Lucy Goes Deeper

This is a departure, as Lucy responds to her Master's requested letter.

Dear Master,

You changed my assignment, so here it goes. You know I love what you do to me and the way you do it. I've never felt more wanted, needed, and appreciated in any relationship. This assignment takes that further. I don't want to top from the bottom, so this opportunity to tell you about things we could do that would turn me on is like having license to do that.

I imagine you know that it combines humiliation with raw erotic fun for me to expose myself like this for you. I hope it makes you horny and happy to read my words. It makes me wetter with every word I type, knowing the dirty, wicked things I will be putting on paper. The things I think about you doing to me that would appall many girls, but that I crave.

I wonder if merely typing these words will make me cum. I hope so. I hope this confession makes your beautiful cock hard and stand-up, proud of your loving slut.

Last night when you tortured my clit with the hot needle you instructed me to assemble it was the most erotic act we have done so far. The feelings of fear and abject obedience that coursed through me were thrilling. I hope you don't mind that I've brought myself to three orgasms this morning just remembering the incredible excitement of that scene.

You say that using corporal punishment for any misbehavior on my part would be counterproductive. I see your point that doing what we do for play would be confusing and send a mixed message. On the other hand, having me explain what I'm being punished for and why it has caused you to deem it's worth punishment is more to the point. In other words, you're very clever. Buttering Master up, do I get points for that?

The whole scene, from clamping my labia and taping the clothespins to my thighs to expose me for the torture to come. The vulnerability of being held wide open, spread, ready for the pain to come. Eager and terrified all at once. Reading the description in the book of the planned assault on my most delicate spot, the center of my sexual pleasure. Every element was another part of the build as I gave myself to you for use as your toy. I can't wait to do it again. I hope you'll use me that way again and again, it was fantastic. I love you for showing me the depth of my submission, and for teaching me the beauty of offering myself for your wickedness.

That's led me to explore the internet and discover many techniques that simultaneously excite and terrify me. It wouldn't be surprising if you had some of them in your arsenal ready to use on me, but you wanted to know what I'd discovered and desire to experience, so here goes.

You took me anally a couple of times and I loved it. I also loved the whole scene when you had me shop for a dildo like your cock and wear it while I waited for you to come home from work and fuck my ass. All that has made me crave more anal usage. I watched a video of an anal fisting that was truly terrifying, but also left your pussy drooling. I call it your pussy because I've come to think of it that way. In my mind you own me Master, every bit of my body is yours to use in any way you wish. Just writing that made the flow of juices oozing from your pussy increase. I'm sitting here wishing your cock was in my mouth as I prepared you to fuck my ass deep and hard.

Speaking of fisting, of course I expect you to use your pussy that way whenever you want and have fantasized of how that will feel for many days. Of course, like everything it is strictly up to you when and if you choose that.

I know you have no interest in scat, and I thank you for that. I agree, it's just nasty. On the other hand, golden has some fascination for me. If you would like to explore that with me, I'll be happy to indulge.

I've seen some extreme tortures that the thought of giving myself to you for those games makes me tremble yet strangely crave. If you would ever like to sew me shut for a few days, I've thought that doing that with a vibrating egg inserted leaving me vulnerable to your control of my arousal and release at the push of a button is insanely erotic. Scary of course, the pain of infibulation (I think that's what it's called) would be incredibly intense but the thought may be better than the reality, and I'm sure many of these things may be like that too. I know, but you wanted to hear it all, Master. Your slave is apparently a pretty sick puppy.

One thing I know turns me on like nobody's business. Anal hooks. Yeah, I know, we're back to anal play. I guess I am a real anal fan. I know you like using that hole, so I hope you're glad I like being used that way. One fantasy I have involves bondage with an anal hook and elaborate clamping of all vulnerable bits at once. In my imagination I would be suspended with wrists and ankles attached and lifted vertically with my ass at the bottom filled with a hook that's also lifting me. My nipples, labia, and clit would all be squeezed cruelly by clovers, possibly weighted. You would fondle and flog me thoroughly in that position. I'm not sure the logistics would work, but the scene would finish with you raping my mouth before fucking my ass.

Sybians look like great fun. I would love to try one out with you controlling the rate of vibration, edging me for hours while you play with your slut, fondling, whipping, using me totally. Of course you'd have me suck your glorious cock while I rode the sybian.

That brings me to the scariest thing I've seen online, extreme tit torture. I've seen women in contraptions that capture them and hold their tits available for horrible torments inflicted by their Masters, from skewering with long needles and hooking with large fishhooks through the nipples and meat of their tits. I can't say I really fantasize about this stuff, but it haunts me that I've seen it and scares the shit out of me that I can't get it out of my head. Of course, that's true of much of what I've described.

Finally, the day you brought me to Ms. Jacqui. When you had me thank her for her lovely work by worshipping her beautiful pussy, standing there watching, my god, Master that was amazing. I was soaked, and when I've been reading The Image I keep envisioning her as Clare when I imagine being in the scenes from the book. If it would please you to share me with her again I would find it incredibly hot. I'd like that because I really liked eating her pussy but even more because I know how hot and hard it made your cock watching me.

Anyway, that's the stuff I've been fantasizing about. Needless to say, anything you want to do to me will be very exciting, and I eagerly anticipate whatever wickedness you have in mind. I'm yours, your canvas to use in any way you choose, and I'm dying to find out what devilish ideas you have in store for us.

Your adoring slave,

Lucy