I sat in the car, eyes half closed, drifting in and out of my memories of the day.My body was sore, stretched.There seemed no need to talk, although there were questions I had, concerns I kept pushing to the back of my mind.
"You were wonderful sucking him off," He said, "down on your knees in the garage like a good slut. And I know you enjoyed sharing my cock with him."
I agreed, it had been fun, but I wondered how to say that fun was not what I was looking for, or was I deluding myself? My body responded to Him more than it had with anyone ever before. By submitting to Him I was allowed to live out my wildest fantasies; to turn up at a house, kneel before an unknown stranger and take his cock till he spunked in my throat, without speaking to him once, whilst He thrust his hand into my cunt, making me soak the floor.
But still I worried, so many men wanted me! Was he different? Was the trust I placed in Him simply a way He could rely on me to be ready, wet, and available whenever He had an itch He needed to scratch.
"Thursday I have plans," He announced.
"But my husband....?"
We had a rule, our time would not be rubbed in his face; He would allow me time to be the wife and mother.
"He will be working."
I wondered at His knowledge of our lives, refusing as usual to consider the implications.
"Be ready at 9!"
We pulled up outside my house; he leant over and kissed me gently.
"Till Thursday, slut."
*****
Thursday I showered with my usual pre meet care, my arm pits and pussy shaved clean except for those few tufts around my clit. Those hairs He would hold whilst I pulled my body away, delighting in the sensation.
By the time He pulled up outside I was already excited, wondering what was planned for today. He knocked and I hurried to the door, my heart beating that little bit faster.
"Good morning slut," He smiled, "You look pleased to see me."
I swallowed and nodded, wishing my hair was still long enough to hide behind, knowing He could see the desire in my eyes.
Once we were driving down the narrow roads that led away from my house He informed me of the plans for the day.
"I have organised a gang bang, slut; there are five men waiting to use you, to fill your holes and take your body."
Could it be true that my heart sank a little at this? I had loved the previous ones He had arranged; I looked out the window, at the pattern of leaves against the sky and remained silent. Wondering what was wrong with me.
He noticed, as He always noticed my moods. But rather than asking my consent, or what was wrong; He just drove on. Then He spoke again.
"This is not for your pleasure, slut!"
I looked at Him.
"You are there for me; I am giving you to them, but you are not to come."
I felt my mind go blank, there should be a million questions, but only one seemed to appear.
"Sir, what will happen if I do?"
He spoke softly, gently as He always did, regardless of the topic.
"There will be punishment. You have played, had fun, but if you are to be mine totally you must understand what that means."
I realised that he too had considered whether this would be more than enough fun for a bored housewife and randy middle aged man, that He too wondered what would come next. But His experience meant He had already considered the next step.
I merely nodded, and we drove on. I considered asking Him what form the punishment would take, but He pre-empted me again.
"I wish you to count if you have an orgasm, I will be counting too. My first request is that our numbers match, I expect us both to say zero,"
"And if we don't match? I mean, if I do come?" I whispered, barely audible, considering the one thing everyone who had ever fucked me knew, just how easily I came. I could orgasm from reading, from cyber sex, from the quickest of wanks and the lightest of floggings!