Jen liked to keep the bedroom cold at night. So cold you needed a duvet over you when you slept. Had she put on a duvet last night, though? No... The last thing her hazy mess of a brain remembered was crawling on top of Mistress, completely exhausted. Mistress must have put it over her when she got up. Or at some other point after Lilith had passed out... She was long gone now, of course, her being one of those freaky morning types of people Lilith never really could understand.
But she was under a duvet at least. But then why was her head so cold? Not that it was a bad thing. It was kinda soothing, really. But why...? Oh... Right. The woman had actually done it, she had actually cut it off.Β Well her hair, not her head.
Processing that would probably take some time. At first, it was really a shock that she would go that far... But thinking about it, it kinda added to the excitement. Now she never knew what Mistress would do next. Piercings? Tattoos? The thought that Mistress could suddenly decide to tattoo her was... She didn't know what. Scary and exciting at the same time. Is there a word for that? Mistress Jen probably knew one.
She decided to try to ignore all the thoughts and just keep her eyes closed and listen to Mistress walking around. It was always comforting to just lay there under a nice warm duvet and listen to people doing their things without having to actually talk to them.
Lilith could hear her as she entered the bathroom and then... didn't close the door...She didn't mean for her to...? Did she..? Maybe she just forgot to close it? Naahh. That wasn't like Mistress at all. But she was chained to the bed, wasn't she?
Fuck!
Lilith hadn't noticed how much she hurt until she tried to move. Hands had been locked behind her back for hours now. And her thighs felt like she had been doing nothing but deadlifts for a day straight. And to top it all off, her cunt felt like some sadistic bitch had fucked her with a freaking jackhammer. Which wasn't too far from the truth, really. Kinda impressive how 3 different body parts hurt in 3 different ways from one single fuck. She had no idea which pain was worst. Or best. But mostly worst.
It seemed like it took an eternity just to get to the edge of the bed. She hoped that was the worst of it. At least now the shoulders could relax and not be responsible for propelling her forward. Though there was no way in hell she would get fully up on her feet. It would have to be walking on her knees with her back straight. Mistress Jen would probably love that anyways.
Walking like that was surprisingly painless. Her thighs did burn quite a bit, but she had learned to deal with that pain after many training sessions with Jen as the motivator. So that made her journey to the lands of the bathroom a little easier, at least.
Then to find the door. She had yet to open her eyes, doing that would probably be its own kind of hell. But after a quick blink, it turned out it wasn't too bad. The only light came from the slightly open door leading into the hallway. So she just aimed for that small ray of light and hoped for the best. A small, annoyingly sensible part of her brain told her she should open her eyes more, but she just wasn't ready for that.
A light thud sounded as she walked straight into the door frame. '
Good job, Lilith!
' she thought to herself. But at least now she knew where the hallway was. The thought of the nice, warm, comfy bed filled her with regret. How the hell is this woman able to make her get out of bed a zero dark fucking thirty to clean her freaking cunt after she took a piss?!
Another blink and that bitch of a hallway was waaay too bright for its own good. Really why did anything have to be so bright in the mornings? Couldn't everything just remain dark until she was awake?
Lilith found herself speeding up, despite not wanting to. It would just be so much better to lie down. Even here in the hallway, where the floor was just like any other floor. Hard, just barely warm enough, and, uh... floor-y.
Before she could think much else, she was outside the bathroom door. Those two rooms were way too close to each other today. Jen probably had at least 5 different really good reasons for why they needed to be so close together. But right then and there she just didn't want to reach her destination. She was not ready for people, and especially not for what she knew she was about to do.
"I'm glad you could make it, Lih!"
"Yeah fuck you too."
Did she actually say that!? She hope she didn't, that it was just something she had just wanted to say. Actually, couldn't this all just be a dream and she would wake up? Right now? Please? The worst part was that Mistress Jen didn't say anything. And since Lilith's eyes were as glued shut from fear of the undoubtedly bright bathroom light, she couldn't see the expression on her face. She didn't
want
to see the expression on her face right.
Despite all that, her legs were still moving her towards Mistress. Treacherous bastards! They could have taken her in the other direction. But noooo...
The finger under her chin only meant one thing... And right then and there she realized how big of a moron she had been for not opening her eyes where the light source wasn't THE LOCAL VERSION OF THE FREAKING SUN! Really, they could have just built a fucking Dyson sphere around that thing and called it a day, all energy problems solved forever. It was like getting punched in the eye with a supernova. But for one fraction of a blurry second, she saw Mistress' eyes staring right into her soul, and that was enough.
"I'm sorry... for being rude... Mistress... Just... sleepy"
Thankfully Jen seemed more amused than anything and just stroked her hair. Or lack thereof...
'
Man, that feels nice!
' Without even realizing it, she laid her head on Mistress' knee and...
*snap*
Oh fuck, was that a mistake. For several long seconds, she didn't know where she was. The only thing she knew was that she had never realized how nice and warm the bathroom floor was. All she wanted to do was to lie down on it and get an hour or five more sleep. Or at least just a few minutes...
"You know what to do"
Her blurred thoughts went from '
I do?
' via '
no I sure as hell don't
' to '
oh fuck no...
' in no time. Not doing it wasn't an option, though. She just hoped with every fiber of her body it would be over quickly and that she would be allowed to sleep again.
The first drop was bad and the next few were worse. Way worse. There is no describing the flavor, only that it's bad. So much worse in the morning than any other time of the day. Heck, her piss tastes good any other time of the day compared to early in the morning.
'
Just a little more
' she thought to herself. The only thing she could hope for was that Mistress was feeling like letting her go on so she could get a taste of the Mistress she knew.
"Open your mouth"
'What?! She can't be serious...
'
*slap*
'
Crap, she really is. Is there a way I can get out of this? Would the punishment for refusing her really be worse
'
"Ngggh!" The bitch actually kicked her between the legs! It was a light kick, but she was already so sore, and it was still early in the morning. '
Oh, crap, I really do need to do as she says before she gets any worse
' she realized and opened her mouth.
It was just a small amount, but it was more than enough. She was
not
ready for that, but that's where all the training Mistress had put her through paid off. She inhaled through her nose and forced herself to swallow. For a few blissful seconds, she was proud and happy at what she had done.
"Did I tell you you could swallow?"
Crap! What made it worse was that she wasn't upset or anything. The woman was fucking amused! Happy for having a reason to be a bitch.
Resigned to her fate, Lilith opened her mouth and focused hard on not focusing on the flavor. Yeah, that worked out well! But at least she was slightly prepared this time and didn't swallow on reflex.
Part of her wanted to open her eyes to verify that she wasn't giving Mistress Jen the finger, like she wanted to. It wasn't until a few seconds later she realized she wouldn't be able to see her fingers while they were locked behind her back. But Mistress Jen would...
"Does it taste good?"
Brutal honesty had always been Lilith's way. But this time Mistress Jen probably wanted her to be gracious and pretend she liked it. So in the nick of time she stopped her brain from shaking her head and nodded instead.
In true Mistress Jen's fashion, she didn't say anything. Just that finger under her chin like she always did.
At least the sun in the room seemed a little bit less... sun-y this time. It still sucked, but perhaps the whole Dyson-sphere thing was a bit exaggerated.Β Now it was more like a mere floodlight powered by a medium-sized nuclear power plant. Still stabby. Just not
as
stabby. Or perhaps stabby with a slightly more eye-friendly object. Like a hot poker.
Mistress Jen might be obsessed with eye contact at times. Actually
might
is putting it mildly. She
is