In the echoing silence of the darkness around her, she could hear the soft, rhythmic pulsing of bass from the living room. Her own breath seemed to be caught in the low, throbbing sounds, turning her staccatoed and choppy breathing into slow, even heaves of her chest. The darkness is absolute - she can sense it both beneath the blindfold and lying heavy across her skin in the room. Its ominous pressure causes her body to stiffen and to strain unconsciously. Her hands tug at the broad leather cuffs that have drawn her arms high over her head, her toes grasping at the nap of the carpet as her calves stretch faintly, the arches in her feet feeling stretched and pulled by the merest breath.
This had been her ultimate gift - the final capitulation of herself into His hands. In all her life, nothing had ever scared her so deeply, nor filled her with such irrational fear and desperation as the darkness that now crowded around her. Even just thinking of its' swirling depths, caressing her naked, taut-stretched body caused goose bumps to ripple along the surface of her flesh. Even though her arms were stretched against the side of her head, her hearing had turned triply acute in this smothering blanket she found herself cocooned in. The quiet throbs of the stereo in the living room helped to ease her near-painfully tightened chest, but she still felt her heart hammering and tripping in her chest like some wild thing.
Her tongue darts out to moisten her parted lips, the soft pants of her own breathing suddenly fading into nonexistence as she hears the air around her rush with a nearly-silent movement, feels the cold, startling dance of the air against her naked flesh. Suddenly she is twisting away from the movement, crying out, her feet flailing wildly, as pure panic overcomes her. In her own mind, the darkness is a live, hungry, voracious thing - it has sought to consume her all her life, whether with its own grasping tendrils or using those tools of its' kin, the claw, the tooth, the hungry maw. Behind a black mask, caught in a black room, where the darkness is a physical and tangible thing dancing upon her sensitized, exposed flesh, she cannot bite back the terror that rises from within her madly pounding heart.
The leather wrapped about her wrists bites into the flesh of her hands as she swings from the chain, her feet dancing outwards as her head falls back and she cries out in anguish. She always knew it would come for her, that it had sought her since her days as a child...
"Ssh," leaps His voice to her from the darkness. She tries to quell her body, and eventually manages to bring it to halt, momentum causing her to sway slightly on her toes as her head twists and turns, trying to place Him in the absolute void she had felt left in.
His voice... it was one of the many strings that had attached her heart to Him. It was so much like Him that just hearing it instantly conjured up her first mental picture of Him - their very first meeting in person. Thinking of His intense gaze, burning and focused on her so strongly as it always did was enough to make her chest tighten up, her pulse to accelerate, her eyes to widen. Long before they had ever touched, He had begun this. A long, twisted path down into the depths of her submission, and her own deepest, darkest fears, desires - and turned everything into this growing need for Him that seemed unquenchable, repressed deep within her.
She had always been, always was, and always would be His.
She felt the air behind her move, then felt the muted heat of His body behind her and involuntarily, she shuddered, whimpering softly, straining once more against her bonds as she attempted to lean back towards His comforting presence.
"No..." is all He whispers. She mews, her body going limp, as she understands His meaning. He wished to have her completely given over to Him - and the darkness. She had thought she was ready... She had prayed she was ready. And now that He was here...
She found she wasn't quite so sure.
She whimpers once more, twisting in her confines, twisting on the chain length, her dangling body writhing before Him. She feels the warm presence of one of His hands, clasped gently over a rounded hipbone, His arm flexing as He stills her desperate motion. The warmth of His hand upon her flesh sends sensation spiraling deep into the pit of her stomach, and she whimpers softly. He is standing so closely now that she can sense His body just beyond hers, she can smell the tantalizing scents that always cling to His skin, conjuring mental images of her face, buried and nuzzling against the column of His neck, His solid jaw, her tongue tracing against the hard planes of His body...
His hand draws away and she finds herself swinging slightly, whimpering softly, her tilted head lifting as her mouth slowly parts. She can no longer smell Him, or hear Him nearby - He seems to have been swallowed by the very darkness that now threatened to eat into her own self. She felt her pulse once more leaping, her soft pants turning to gasps as she feels the band of pressure around her chest increase, the darkness moving forward to stifle her, drowning her as it swims down her throat, coating her entire body in an icy blanket of fear that clutches at her with hungry fingers.
"You will fear nothing but Me!" His voice growls out of the darkness. Her body leaps, startled as the sound reverberates around her. But her head quickly nods, and she responds hastily.
"Yes, Master..." she whispers, feeling shame creeping in, competing with the fear that tears within her.
Again there is that near-silent rush of sound and she feels Him standing before her. She can feel His scrutinizing glance upon her, His eyes narrowed as He assesses her. A furious blush blooms across her heaving bosom, creeping up her neck to blossom on her slanted cheekbones and her breath catches.
"There is nothing here to fear except Me, pet," He gently chides her. She bobs her head, her tongue darting out to moisten her lips once more. She can feel the reprimand whipping through her trembling flesh and the shame it brings makes her whimper aloud once more. She senses Him move away, then hears the clank of the winch as it is cranked. The slack in her wrists as her feet fall flat to the floor tells her why, and she takes a deep, easing breath. He had never truly left her, had He? She pondered quietly as He moved around the room behind her. She felt something cold and solid brush against her ankle. "Spread," was all He said. Her eyes glided closed even as her legs shuffled outwards of their own volition, moving until they were just outside of the line of her shoulders. Cold metal snapped around each of her tiny ankles with a resounding click, and her fingers wrapped themselves about the cold links between her wrists, attempting to draw some reassurance from the familiar, chilled metal that drew at her wrists and ankles.
The winch was turning again, and once more she found herself drawn up on her toes, her legs now widespread, the cold air and darkness rushing between her sweat-misted legs. She can't feel Him anymore, she senses only the yawning mouth of the darkness surrounding her, pouring down her gaping throat and tickling at her spread, lightly furred nether lips. Her arms are stretched taut, and she can feel her shoulders beginning to ache before she shrugs, readjusting the lay of her strained muscles, and taking a deep, cleansing breath that ends in a shudder as the overwhelming silence and darkness once more overwhelms her.
"M-Master..." she whispers hesitantly. "M-Master, p-please don't leave me," she whispers hoarsely, desperation tingeing at her voice as it seems almost to border on the hysterical. There is the softest of whistles, and a faint popping sound, like that of fabric in the wind. A fire seems to have been lit in the flesh right beneath her right nipple, the pain radiating outwards, causing her breath to splinter, her lungs dragging it back in, only to let it emerge on a choked, startled sob. The crop - she would recognize that tiny, biting sting anywhere. The cold room suddenly seemed as if it had been immersed in a furnace, a fine mist breaking out over her skin.
"I told you I was going to stay right here, toy. Didn't you believe Me? Are My words no longer enough for you, slave? Do you need Me to prove Myself at every twist and turn?" The words were practically growled and she felt ice trickle along her spine, the sweat suddenly hardening into ice cubes against each of her pores. "Master is a liar, hmm? My word isn't good enough for you to honor anymore?" Again, the soft whistle and the loud pop as the leather bites home, this time in the upturned flesh above her marbleized nipple. She cries out, writhing and swinging from the chain that claims her paired wrists, pain radiating outwards and upwards, twisting out from the flesh surrounding her agitated, abandoned, bereft, and yet throbbing right nipple.
The sound of the crop swinging lazily through the air is repeated, each snap and pop of its' landing causing her to jump and stir, even though the pain of each impact does not kick in for several shocked seconds after each blow. The stick continues to dance, its triangle-shaped tip biting into her skin with extreme, careful precision. As she writhed and struggled, the pain bringing a dull haze before her black-covered eyes, she found herself marveling that even in utter darkness, her Master knew where to strike so easily, so readily upon her small body.
When silence once more descends in the room, she wishes inside for a flash of light, a glimpse of the tantalizing markings that she knows now line her flesh - a simple, yet perfect series of triangles around her puckered nipple, causing her swollen and flushed breast to appear almost like a child's sun, with it's little triangular rays pointing outwards from the circumference of her large nipple.