"I cant believe I am doing this, I cant believe I am doing this," I murmured in time with the ringing, hands shaking, legs twitching. What am I going to say to him? What if no words come out? What if I make a fool of myself? What if he has already forgotten about me?........ I cant do it, I am going to hang up."
"Hello Lena, I am glad that you called," his deep voice broke through my self-conscious mantra as I was about to put the phone down. I hadn't even noticed that the ringing had stopped.
"How, um, I mean hi.....uh....... how did you know that it was me?" embarrassment making my voice quiet.
"Well, my phone didn't recognise your number and you are the only person that I have given my number to recently, so I had a fair idea," he replied.
"Uh, thanks," Shit, shit, shit, shit.......he is going to think that I don't have a brain if I don't say something soon. Shit, shit, shit, shit...... I heard a deep chuckle from the other end of the line, the sound making my insides quiver with pleasure.
"Lena, don't be nervous. Just relax – I want you to be comfortable with me," I tried to calm myself down, let myself breathe in and out nice and slowly. He seems like a nice guy and I am only talking with him on the phone, no need to panic. If it gets too much I can just hang up. "Why don't you tell me about yourself – how old are you? Are you single? What do you do for a living... that kind of thing."
"Um, well I am 23, single or I wouldn't have called you, and I am a student. How about you?" Wohoo I finally got a sentence out that made sense! Another deep chuckle.
"I am 29, also without a partner and I work at the store you went to today."
"Right, so uh, how long have you worked there?" Okay, this is good – conversation is flowing, sort of.
"Quite a while actually, about 6 years, well I have worked at that store for about a year, but previous to that I have worked at other stores in the chain since the chain began 6 years ago. Before that I got a business degree."
"Oh right, and, um do you enjoy it?" Stupid question – what guy wouldn't enjoy working at a sex store? I think he thought the same thing as I was answered by another of his chuckles.
"Yeah I do enjoy it.... It's definitely better than a lot of other jobs out there. I have to say though, that today was probably the best day I have had on the job by far."
"Oh, why is that?"
"Because I saw you when you looked at those nipple clamps. You were enthralled. Tell me little one, have you ever seen nipple clamps being used before?"
"No, I haven't," I replied quietly, his endearment causing my tummy to give a little flip. "I have heard of them of course, and read a few stories with them being used in it, but no I haven't seen them before in real life." Even the thought of them... remembering seeing them in the store and the embarrassment I felt when I realised Damon had seen me with them started to make me feel turned on and excited. I knew Damon could hear it in my voice.
"I am a Dom, little one and I am looking for a slave. I know that you haven't been in that kind of relationship before, but I can tell you are interested in it. You knew when you rang that you were asking to explore your submissive side, didn't you?" He was right, even if I didn't openly think it, I knew that by ringing him it would be an offering of myself to him, opening the door to something I had only fantasised about.
"Yes, I did know, and you are right – I haven't been in this type of relationship at all, but I really really want to try. I have had this desire for a long time, ever since I first heard there was such a thing as a Dom and a sub. I know I am inexperienced and I hope that isn't seen as too much of a negative, but I think this is what I want. I am a bit scared and nervous, but deep down I know that this is right." My confession came out in a rush. My heart was beating so loudly, waiting to hear his response, knowing that this conversation which had taken a serious and dramatic turn, could alter the course of my life.
"Well, little one, you do sound very enthusiastic. To ease your worry I do not view your lack of experience as a bad thing. In fact, I like the idea that I can shape you and mould you as my submissive, exactly the way I want. Because that is what you are going to become, little one – you are going to become my little whore, my submissive, my slave. Is that what you want, Lena?"
"Yes, more than anything," I whispered. "I am a little bit scared and nervous, but I know with everything in me that this is the right thing and that this is what I want."
"What are you scared about? It is important for
you to go into this with your eyes wide open and all your worries addressed."
"Well, mainly I am apprehensive about the things that are very important to me at the moment. I realise that from the moment that I commit to you, onwards, that you and your happiness and needs will be the things that are the most important to me, and I am very willing to do that....but my studies at university have up until now meant everything to me. I am also a little worried I guess on a more general level – that I am giving you complete control over me and my life and I know that what you ask, I will do so I am a little bit scared about what you will ask me to do. "
"Well your concerns are completely understandable, little one and definitely normal. I do realise that you have commitments to your education, and I will say now that I will respect that and allow you to complete those studies, and not make you choose between this and your education. There may be times that you have to miss a day here and there, but I will make sure that they are respected. As for my control over you – yes it is true that in time I will require complete control and dominance over you. But this will be a gradual thing. I see this as a very real possibility of a long term future for us, but time will tell. Your training will be a very big learning curve for you, and I realise that and that I will have to earn your trust, and in turn you will realise that I will know what is best for you and you will have to respect and obey me. I will give you the rules that you must obey and adhere to and live by and then once they have been outlined, we will discuss your training and future plans, but first of all you have to give me your consent and your promise. So do you consent and promise to be my slave? Do you give me control over your body, your decisions and your life? Do you promise to serve me and put my needs, happiness, wants and desires above everything else? Do you give yourself to me, Lena?"
This was it.... one of the most important moments of my life. I could choose two different paths – one of the life I have been leading for the past 23 years; a life that could be nice and "normal", but still comfortable and fulfilling. The other path would lead me into a world of the relative unknown and uncertainty, a world of challenge, yet with the possibility of utter ecstasy, happiness and a deep-felt feeling of rightness. There was not a doubt in my mind.
"Yes, yes I do. I promise to be your slave. I give you control over my body, my decisions and my life. I promise to put your needs, happiness, want and desires above all else. I give myself to you, Master." With that it felt like something clicked into place inside me, a warm, heady feeling of excitement and rightness overwhelmed me. i couldn't stop smiling.
"I am glad to hear that, my little slave. I think this is the beginning of something very special. Now before we go on, we will have to go through the rules that you will need to abide by from now on. you will also have to learn them and be able to recite them by heart when I ask you to and you will be punished if you cannot repeat them back to Me, or more importantly follow them. Rule number one is that you will refer to Me as Master, or Sir at all times unless I specifically say that we can speak casually as normal lovers and partners do. In turn I will call you anything I like, including slave, cumslut, whore, cunt and slut to name a few. Rule number two is that you will obey My every order and do everything that I tell you to do without question or hesitation. Rule number three is that you will bear every punishment without hesitation or complaint. Rule number four is that you will only cum when I say you can cum, and never before or without My permission. Rule number five is that you will not touch yourself or do anything sexual in any way without My say so. Now, there are many more rules but I think that is enough for now." With every rule, i could feel my pussy getting more and more wet, my juices leaking and soaking my panties. i was desperate with the need to rub myself, run my fingers through the slick juices, or even just rock back and forward on the bed i was sitting on, like an animal in heat, just to relieve the ache. But that would be in direct violation of the rules my Master had just given me, and there was no way i was going to disobey Him, no matter how much i needed it, because i needed to obey my Master more – He was the most important of all, and His pleasure and happiness was mine.
"Yes, Master." i replied, breathless with excitement about what was happening. It was all happening so fast, but it felt so right at the same time.
"So, My little cumslut, tell Me about your living arrangements. Do you still live at home with your parents? And how soon can you move out?"
"i do live with my parents, Master. But i will be able to move out of here as soon as You wish, Master."