I chew my thumb nail as I wait for Sean to arrive home. I need to know. I need to know what I am to him. Why should I waste time if he doesn't truly care about me? I look up at the clock. Another hour has gone by. It taunts me, ticking away. I grab his laptop to pass the time. The screen comes to life flashing a foggy picture of me in his arms. I snap it shut springing off the bed to pace around the room.
I'm 23 and I'm still given spankings like a child. I'm still sent to the corner and chastised. I do this to be with Sean, because I love him. What's the point if the feelings not mutual? I run my hands through my hair taking a deep breath.
"What are you doing?" He asks from the door way raising an eyebrow.
I stop and stare at him tears pooling my eyes.
"Am I not allowed to walk without your permission oh great one? God! Do you even love me SIR?!" I demand filling with rage.
"Where did that come from?" He shouts walking towards me.
"No! Stay over there!" I screech backing away. He continues towards me and I fall onto the bed with nowhere else to go. I know I'm going to regret this, but I can hold it in any longer.
"Why don't you be a good girl and listen Little one. I will forget the attitude you just gave me if you stop right now." He says calmly rolling his eyes. Before I can take control of the situation my hand shoots out in front of me slapping him across the face.
"Little one I'm telling you now to calm down!" He spits overcome with fury. I try to scoot backwards off the bed, but he grabs my foot pulling me towards him. He presses his mouth against mine lifting my hands over my head.
"Sean! Stop! I want to talk!" I yell trying to kick him away obviously doing nothing but annoying him.
He presses me against the bed using his weight to pin me down. Reaching into the drawer of his nightstand he pulls out a pair of handcuffs.
"I asked you to calm down." He says snapping them over my wrist securing me to the headboard. I try to buck him off me and that makes him laugh. I begin to cry harder looking away from him. He pulls on the sash of my robe revealing my naked body.
"Sean I said no!" I squeal as he begins removing his own clothes. He has never acted like this. Never forcing me to do anything I wasn't comfortable with. I squeeze my thighs together and squirm underneath him.
"Stop resisting Little one." He whispers against my belly. I can feel his mouth travel to my sex with trails of kisses. A small moan escapes my lips before I can stop it. He looks up at me with a dark smile. Moving directly to my legs he delivers small kisses down to my toes. I feel my stomach tighten and squeeze my eyes shut. He can't know I am enjoying this. Why am I enjoying this?! He moves back up my leg easily pulling them apart. Damn him. Damn him for doing this to me. He plants a kiss on my sex.
"Tell me you don't want this Little one. Tell me you don't want this and I'll let you go right now." He murmurs softly. I chew over my answer thoroughly looking into his burning eyes.
