Lexy's Lesson

I find great comfort in the darkness as the music fills the room, playing melodic and captivating in the background. The fear that I feel coursing through my veins finds its way straight to my sex as it pulses in anticipation of what is to come. Yes, I am afraid of the unknown, but I also welcome it as my trust for you is immense. I know that any punishment you inflict on me is deserved and delivered with love as you continue to train me to be the best I can be. I want only to please you and am grateful you are willing to teach me how to do just that.

I am aching with an undulating need to feel your touch on my body; as I lay waiting. After what seems like forever, my mind starts wandering again to what you are planning for the night. My curiosity of the object that you had dragged into the room is making my mind swim with possibilities as my thoughts turn dark and the music begins to drift through my heart. The perilous rhythm and the heavy bass I feel in my chest fills me with nervous energy, I don't know how to calm my thoughts.

I feel you sitting on the bed next to me and you begin to caress my back giving me those wonderful shivers that you always do. I instantly feel secure again, and remember my earlier thoughts of trust and love, and I relax and just enjoy the sensations of your hands upon me.

You reach up and release my wrist. I am confused, but I remain silent. You continue to release my other wrist and then my ankles, caressing my skin all over in the process. In my new found freedom, I begin to wiggle my body involuntarily as I am in a deep state of arousal just from your light touching. You tell me to turn over onto my back, in which I immediately comply. Once in this position, you re-secure my wrists and ankles.

"Very good Bitch... tonight will be a good night." You say with affection as you run a soft hand over my hair...

I turn my head to where you are now standing, near the night table. I hear you pick something up from the table; I wait, breathlessly anticipating your next move. You kneel beside me on the bed and I feel the stroke of leather falls from a flogger landing lightly over my body. The tickling sensations create goose bumps in a trail behind them. Your other hand begins caressing my breasts, first one, kneading it softly in your hand, then the other as I breathe in deeply.

With my sight gone, I can only hear your movements, and feel the sensations of your hands as one is now softly stroking my body all over, now moving over my sex; my breath quickens as the other brushes across my nipples softly; then more firmly, rolling and squeezing them; until they are tight and hard under your fingers.

My heart skips a beat as the loose tails of the flogger begin to tickle and caress my belly and over my breasts. Softly they brush against my hard nipples and I gasp, as the intensity of the desire travelling through my body is once again heightened. You drag the leather falls alluringly over my throat before heading back down my body whilst your other hand has drifted between my legs stroking my sex gently. Your fingers spread softly across my moist hot lips, stroking them softly now, I sigh heavily and bite my lip as my desire becomes very obvious to you in the wetness seeping onto your hand. You press down firmly and I feel your fingers bathe in my juices as you thrust them inside me. Stroking me firmly inside with two fingers buried deep in my pussy and moving them in a circular motion with each stroke. Suddenly a third finger joins the others and you again plunge them deeply into my hot soaking wet pussy as I gasp and whimper slightly, I grind my hips urgently upward to you. Your thumb finds my clit and begins to massage and rub it firmly in harmony with your now stroking fingers which are deep inside me and have found my g-spot, bringing me dangerously close to orgasm. My breathing is uneven and I release a series of soft moans as I am nearing the edge. You keep stroking until I am moaning loudly, coupling the sensation by the leather tails sliding softly over my breasts and nipples keeping them tight, hard and heated.

The need for release is overwhelming now, as I begin to beg you,

"Oh Master...Please Master...May I cum... Pleasssse?"

You whisper to me, "Not yet Love... hold on... not yet." Thrusting your fingers deep and hard, I know they are drenched as my scent fills the air. You press down hard on my clit and abruptly withdraw your fingers halting my orgasm just as it is about to erupt. My moans turn to breathless whimpers, only your thumb remains pressing down on my clit, as you keep me on the edge, but you don't allow the release I desperately need. You slowly pull your hand away as I raise my hips toward you, my body wanting its release as the fires burn hot and ready through me. My cries subside to rhythmic breathing as once again the leather tails of the flogger begin to caress my body from neck to knees calming and yet arousing me at the same time.

You give my nipples a quick pinch to keep them standing at attention. Feeling my arousal increase under your touch, you suddenly reach between my thighs again and bury three fingers completely into my hungry wet pussy. I cry out in ecstasy as your fingers push tight into me, hard, fast and deep, stroking against my g-spot once again.

I feel the flesh of my pussy swelling as the blood rushes there while you relentlessly pound into me, driving me directly to the edge as I again begin grinding my hips shamelessly against your hand begging for you to let me cum. Again you say no, as I am fighting hard and losing ground against the burning consuming desire I feel deep in my core. I again beg you for release, needing it, quivering and trembling beneath your hand, writhing in my bondage, tugging at my restraints. My cries become sobbing moans as you slow your hand until your fingers simply rest inside me, the edge ever so slowly subsiding to gentle waves deep inside me. The waves travel from my clit through my belly all the way up to my tingling nipples.

You give me only a moment to rest and then I feel my restraints being released from my wrists and ankles. I hear you breathing in deeply and I can imagine your dark eyes showing your passion, making me feel a chill start at the back of my neck and run straight down to the backs of my knees. Your voice now sounds heavy and laced with hunger as you instruct me up onto my knees. You adjust my blindfold to make sure it has not come loose while I was thrashing about the bed. Now you guide me to what feels like the top corner of the bed. Taking my hands and tying them together with one of my silk scarves, you then tie them to the post above my head, then adjusting my knees with the handle of the flogger, spreading them before moving the thick handle up between my thighs.

I feel you kneeling behind me as you press your body to mine; I feel the bulge of your cock hard against my back. I can actually feel your chest rising and falling in deep insatiable breaths; your voice is guttural and filled with passion as you whisper in my ear, "Now love...you need to stay real still... this is going to hurt... and you are gong to love it." I feel the heat of your breath against my skin, warming the shivers your words are creating, but causing the goose bumps to raise higher still. As you are speaking you move the handle slowly between my thighs and run it along my hot wet lips letting the rawhide rub across my clit. Your other hand is wrapped around my chest softly pinching and rolling my nipples between your fingers, my soft little moans are echoing in the room. "I am going to take you to the edge of both pleasure and pain... I want you to trust me love, let go of your fear and just experience this."

I do trust you, more than anything. I inhale deeply and try to let go as you wish me to. I am scared, very scared, but I continue to breathe deeply and hold on to my trust for you.

Pulling the handle away from my lips, you back away and I can feel you climb off the bed. You replace the flogger with your hand stroking my pussy lightly. Your fingers playing over the insides of my moist lips, they glide over my clit causing my moans to increase as my arousal once again builds. I feel you step back and before I can react, I feel a light slap across my ass causing me to jump as the leather tails are fanned across the roundness of my cheeks, bringing my focus back I remain still in anticipation, listening I hear a soft whisper as you slap the flogger lightly across my ass again. Your fingers moving up and down my hungry lips working their expert magic; my mind drifts back to the pleasure building, the orgasm being coaxed from my body. "You are doing so well Love... that wasn't bad, was it? Do you want to feel it again?" I feel and hear your sexy voice sounding in my ear, your fingers are driving deep inside my body, drawing them up against my g-spot again; driving my body toward the edge as I whimper softly unsure and a little fearful of the next blow.

You are bringing me relentlessly closer to the edge; I grind myself against your fingers longing for that edge, the demanding between my thighs. Your voice suddenly breaks through my thoughts, "Tell me you want more... you want the pain to heat your skin and make your body come alive... Tell me, Tell me now or I stop." Still feeling a little apprehensive I nod my head slightly. "No... Tell me!"

Your fingers begin to pull away and I moan louder...

"No, Master, please don't stop,"

I beg,

"Please... I want to feel it again."

You hear my surrender and plunge your fingers into my pussy again as you swing the flogger, it swishes through the air splaying the leather tails across my ass slightly harder than before causing them to bite into my sensitized skin, I gasp loudly.

My body stiffens a little and I struggle to accept the stinging pain; I wrench slightly and cry out in shock as the heat mingles with my own rolling and wild desire. You stroke my clit with your thumb as I slowly relax accepting and taking in the pain as I rise toward the edge once again; only to feel the smack of the flogger landing on my ass, warming it yet again. My mind is struggling to separate the pleasure and pain and make sense of the aching need and desire. I gasp again crying out loud as the strips of leather begin to sting. I drop my head between my arms and press my head hard against the headboard as the pain challenges the pleasure and passion I feel. My body is reacting to each and every strike now, as you begin to stroke my tender flesh with your fingers in between each lash, one stroke of the flogger followed by one stroke of your fingertips. Your touch on my skin is so gentle in stark contrast to the stinging bite of the little leather tails. This contrast makes me feel the ripple of sensations with even more responsiveness. No longer being able to distinguish the pain from the pleasure I am feeling, the battle rages in my head and searches whatever logic remains, needing to understand how I can feel such excitement as the pain increases.

Once again you slip your fingers slowly deep inside my pussy keeping me right on the edge; my moans build softly and urgently as you instruct me, "Tell me when you are ready."

Feeling the fire, the heat and the sharp sting spread out against my ass. I reach deep inside and summon my strength as I nod decisively remembering to use my voice, however unsteady,

"Yes, Master I'm ready."

You pull your fingers from my pussy much to my dismay but lovingly cup my breast slowly massaging and caressing it a moment before I hear the spiraling sound of the flogger as the little tails bite into my ass two times quickly one after the other, feeling the sting heating my ass further as I clench my bound hands together trying desperately to relax my body in spite of the instinctive desire to tense up, my moans become louder and more intense. My mind is struggling again, trying to sort fear from pain, and heat from arousal, soon the sensations mingle and bind slowly releasing the fear from my mind as the burn and arousal begin to form together and couple with the pain.

Stroking quickly down my body, you slip your hand once again into my pussy. Rubbing my clit firmly then teasingly soft, I'm sure you can tell by my cries that I am desperately close to orgasm as you respond to me by thrusting all of your fingers deep inside me as I feel the pleasant burn in my pussy lips as your hand stretches me open and your fingers deeply search for my magic spot. Your voice now deep and guttural, you growl into my ear, "You want to cum now don't you bitch? ...You want to soak my hand in your hot juices." Whimpering and sobbing I nod and moan. Now begging for you to let me cum, to let the orgasm you have been holding on edge all night let loose, my tears are soaking the towel behind the blindfold as I beg for release.

"Then cum for me bitch," You growl, stroking my g-spot and clit together, "cum NOW, just let it go, Cum for ME." Crying out my release and elation as my body begins to quiver and tremble uncontrollably; I suddenly feel another hard slap and the sting echoes through my body, you swing the flogger down several times hard as my body shakes and my cries increase to howls, my orgasm is rippling through my body, my muscles give out, the sensations are felt but they are hovering just outside of me now. My pussy is squeezing and holding your fingers prisoner inside of me as the sting of the leather on my ass matches the intensity of the heat inside me. You continue thrusting your hand deep into my pussy while pressing on my clit with your thumb; you command me to cum again, as I grind my hips into you and feel myself throbbing against your hand.

My reality slips away as I begin to feel like I am floating and my body simply goes limp against my restraints as I am supported by your arm around my chest, I am now sobbing and shaking uncontrollably as my body reverberates the intensity of the climax, and the after shocks of it cause my body to spasm. You toss the flogger aside and quickly untie me holding me tight against you as you whisper softly in my ear, "relax love... relax and let it go... that's it... it's alright now... relax."

I have never had such a cathartic experience in my life, as my breathing slows I am filled with feelings of rejuvenation, I feel somehow opened and purified. I am trying to make sense of all of this as I slowly return to reality and you are gently smoothing your hand over my very red ass. I imagine you feeling the heat radiating from my skin. Then groaning softly in my ear, you press the bulge of your cock hungrily against me as I whimper lightly. You pull the blindfold from my eyes tossing the silk scarf and the little towel aside. As I adjust my eyes, I turn my face to yours and look up to search your gorgeous dark eyes, where I can clearly see the urgency of your need, deeply burning in those eyes as you pull me closer to you.

You help me to my knees positioning me with my ass toward the edge of the bed, and arrange the pillows below me so I can rest my upper body comfortably leaving my hot red ass propped high in the air with my knees spread exposing my still dripping hot pussy. You stand and quickly undress and return to the side of the bed standing behind me. Your hands are caressing the outside of my thighs and then begin to stroke the hot skin of my ass cheeks, as you seem to be assessing my position.

You then place a couple of pillows under my tummy and after having my ass at just the right height you enter me from behind and it feels so good to be filled by you, I start wiggling out of control. You only have to stand still as I wiggle my ass up and down and in little circles to stroke your cock with my hot, wet, eager pussy. I am really enjoying being entered from the back by you, it feels so awesome. Then suddenly, you grasp a fistful of my hair and you push me down flat on the bed with my legs together and you fuck me so hard from behind that I can feel your pubic bone ramming into my tailbone and although it hurts, it also feels so unbelievable. With each thrust I cry out with intense pleasure ... and pain ... actually both ... it is a beautiful mixture.

I am just about to lose it again as you drag your nails against the hot tender flesh of my ass causing me to squirm and try to get away, as the stinging intensifies, you thrust your cock deeper into me and I cry out in pleasure and pain; I just don't know anymore as the weight of your body has me pinned to the bed and I begin to gyrate and tremble out of control. My cries are paralleled by my body thrashing against the weight of you as my pussy squeezes everything it can get out of your cock. I can feel your cock now; pulsing and twitching inside me as you let out a hoarse groan from deep in your throat and you grab a hold of my hair again and I squeal as you unload into me. A howling sound escapes me as we cum together in a harmony of deep passion. Our breathing is like that of two animals in the wilderness, as you slump down onto me. Together we slow our breathing and drift for a moment before you roll to the side and pull me toward you, enveloping me in your arms, tightly.

I feel drained of all physical energy, but somehow I also feel energized, nourished, exceedingly fulfilled and more loved than I ever have before. I let out a soft sigh as I snuggle into you, and notice for the first time that the thoughts that constantly race through my mind have finally rested, and now, in this deep peaceful state, I too can rest.

I sleep for several hours, contented in your arms, soothed by the sounds of your heartbeat and the feel of your breath on my skin. I am awakened by your soft kiss on the back of my neck as I briefly remember a dream I was having where I was swimming in the sky and looking down at the ocean's waves. In my sleepy state, I let out a soft sigh and turn toward you. In the pre dawn light coming through the window, I can see the morning shadow of your beard growing over your face now and I shiver as you rub your cheek against mine and I feel a gentle scratching on my skin.

You shift your body to get more comfortable and before I turn to snuggle into you again, I stretch my body like a cat, and something in the corner of the room catches my eye. My mind suddenly rewinds to last night when I was bound face down and blindfolded, and heard you dragging something into the room. My eyes widen and I feel my sex contracting in response as I gasp out loud. You raise your head to see what it is I am reacting to and simply chuckle softly as you squeeze me tighter...