We wish to thank Terri for her editing and proofing of this story. Also for her rewrite, that added to the storyline and ending to this story.
Starting over is rough…. in more ways then one.
For a 41- year-old male starting over on the dating scene is rough. Starting over after the death of your wife due to illness is rougher. She had died in January of 2001 after I had loved her for over six years. She had been 6 years younger and I had been getting more sex then most of my friends and co-workers. We'd had a very spicy and interesting sex life. I had a very good marriage and I knew it. Unfortunately for me, we were only married for 5 years and I knew that I would be evaluating things different being single again.
I was still missed my wife terribly and I was not interested in a long-term relationship, but after around 6 months, I realized I wanted to have sex. Not wanting to pursue a long-term relationship, being horny was a little tricky. While I had been on the Internet and been to many different kinds of chat rooms to experience cyber sex, I was not overly interested in going that route. I also questioned the frame of mind of someone who stayed online chatting for hours on a day and bitched about her husband.
Like I said before we also had a very enjoyable sex life. Her sex life had been very limited before she had met me, and we had both enjoyed her learning. At the time of illness she was basically a slut in bed and enjoyed being used sexually for my enjoyment. We did not get in to swinging, but had several experiences with threesomes that we both enjoyed. I realize that is the kind of sex I wanted, a woman who would enjoy being used like a slut for my enjoyment. Where I am going to find a woman like that? Well thanks to my cousin Karen, I did.
After I left the service nine years ago, I started escorting my Karen overseas on business trips. She does investment plans/packages and that kind of financial stuff for BGF. BGF is a private Banking and investment service for the big money people in the world. They specialize in the Middle East and Southwest Asia. They normally make a couple stops in Europe on the beginning and ending for these trips. Karen had been scheduled to go to Saudi Arabia with a co-worker who was also female. This was her first trip to Southwest Asia, and Karen was a little concerned about going over there, since it was only a couple years after Desert Storm. Her company had taken steps to improve security for its personnel going overseas, but this was the first time two females were going over together. Her company agreed to pay my cost of the trip, plus an agreed salary to escort Karen and her co-worker over there. This started a nice little part time job for me. I was able to do several trips a year, since my normal days off were during the week. Even after I was married I did at least 2 to 3 trips a year for them.
After my wife died I decided to take a trip, so I called Karen and told her I was available. She told me that the company was about ready to call me anyway. She related that Brandy was another private investor for the company. I had met her several times at different functions. Brandy was in her early 40s, about 5'5," a brunette, with a very nice athletic figure with small but perky tits. She was always dressed conservatively at the company social events that my wife and I been invited to. The first time we'd met her, my wife had whispered to me later; "You would love to fuck her silly, wouldn't you?" I had said, "Hell yes." My wife had laughed.
Brandy was taking her first trip overseas since her husband died . She was going to Kuwait and Egypt to finalize some deals, then on to Frankfurt German and London, England to lay some groundwork for future deals. Karen filled me in on Brandy's life, since her husband had died. Brandy liked to workout and she especially was in to weightlifting and into Tai-bo. Karen related that Brandy was using her workouts as a way to deal with her loss. Karen also told me that Brandy had not been with a man since her husband died. Karen also mentioned that Brandy had specifically asked her if I could be her security escort on this trip.
I told Karen that I was honored that she asked me and would be on my best behavior. Karen shocked me with her next comment. She told me that Brandy said, "I like Mark a lot and I have always been attracted to him." I was flattered by what Karen has said and it also piqued my interest. I thanked Karen for the info and just waited for the company to contact me.
BGF contacted to me and made a formal request and I accepted. BGF makes the arrangements and I get the itinerary. I normally drive to Chicago the night before the trip and meet my client the next day at the airport. This time, Brandy called me about a day later. We both offered our condolences for each other's loss and then talked about the trip. I had already been checking to the latest terrorist condition in the countries we would be traveling in. Brandy told me there was a 2-day stop in London on the way back. She said the first day would be business and the second was for relaxing. I told her I had no problem with the stopover in London. We would be leaving in about a week. We chatted for over an hour about the effect of the loss of our respective spouses and what we been doing since then. Near the end of the call, I told her that I would be up the day before we leave to check in to "Hilton O'Hare."
"What time are you going to check in?" She asked.
I told her I stay up to almost 2 or 3:00am the night before and then get up after about 6 hour sleep work out, finish packing, clean and then leave. I normally get there a little after 6:00pm.
She said, "I have a wonderful idea."
I said, "What is that?"
She replied, "Do not work out and come up early and go to my gym with me. You can stay in the spare bedroom and you can leave your car at my place."
I was sort of taken back by her forward suggestion. I paused and she added, "You can keep it in my garage, I only have one car now."
I asked, "What about you getting ready work wise before the trip."
She said, "With the time zone difference, I can't do much."
I said, "Oh Ok." I paused. I was taken back, but very interested and aroused by her offer. I was silent for a couple seconds, and then I heard her speak in what seemed to be a very submissive manner. "Mark, I am sorry if I am too forward or if I said something wrong."
I replied instinctively in a dominant manner, "No you did not say anything wrong Brandy. I think that is a great idea." I continued, " I think that will allows us time to even get to know us better and I also can brief you on the do's and don'ts security-wise for our trip."
She sounded relieved and replied, "I will e-mail you directions to my house and I am looking forward to seeing you again." I gave her my e-mail address and told her I was looking forward to seeing her and escorting her on the trip. We exchange pleasantries and said our good byes.
The closer it came to time to leave for the trip, the more excited I got. I called Karen up and point blank asked her why Brandy had asked for me. She replied that Brandy knew me professionally and on a social basis and felt comfortable with me. She continued that while this was to be a business trip, Brandy was also treating this like a vacation and an official ending to her mourning period.
Karen added, "You know she is attracted to you too and has been every since you first met."
I replied, Well I was attracted to her and even told my wife."
Karen replied, " I know your wife told me and I told her that Brandy and her husband were into swinging if we were interested."
I exclaimed, " Dam she never told me that about Brandy."
Karen replied, " I know, she told me that you guys were not ready for that step." Karen then quipped. "Dam you guys must have had a exciting sex life?" I laughed and assured her that we had and thanked her for the information. I now knew that this was going to be an interesting trip.
Brandy and I talked and e-mailed each other several times, our phone conversation were mainly talking about each other's pasts and getting to know each other better. There was a lot of flirting, but not too heavy. I drove up to Naperville the day before the trip as planned. I was nervous in a way; I had really gotten to know Brandy and wanted to know her better. However, I still was not interested in a long-term commitment and wondered if it was appropriate to work a sex angle. I hoped sex was all she wanted too. I knew that it was not uncommon.
The subdivision where she lived was a very affluent one. When I arrived there was a new 4-door BMW parked out front. When I rang the front door, Brandy answered and immediately gave me a hug and a peck on the cheeks. She looked great. She was wearing a very fashionable sweat suit, which accented her body nicely. We started talking like old friends, general chatter about mutual friends and acquaintances at the business.
By the time we left for the fitness center. I was taken with her more then ever, her smell, her looks and her charming personality. We got there and went to our perspective locker rooms. We met and when I saw her, I hoped my erection was not too noticeable. She looked hot in a nice little tank top and shorts. We spent some time on the treadmill and when I said I wanted to do some light lifting, she joined me. I noticed we were by ourselves in the weight room, so I start briefing her on the security aspect of the trips. After the workout, I continue to brief her on the way to lunch. At lunch I finished talking shop.
She said, "I am especially looking forward to our time in Frankfurt & London."
I replied, "I am too, that is when I can let my guard down. Until then it is business."
She looked at me and said, "I understand, but what about until we leave?"
I laughed and coyly asked, "What do you mean?
She laughed and said, "Sexually."
I looked at her and smiled.
I looked at her and said, "You want to know when we are going to fuck our brains out?"
She reached over and fondled me through my pants and said, "Hell yes."
I laughed and reached over and rubbed her thighs. I said, "Well we will talk about it when we get to your house."
We arrived at her place and went inside. I followed her to her office. She wanted to do some last minute work before we left. She sat her desk and I sat in a chair across from her. We continued our discussion. I looked at her and said, "We are not fucking until we get to Frankfurt."
She asked, "Why?"
I looked at her and said. "With industrial espionage the big thing now, I am not going to risk the financial well-being of my customer."
She looked at me as I continued, "These people will use any edge to get the upper hand, even to disgrace you and even I in any way possible, and once we get physical, I can never be a security escort for you again because of our emotional ties."
"Oh my God, I never thought about it that way." She exclaimed.
