Thanks to sdbnnc for turning this one round so quickly, ty hon.
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Thursday 28th May 2009
09:01:30: To my dear Sir,
i'm missing You more than i ever knew i could miss someone. i'm sorry, i know You can't help having to travel away, and i'm sorry if i made You feel guilty about having to do it. i just thought i would let You in on how i'm feeling (other than horny obviously)
Your wistful pet, x
09:05:22: My little pet,
I know how you're feeling; it's like before you moved in. At least I know you'll be there when I get home on Friday. How's the puppy? I can't believe we've had her for two weeks now.
Sir X
09:08:56: Dear Sir,
She's doing fine; sitting staring at me at the minute. How's everything doing down there? You really think You'll be home tomorrow then?
Your hopeful pet x
09:11:45: Pet,
I thought she'd settle down. I should be home Friday night, though I don't know what time yet. I'll have a clearer idea after the meeting what needs done. Have you done your chores yet? X
09:13:23: No, not yet. i was just about to go and do the washing up. i thought i'd send You a quick email first though, so You'd have something nice to read when You got back from Your boring old meeting. x
09:19:39: Well, get on with them, girl, those dishes won't wash themselves you know. I want you to spend most of today thinking about what your submission means to you. It's not something we've discussed, and I'd like your thoughts on it while I'm not there to distract you. Have a good think, and get back to me before 3. I'm going to be in this meeting 'til about half 11 or 12, but I'll speak to you when I'm done. X
09:21:25: Ok, Sir, i'll have a go. Speak to You later. x
12:35:49: Question: What does my submission mean to me?
Answer: Safety. i feel safe when i know that You are there to help me. i feel that i have nothing to hide from You. You seem to accept everything i give you, whether it's good or bad, and no-body has ever done that for me before. i feel safe enough to let you see the bad stuff (sometimes).
Security: i know that You want me, not just when i'm beside You, but You want me to be beside You. You have given me a home, and let me into Your life.
Love: You have given me love and, more importantly, You have let me love You, and that is all i could ever want from You. It really wouldn't have mattered if You didn't love me. You let me give You all the love/adoration/feeling in my heart, and that is awfully nice.
Discipline: You have shown me how to control my emotions, and how to let them have free rein when i need to feel. i know it sounds completely silly, but i never let myself really feel before now. It was a bit of a scary thing -- feeling -- and it still is sometimes. You've shown me it's ok to feel, so thank You for that.
Submission: This is actually the easiest one to answer. You've just let me submit to You. You've let me find myself, and let me find out that what makes me happy is pleasing people, though mainly pleasing You.
i hope this makes sense to You Sir. x
12:47:32: Little one, it makes perfect sense to me. I love the way you're always so open. I look back on our first emails, and you've grown up so much over the last few months, yet you've still got that sense of openness and honesty about you that I've never found with any of the other people I met or spoken to online.
You looked so peaceful this morning when I got up. It was a shame I had to go. I'd have loved to spend the morning in bed with you. I love that look in your eyes when you wake up, and realise I'm already hard and wanting you. X
12:57:07: i love waking up and feeling how much You want me. i remember waking up at 4:00 a.m. the first time we met face-to-face, and watching You sleep for about 30 seconds before deciding i wanted you again, so i crept down the bed and started sucking on Your cock. That look You gave me -- You couldn't decide if You were dreaming or not. x
13:01:21: Yeah, I remember that; I had to grab your hair to see if you were real or not. Feeling my limp cock grow in your warm wet mouth is always fantastic. I remember thinking if you were a dream I was going to fuck you while you were there, so I spun you onto your front and slid in from behind you, right into that tight wet little puss of mine. X
13:04:09: i remember the look on the receptionist's face the next morning. i don't know what she must have thought of me, squealing the place down like that, but it was awfully yummy. x
13:06:48: I remember dropping you off at work that day; you looked thoroughly fucked, with that "cat that got the cream smile," and your hair still wet from the shower. X
13:09:24: i wouldn't say "cat that got the cream," more "cat that inherited the dairy," lol. i did feel completely smug that day though. x
13:11:43: Lol, so what are you doing now? Are your chores all finished? X
13:14:16: Aww, just when it was getting interesting. Yes, done and dusted, i've even had my lunch. x
13:17:01: I know, but I'm surrounded by people at the minute. I can't start thinking about my sexy little slut or I'm not going to able to stand for quite a while. X
13:20:29: Really? So i probably shouldn't tell You i'm sitting here naked apart from my collar then. x
13:22:56: Wench! No, you shouldn't have told me that. You be careful I don't put you over my knee when I get back. X
13:25:41: Sorry. Should i be careful that You do or careful that You don't? x
13:54:41: Sir, are You there? Are You going to put me over Your knee, and spank me for being such a naughty little girl teasing You like that? x
13:59:09: You're a horny little slut today, aint you? What's the matter? You missed your morning shag? Some of us have to work, you know. We can't all sit around naked, sending dirty emails all afternoon. X
14:02:45: i think that must be it. i've gotten so used to sex that when i find myself without it, it drives me a little mad. Do you have any thoughts on what i could do to help the situation? x 14:05:19: One or two; how about you play with my nipples and tits for the next 10 minutes, then email me back and tell me if you've cum yet. X
14:15:27: Thank You, Sir. i've cum once, but i still feel all antsy. Any more ideas? x
14:17:39: Really, girl, what am I going to do with you? How's my pussy, nice and wet? X
14:18:23: Yes, Sir, very. x
14:20:54: Very? Dear, oh deary, me. Well, you'd better get your fingers busy then, hadn't you? Just imagine it's my fingers slipping inside you, curving up onto that sweet spot while my palm rubs over that hard little bud of a clit. I'd expect 2 cums alone from that. X
14:32:32: Oh, thank You, Sir. I only have one problem now. x
14:33:54: And what's that pet? X
14:35:27: i'm even wetter now. x
14:38:06: I don't see that being a problem. I'm heading back to the hotel now. I'll call you in a few minutes. X
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"Hiya."
"Hallo, Sir. How's you?"
"Stiff as a board, thanks to you. Give me two minutes to get in the door, and I'll tell you exactly what I do to naughty little girls who tease me"
"Oh, goody, Sir."
"It won't be, 'Oh, goody, Sir' when I get home. You're going to have difficulty walking by the time I'm through with you, young lady."