Loctober 2024

Lock-tober Summary

Today is November 2nd (THANK GOD). October was so long and torturous and such a turn on but I'm so happy to (hopefully) get more orgasms now. (Master has been denying me all day but I'm hopeful) I wanted to write a rough summary of my experience. Inevitably lots of details will be missed. Next year I'll try to do a better diary but for now I'll do my best from memory.

When Master first told me I would be locked up for all of October I was stuck with immense arousal and need at once. It would be my longest stretch without an orgasm and I knew it would be a challenge but the thought excited me.

The first weekend of October was almost unbearable. Master spent the days teasing me endlessly bringing me to the edge only to deny me. I was so turned on by it and so frustrated all at once. The feeling of relinquishing control to my Master was intoxicating though. I'm addicted to submitting to him and I long to please him in the best ways possible. I know giving up any chance of an orgasm pleases Master greatly which only made me more turned on.

Over the course of the month so much has happened. Master has put me in diapers taking away my bathroom privileges. It makes me feel so submissive to submit further to Master so this always pleases me greatly. (Actually I'm in a diaper now as I type this) When I'm in a diaper, Master allows me to touch myself over it. There's so much padding in the nappy that it doesn't allow an immense amount of pressure but given that I'm never allowed to touch myself pussy without permission it's a big treat. I sometimes forget I'm allowed to in nappys because I'm so used to not touching myself.

Master put me in nappys several times over the month. I absolutely loved being in my little state but at the same time greedily trying to rub my clit through the nappy. When it's time to change my nappy, Master cleans me up before fucking me roughly leaving me begging for an orgasm. Over and over he takes me to the edge before stopping right when I'm so close to ecstasy. Sometimes I feel as though I could cry with need.

When I'm not in my nappy, Master decides at his will when to fuck me or use my mouth on his cock. I feel the electricity in my body when he orders me out of my chair and onto my knees in front of him and asks me to beg if I want it. After a time of begging Master for his cock, he allows me to take his cock in his mouth. I love to flick my tongue against his cock head before taking him further into my mouth and rubbing my tongue on the underside of his cock. It sends shockwaves to my clit when I feel Masters hand grip my long hair in his fist and thrust his cock into my mouth telling me to open up my throat.

Anytime Masters hands grab me I'm driven wild with need. Sometimes his hand grips the top or back of my head with his palm guiding my mouth up and down the length of his cock. Sometimes when Master has me on my back on the bed with my head at the edge, he'll grab my throat as he fucks my face. All of these actions make my pussy drip with need even more so in chastity.

Sometimes Master will tell me to go tease my clit while he pees before coming to the room his cock still slick with piss and telling me to clean it up. It fills me with so much pleasure to clean the piss off Master's cock. It's so humiliating and such a turn on. Master uses my mouth and sometimes my pussy after I clean his cock. He usually leaves me horny and needy after this but Locktober I knew there would be no shot of getting close to cumming.

Master used me so much. When he would fuck me senseless bringing me to edge numerous times he would follow up with some cuddles in bed. I found out if I throw my leg over his thigh and hug him I can rub my needy pussy against Master's leg and hump him until I slowly come down off my intense need. Master seemed to enjoy this very much with made me enjoy it even more.

Master made sure to get his release when he wanted it even though I was always left with none. Master would tease me to the edge in any number of ways: me sucking his cock, him fucking my throat or pussy, him sitting on my face to have my lick his ass and suck his balls. I was a puddle of need no matter what. Master didn't give in though. If I got too close, he would pause or slow until I recovered enough and continue my torture.

I loved the times Master would fuck me only to pull out and cum on my pussy, ass, or face. In the shower Master pisses on me, especially in my hair or on my clit as I stand there spreading my pussy lips. The vibration of the stream of hot piss hitting my clit left me breathless.

There were also many nights when Master would fuck me and leave me to fall asleep horny out of my mind. There's something so humiliating about knowing you could easily take away the edge by giving myself release but not doing it because my pussy doesn't belong to me and neither do my orgasms. It was even more humiliating when Master fucked me before bed edging me countless times before telling me to suck his cock. When I took his cock in my mouth I tasted the my own juicy need coating him. After sucking eagerly wanting to please, I got rewarded with Master's thick white load down my throat. I remember Master groaning in satisfaction before pulling me against him to sleep in his arms. I felt so slutty and used and turned on.

There were also the times out and about. Sometimes in the car Master has me tease my clit. Master and I enjoy hiking very much and Master loves to use me on the trails. Sometimes when he pisses he'll have me kneel close letting my face get right next to the stream of piss. He almost always records me when I pop a squat in the woods to relieve my full bladder. It's also a frequent tradition for me to get on my knees and give Master a blow job on the trail. Sometimes several times on the same trail. Most recently Master tested out a couple twigs on my ass cheeks. (See profile pic) he went easy on me though. I look forward to more trails and hopefully better twigs to continue with this new tradition of nature caning. Master and I are slowly working on my pain tolerance which will open up many more doors.

Yesterday the day finally came. My release date after 31 days in chastity. It was so long awaited and I was a sopping wet mess for much of the month. I spent the days listening to erotic romantic books which made me that much more needy and clingy. Last night Master flogged my ass and spanked my ass with his hand. He turned my ass red before fucking my pussy until I was begging with intense need to cum. Master would stop, pull out and begin spanking and flogging my ass again. (If you want to see this check out Master's page) He continued this cycle for what felt like an eternity. I felt my pussy clamping down on Master's cock when he fucked me. It tightened even further when Master spanked my ass hard as he thrust into.

As I begged and begged I finally heard the words I so desperately wanted all month long. Master ordered me to cum for him and cum I did. I came so hard as he kept thrusting into me. Master didn't stop though he continued fucking and fucking and fucking me. I felt the crash of the most intense orgasm rush over me. As he kept fucking me I felt the need arise again. I begged Master again in disbelief myself as to how quick I felt myself approaching the edge again. Master allowed me to cum again but didn't slow his thrusts. If anything they sped up. He fucked me so hard and rough I felt it in my abdomen with every thrust. By the end of it I had begged and got permission to cum 4 times on Master's cock before he pulled out and finished on my face. Then told me to clean his cock which I did so eagerly.

I know I missed many details over the month like Master spitting on my dinner or in my shot glass before giving it to me. Maybe I'll share those details later but for now I'll conclude my rough account of chastity for October 2024. Thank you Master for a long torturous month. I look forward to many more. ❤️❤️❤️