I was sitting alone and quite depressed after the first snowfall that reminds me too much of Diana. The snow was beginning to felt fast later on that day, while I sit in my tiny trailer house mourning with a shot glass in hand and a smoke hanging from my dry rosy lips and pondering over the lose of my true love three long months ago.
I wasn't ready to start dating again but my friends down at the plant was insisting that I do before I wither away like the passing of the four seasons. Sitting here in the shadows of darkness as I wait for the dreaded 7:00pm to come. Wondering if Diana could except the fact that I was starting over again.
Dana had arrived soon before I was ready and was deeply supportive of what I must do in order to survive this depression that she too understood and was willing to do anything to assist me in. Delivering signs of affection that I refuse to pick up on as I encounter her soft rump and small round breasts through the gray sweatshirt and skimpy shorts that sent a fair amount of hives streaking down the front of me.
"Please go now, Dan," Dana said, nearly shoeing me out the front door. "Must not keep a woman waiting," she adds.
"But—no butts except yours leaving on a date!" she interrupts, scolding me. Knowing my two kids Ross and Mary would be fine under Dana's strict guidance.
Soon after I'd bombed out on my very first date I felt sort of relieved and quite ashamed that I could no longer feel the affections for another woman. Dragging my feet through the trailer door where I discover in the dark Dana curled up in the corner of the love-seat and fast asleep. Her face was slightly tan, eyes of brown, and her body was just as petite as any angel over the age of 19.
Soon after I had checked on the two infants I went back into the main room to pour me a stiff drink. There I sat in my cozy recliner feeling lonely and despair, wondering if my failure would linger long after a 2nd or even a 3rd try at dating. But just when I tipped my shot glass, I suddenly felt something weird happening to me. I was feeling Dana's passion and desire through her body language that sends multiple confusion streaking across my pale old face. Dana dressed in a long sleeve sweatshirt and pair of old dingy shorts shifts her acute body weight prematurely.
"Mum," Dana moans gracefully. Then casually she opens up her charming legs as I begin to feel funny and weak inside, especially once her hand falls between her sprawled and limber limbs.
"Oh, god no," I softly said, feeling an erection coming on as I caught a glimpse of the silk green panty she wore.
Dana's eyes were still shut loosely when I begin to feel these affections and strong de-sire entering my brain cells. Tipping the glass several more times to evade any and all my visions and thoughts that were surfacing vastly.
Dana was a neighborhood sitter that would come over quite frequently to sit the two kids while Diana and I occasionally went out to catch a movie or simply a bite to eat, always polite and prompt.
"This cannot be happening!" I scold myself once Dana had allowed her knee to comfort-ably rest against the arm of the cozy half sofa.