however.... It tells of the first time I was given, or ''donated'' as Ben liked to call it, to someone other than his own family. With his parents and sister possession was mutual, shared and part of every day life. That was the wonder of it, the fact that I could be with any of them and no-one commented or questioned, however frequently it happened. This, however, was to be different and I was more nervous. I told him so. As it turned out it was one of the most erotic experiences of my life.
'I will do whatever you wish but I will be much more apprehensive, Ben,' I said.
'That will make the thrill of being given even more intoxicating and fulfilling in the end,' Ben explained.
I was far from convinced but I told him that from when we first started talking about such things I had committed myself mentally to the exploration of my desires and to doing anything sexual he asked me to as long as I was not damaged in the process.
'I want you to meet some friends of mine tonight,' he continued. 'We were at school together. He's married and lives with his young wife and child. He didn't go to college as she got pregnant and he stood by her and went to work at the hypermarket in Norwich. He's done very well though and I think he has no regrets. Kirsty and I went out together once.'
'Did you sleep with her?'
Ben smiled. 'No, just a feel and a fumble. I'd have liked to but she wanted Matthew.' Ben put his arm round me. 'Nothing may come of it, you know.'
That evening Gail dropped us off at the end of the lane leading to Matthew's and Kirsty's place. We walked the last hundred yards and Ben rang the bell.
A tall blond young man opened the door and greeted us: 'Hi, it's great to see you! You must be Lyn! Come on in.' I mumbled thanks but couldn't get a word in; Kirsty took me off to the kitchen and welcomed me more quietly. She chatted easily about her plans to get back to college in a few years' time. She was keen to finish 'breeding' as she called it with a smirk, whilst still young but wanted another couple of children first.
Kirsty wore snugly fitting jeans and a top that molded itself to her full figure. She had quite large firm breasts and her nipples pushed subtly into view. I could tell she wasn't wearing a bra tonight but suspected she normally did.
'Could you open a couple of bottles of wine from the rack, please, Lyn,' Kirsty asked. 'Matthew gets them from work at discount. The soup's just about ready.'
We ate early and had a pleasant meal laced with wine and chat. Ben had chosen friends that I liked immediately. Kirsty and Matt touched each other a lot and that encouraged Ben and me to show our affection too.
Time moved on and Ben phoned home to say we were going to sleep over at Matthew and Kirsty's. It was Friday night and Matthew had this Saturday off. We talked about how we met and I made it clear we were lovers.
Kirsty joked about going out once with Ben. I still fancy you, you know,' she said. There was a silence and then Matthew said:
'Shall I tell them?'
Kirsty said 'Yes, yes please. I've been on the verge all evening.'
Matthew told us that he had always told Kirsty, from when they first went out, that he wanted to watch her with other partners. At first she had been very shocked by this, almost disgusted by his perverted thoughts. Gradually she found herself day-dreaming about being watched by Matthew as she fucked with some other man. This turned her on and they often shared these fantasies in bed as they made love.
After Kirsty's first child her fantasies eventually returned but different and ashamed of herself she had eventually told Matt how they had evolved:
'If we swap with another couple then I won't use any protection. I want you to let me have my second child by a lover,' she had announced.
Matthew went to bed that night in shock. By the morning he had calmed down and he quizzed Kirsty about her feelings. Eventually they agreed to look out for a man she would like to get pregnant by and who would also have a partner attractive to Matt. They had no expectation that Matt would get this woman pregnant.
'I would really like it if you got me pregnant, Ben,' Kirsty said simply. 'There, I've said it!'
I was very aroused by the thoughts Kirsty prompted in my mind and I wanted to get my clothes off as I was missing the nudity that was second nature to me now.
Ben looked at me and I smiled. Looking me in the eye he said, quite firmly, 'You will give yourself to Matt for the night, Lyn. You will total with him as fully and hard as you would if it was me. Do you accept?'
I held his gaze and said nothing for a moment. 'I'm surprised you ask, Ben. You know I will always obey you.'
'Matt, I donate Lyn to you for the night. Do what you like with her as long as you give her back safe in the morning,' Ben declared. I could tell he was proud to own me.
Matt came over to me and put his hands in my crutch, massaging me firmly and positively. Through the thick denim he pressed with his thumbs up into my cunt. I loved it and moved back and forth in rhythm to him. 'Go on,' I said.
Kirsty watched and then pulled her top over head spilling herself into Ben's groping hands.
'Are you sure about this, Kirsty?' Ben double checked.
'Of course. It's what we want, what we've wanted for a long time. I want to watch Matt too, you know, see him doing it. I want him to enjoy some stolen fruits.'
I undid my jeans and Matt pulled them off me. I too pulled my top over my head. I was free and willing to be used. Used, not made love to.