This is a continued story from the erotic couplings selections under the title Libby's love affairs which you may want to read before enjoying this one. Thanks for reading, I appreciate all comments. Enjoy!
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Libby shook her head and gasped as the hot tea spilled all over her shoe. "Damn" she said as she snapped herself out of her daydream. Even though a year had passed, she still thought about John frequently, though they rarely talked on line or on the phone any more. Time and neglect can change so many things and she knew in her heart that John would never pursue her or commit to her on any other level than where they had been for 3 years. He had been the most incredible lover to her, so giving, so attentive which was something she had never experienced with her husband of 17 years. She had been a virgin when they met and hadn't dated anyone else, so she never really knew how a man could be as a lover. That's what got her caught up in such fantasies turned real in the first place. The need to know, to feel, to experience what other men were like. How other men kissed, how they smelled, how they reacted to her as a woman.
She learned so much with John. About her desires, her heart, her ability to please a man and accept pleasure in return. He had awakened a tenderness that she had never felt before. A sense of giving and caring combined with such intense passion, desire and sexuality that it almost made her blush just thinking of it. Libby deeply appreciated what they shared, but she seriously knew she had to move on just as her marriage had come to an end, she knew she would have to accept what was and forget John, forget what they had dreamed of being together. As deeply as she wanted to be loved and treasured the way he had taught her, living in daydreams and passionate phone calls wasn't what she wanted, she wanted and deserved so much more. She had so much more to offer as a woman, it may have taken her entire adult life to realize just how deep her passions ran and how tender her heart could be, but now that she did know, she needed to make some changes in her life.
Her connection with John continued to fade as the emails stopped, phone calls drifted away and Libby took control of her life. She knew in her heart there would always be a tender spot and a strong bond with him because she learned together with John what it was to give completely, even if only for precious stolen moments in time. The support of her friends helped her charge forward as she pursued her freedom from a marriage long gone dry and soon she found herself for the first time in her adult life, ready to stand independently and without reservation.
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The mixed emotions that rocked through Libby's head finally subsided as she pulled up to the curb in front of her new home in Seattle. This was a chance of a life time for her career wise and she was thrilled to be living in such a progressive and booming part of the country. These first three months had been an absolute dream. People were so open, so inviting here and she smiled as she stepped out of her Jeep and walked up the pathway with her sack of groceries. Mark was coming over for dinner and she was truly thrilled to be dating again. This new start was just what Libby needed, although she knew hidden inside was the fear and excitement of living in the same city she and John had shared their tryst in. It was the city that brought love into her life once, perhaps she would have the same fortune. She shook her head trying to clear it of thoughts of John, after all, Mark would be arriving in just over an hour and she wanted tonight to be special.
Libby leisurely arranged the fresh flowers from the market in a green glass vase and stepped back to admire the comfortable and inviting array of pottery, depression glass and china before her. She so enjoyed creating an eclectic dinner table for guests and tonight was no exception. The setting would go perfectly with the interesting array of food she was serving and she walked back to the kitchen to do one last check on her timing. The sound of the doorbell caught her a little off guard and suddenly her heart was racing just a bit as she moved into the front hall to greet her guest. She smiled brightly as Mark leaned down and kissed her forehead.
"Hello, pet."
Libby still blushed when her called her this, "hello Mark."
She took his coat and Mark entered her small living room and settled on the loveseat in front of the fireplace. Libby laid his coat on the deacons bench and quickly made her way to Mark.
"Come, sit with me my pet." Mark patted the spot at his left and Libby settled in next to him as his arm curled around her back, sliding down to her full ass. He turned to her and with his other hand held her chin up to his face, she looked up into his eyes and saw the lust there. That was something that always took her breath away, just how deeply Mark desired her. He was a very good looking man, and although Libby wasn't lacking in the looks department, it took her breath away that a man as attractive was looking at her with such incredible and obvious desire. She felt almost naked as his eyes devoured just her face, drinking her in like a fine wine. It seemed an eternity that he held her there, eyes seemingly ravishing her and then he slowly lifted her mouth to his, kissing her gently, softly, before pushing her soft lips open with his tongue and pushing her back onto the loveseat and raping her mouth with his hungry tongue.