Le Français
Bdsm Story

Le Français

by Breathebar 17 min read 4.8 (4,300 views)
bdsm consent conversation cop drama
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Le Français is an original Law Enforcement series playing with the Cop/Not-a-Cop trope, mixed with some social power play, and (hopefully) realistic BDSM elements. The series will jump between categories based on the content of each part. This series is commissioned by the fantastic ThL!

In this chapter you can expect confrontations, discussions about BDSM and consent, and stakeouts.

Marc and Sinead have an important talk about what exactly they are doing.

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Chapter 50

Sinead was pissed off. With herself, and with

him.

And it switched back and forth who she was the most angry with.

She couldn't believe she'd allowed him to do those things to her. To spank her with a fucking paddle like she was a bad kid in the 1950s? Everything before that night had been... it hadn't been that. She wasn't a fucking child that he got to punish. He wasn't an

authority

over her with that right. They weren't

anything

to each other, he wasn't even her boyfriend. They just... traded things. And he'd taken more than she'd agreed to.

Fuck, she couldn't even believe she'd let him call her a 'brat.' She was an adult woman and a successful police detective.

And then she... threw herself at him. Verbally.

How could I think about going back to him at all?

Sinead thought to herself. It had been a moment of weakness that had gotten way too familiar in the past few weeks, and she'd finally given in.

She knew sex with Marc would probably be really good. Maybe even the best she'd ever get. But he or that wasn't worth debasing herself. She could go to any bar in the city and walk out with someone who could give her good sex if she really wanted it that badly.

Sinead grit her teeth, sitting in her car as she tapped her foot on the break. Glancing at the passenger seat, she felt her jaw flexing as she looked over the stack of files there - she'd parsed out as much of the files as she could from Marc's USB drive, but a lot of it was still another language to her. She needed Marc to help her sort through all of it, but she was done giving in to his bullshit. She needed to turn the tables on him - he had what she needed, but that didn't mean he had

all

the power.

Getting out of her car, Sinead slammed the door shut and locked it as she headed into the office building. She flashed her badge to the security guy at the front, who seemed to recognize her and nodded, and she went to the elevator bank. As she got into one she was again struck by the muted opulence of the lobby and elevator. She felt like she was stepping onto the set of Suits - though that building was down the street, having mostly filmed in Toronto. She'd worked extra duty security for a couple of their outdoor night shoots earlier in her career.

Unlike the last time Sinead had stormed Marc's office, and not wanting to hand him more leverage to feel superior or more well-mannered or whatever, this time Sinead didn't blast past the secretary who was positioned at a long desk in front of the elevator bank. Instead, she approached the desk, and she had the feeling that the secretary recognised her.

"Hi," she said and flashed her badge again. "I need to see Marc Fornier."

"Mister Fornier is currently in a meeting," the secretary said with a polite smile. "I'll let him know that you're here if you'd like to wait, or I can pass along a message if you can't."

"I'll wait," Sinead said.

"Can I get you a refreshment?" the woman asked. The longer Sinead talked with her, the more she realised how ridiculously attractive the woman was - sharp features, perfect hair, just the right amount of cleavage to tempt someone to look. She was wearing a sleek dress that highlighted her slender form - she could have been a model. Hell, she could have been an underwear model, with that face and body.

"I'm fine," Sinead said, then a beat after realised she was gripping the edge of the desk a little tightly. "Thanks."

The secretary smiled and nodded gently, a clear dismissal in the direction of the padded chairs that formed a small waiting area. Sinead turned to go but hesitated and turned back. "What's your name?" she asked the secretary.

"Jillian," the secretary said.

"Oh, alright," Sinead said. "Does anyone named Felicity work here?"

"No one by that name works at the company," she replied, cocking her head slightly.

"Do you know who Felicity is to Marc?"

"Miss Connors, I think you just wait and if you have questions for Mister Fornier you can ask him yourself," Jillian said.

Sinead nodded, accepting the mild rebuke and knowing she'd been pushing it, and went to take a seat. It wasn't until she'd been waiting for almost five minutes that she realised she'd never told the secretary her name, let alone her last name. A long glance over at the woman didn't get her any more information, though. With a sigh, she took out her phone and began thumbing through the digital copies of the Barisha documents she had there.

"So, when am I going to get you to agree to a date, sweetcheeks?" a male voice said about ten minutes later. The casual misogyny dripping from the words and tone immediately felt out of place from the rest of the office - every time she'd been in Marc's building, everyone that worked there had been buttoned up tight like they worked for the fucking church or something.

More concerning, however, was that the voice was familiar to Sinead and she glanced up with her eyes wide before quickly looking down and raising her phone up to try and block her face.

"I appreciate the offer, Mr Barisha, but as I said before, I'm in a relationship," Jillian said from behind her desk.

"Oh, what's a boyfriend worth, really?" Victor said, leaning his elbows on her desk and leaning over it, pushing into her space. "That's just a guy trying to play defence. And defensemen don't score goals, do they?"

"Bourque, 410. Coffey, 396. MacInnis, 340," Jillian said.

"What?"

"Those are the three highest-scoring defensemen from the NHL," Jillian said. "Is there anything else I can help you with today, Mr Barisha?"

"One date," Barisha pushed. "I swear it would be the night of your life."

"Can I validate your parking, Mr Barisha?" Jillian deflected with that same polite smile she'd used on Sinead.

Victor did, in fact, get his parking validated and thankfully didn't glance over at Sinead before he entered the elevators and left. She felt like she was sweating bullets under her suit jacket and let out a relieved breath that she wasn't spotted or recognized.

"Miss Connors," Jillian said, calling her attention. "Mister Fornier will see you now."

Right. She was here to yell at Marc.

Chapter 51

"Marc, what the

fuck

was he doing here?" Sinead hissed as she entered his office and shut the door behind her.

Marc sighed. He was fairly certain that he'd told Sinead that they would connect

after

work on Monday, but their brief conversation had been right before things kicked off with Felicity and Astrid and it had been a busy weekend afterwards. Then, Barisha showed up that morning with hard copies of documents he didn't want getting emailed around - which very obviously meant they contained things he didn't want a digital paper trail on. But dealing with Barisha in person was as frustrating as usual. The man was obtuse even in his rough charms.

And now Sinead came in hot-headed.

"

Bonjour,

Detective," Marc said evenly. "Please, come in. It's so nice of you to drop by my office once more, making demands and accusations. It truly is becoming a highlight of the gossip around the water cooler."

"Cut the smarmy attitude," Sinead said, her face grim and she stood in front of Marc's desk and placed her hands on it. "What the fuck?"

Marc took a beat, re-evaluating. Sinead was more aggressive than usual. Either something had happened with Barisha, though Jillian had assured him via text that it hadn't, or something had happened over the weekend or that morning. Something had changed since she'd made overtures on Saturday to- Ah. She was feeling spurned.

"Are you appropriately dressed for this conversation, Sinead?" Marc asked quietly.

"What?" Sinead practically spat.

"

Je n'aime pas me répéter.

Are you appropriately

accessorised

today, Detective?" Marc asked.

Sinead's jaw clenched and she reached into her inner suit jacket pocket, pulling out the silver buttplug he'd given her. She practically slammed it on the desk. "You mean

this

accessory, Marc?"

Again, Marc had to take another beat to re-evaluate. The fact that she'd brought it meant that she

was

thinking about it, but she wasn't embarrassed by presenting it. She was still just angry.

He'd been walking a knife's edge with her, he'd known that from the beginning. Push her too hard, and she'd refuse to play. Don't push her hard enough, and she would think she could walk all over him. Her reaching out had changed the dynamic, but with his focus on Felicity, he hadn't appropriately shifted his own stance. The game they were playing wasn't unlike sparring in any martial art - control, leverage, experience and muscle memory were all just as important to being a Dom as they were in a fight. He had gotten distracted, hadn't adjusted to the new tempo, and now the duel was turning into a brawl.

He needed to regain control but however well it had gone last time, putting Sinead in her place through playful punishment... that wasn't a lever he could pull this time. Not here in the office, and likely not with the emotional state she was in.

"Sit, Sinead," Marc said, gesturing to the chair that Victor hadn't been using prior. She sat, crossing her arms over her chest and crossing one knee over the other as she leaned back and narrowed her eyes. She was taking the aggressive power position in the conversation, trying to force him to account for himself, but she was also revealing that she was feeling vulnerable through her body language. Crossing her arms and legs to protect vital points. Leaning back to create space.

Marc took another breath. "Obviously we need to discuss some things," he said, his voice low and soft. "First, how is your bottom? I assume the massage helped soothe things afterwards, but the strike with the cane can leave a lingering sting."

"We're not talking about my ass, Marc," Sinead said. "But sure, we can start with how you sexually abu-"

"Don't," Marc held up a finger, his voice dropping as he cut her off. "Don't you

dare

attempt to call our play from the other night

abuse,

Detective. We talked about consent, and you consented. As I said then, we have a larger conversation in our near future about general consent, but you specifically agreed to what happened that night."

Sinead ground her teeth in a decidedly unattractive way for a moment before letting out her breath. "Fine," she grunted. "It wasn't

abuse.

It was still demeaning, and disgusting. You have no right to punish me, whether I piss you off with my words or anything else. You're not my boss, you're not my Dad, you're not an authority figure for me. Calling me a brat, treating me like you can just demand how I act, or how I feel... Fuck you for that."

Marc breathed in and let it out slowly. "Fine," he said. "If you would like to stop our game, then we can stop. I'll even help you, as you asked, with some of the details in the latest batch of information so you have some clear next steps in your case. But, if you feel like I haven't earned your

respect

and that you really are done with the game, then that's it. You can walk away, Sinead. I haven't been blackmailing you, or leveraging you in some way - you hold the actual power in this game, letting it go on. When you say stop, we stop. That's how BDSM games

work.

When someone says stop, it stops. I'll fire Victor as a client so that I'm no longer associating myself with someone like him, and I'll let Detective Xu know that I will no longer be helping with the case. We both go back to our lives."

"Good," Sinead said, but then obviously hesitated.

"Stop means stop," Marc repeated himself. "But once that happens, it's difficult to start things again. Not when the trust is so weak."

Sinead's jaw clenched and unclenched rapidly as she glared daggers at him. "What was he doing here?" she changed the subject, not giving Marc an answer.

"He gave me hard copies of records," Marc said, pointing to a stack of files at the corner of his desk. "To go along with the digital files he sent me over the weekend. I haven't had a chance to look through them, but some of them seem to be notated by hand."

"Meaning they weren't in the files you already got me," Sinead said, staring at the files now.

"Correct," Marc said.

"Fuck," Sinead grunted and looked back at Marc.

"Do you want to stop?" Marc asked. "Ignore the case, Sinead. Ignore the files, and the numbers, and the chase. Do you, as a woman, want to stop the game?"

Sinead swallowed.

"Let me take you to lunch," Marc said, glancing at his watch. "It's a little early, but that means we should have our privacy. We can have that broader talk about consent so you are more fully informed."

"Who is Felicity?" Sinead asked.

Marc blinked.

Translations

- Je n'aime pas me répéter. = I don't like to repeat myself.

Chapter 52

Sinead could tell she'd finally,

finally

taken Marc by surprise. She'd come into the conversation hot, and she'd known it. She'd planned on it. Planned on giving him a piece of her mind.

She hadn't been ready for Marc to be so fucking... sincere.

He'd just stop?

Really?

But everything he said made an odd sort of sense. She could argue that he

had

been leveraging her to start out, but the leverage was based entirely on her own desire to make a case no matter what. She wasn't sure she

did

want 'the game' to stop, and Marc showing her that the door was unlocked and she could walk out at any time was different than what she expected. She'd thought he would fight her on it, argue with her. She'd been ready for him to press hard and convince her to keep going.

And, deep down, she'd sort of wanted him to fight and keep her in it, which was a disturbing thought.

But the door was open, and she was looking back out at the world, and her metaphorical feet felt heavy. She was scared, and frustrated, with who and what Marc was, and what he did to her, but...

God, he made her come hard. And made her stomach feel like a teenager getting asked to prom by their crush. And that fucking smile...

But he wasn't smiling now. She'd caught him unaware, maybe for the first time.

"I assume you heard that name at the fundraiser?" he finally asked. His face had barely twitched from the neutral expression he'd worn as he'd outlined the state of things between them, and what would happen if they stopped. But it

had

twitched, just a little.

"People didn't mention her

to

me, but I heard her name joined with yours a lot in nearby conversations," Sinead said. "And I'm not an idiot. You have sex toys on hand in your bedroom. You're... experienced in things that I'm not. You're way too good at buying women's clothing as a gift. So who is she? Because I'm not looking to be the person you cheat with, Marc - I know you're not married, at least legally. Is she your girlfriend?"

Marc worked his jaw a couple of times, forming the right words, and even in her frustrated concern Sinead felt a little spark of a smirk starting to form, knowing she was finally putting him on the back foot. She suppressed the urge to let that smirk fly though because it would be-

Fuck, it would be bitchy,

she thought.

Or... bratty.

"Felicity is a very good friend of mine and long-term casual partner," Marc finally said. "We are..." he took a breath. "We are lovers, but not in a traditional relationship. So no, she is not my 'girlfriend,' though many of my acquaintances assume that we are joined in that way and it is easier not to disabuse them of that."

"Does she know about me?" Sinead asked. "Did she need to approve you starting this thing with me?"

"No, she didn't need to approve," Marc said. "And yes, she does know about you, Detective. She doesn't know who you

are,

only that I am involved with a female police detective."

"And she knows about the... games?" Sinead asked, not knowing

how

she felt about that.

"She does," Marc nodded. "It was actually her idea to take you to the fundraiser. She thought you would enjoy seeing a bit more of my world, and I agreed."

That

was a weird feeling in her gut. 'Jealousy' wouldn't cover it, and neither would 'envy.' For a second Sinead thought she was disgusted, but that wasn't right either. A woman she didn't know was suggesting to the man who she was... 'playing' with what sort of things she might enjoy.

"Do you do the same things with her?" Sinead asked.

"Felicity is a submissive," Marc nodded. "We are very close and have shared many experiences and games together. She and I are not the same as you and I, though, Sinead. I- This is a complicated subject, and I say this honestly - the more you see behind the curtain, I think, the faster the

newness

of our game will wear off and you can only have that once. I can tell you more, but you need to decide if what you've been experiencing is something you want to continue or not."

Sinead grimaced, uncrossing her legs and crossing them the other way. Why the hell did he need to sound so

reasonable

and

caring

about how she experienced things?

"I don't know," she said. "I need to think about that." Marc nodded but didn't say anything, leaving the conversation open to her. "Does anyone else know about me, or... us?"

Marc shook his head. "N-" he started but clearly changed his mind. "Yes, actually, though she knows less than Felicity. She is the woman who helped me collect the original Barisha files that we can compare against what he's given me himself, and is a Domme in her own right. She doesn't know who you are at all, or what you look like, or your name, but she knows I've started a new game and that you work in law enforcement."

"I won't get passed around," Sinead said. "

If

we... continue. I'm not interested in being a fucking town bicycle for whatever kinky friends you have."

"

Mon Dieu.

I would never even consider it, Detective," Marc said, leaning forward and frowning at the very idea of it. He paused, however, taking another breath. "Again, this is another thing that would be brought up in a conversation about consent. But I assure you, I am not the sort of man who enjoys the idea of

sharing

with other men. Other women,

eh bien, c'est une autre histoire.

But your identity, your safety, is important to me."

Sinead swallowed, feeling like she had a lump in her throat all of a sudden. The anger that had built up over the weekend felt like it had dropped out of her ass during the conversation and she was left with a hollow, silly feeling that she'd overreacted. Except she

hadn't

and she knew she should still be- She wasn't sure.

She glanced at the files again. "If we're going to lunch, it better be a working one," she said, gesturing to them.

"

Bien,

" Marc nodded, and reached for the phone on his desk and pressed a button as he lifted the receiver to his ear. "

Allo,

Jillian.

Veuillez téléphoner à Canoe si ils peuvent me trouver une table pour deux. Et commandez un repas à emporter en plus. Merci.

"

"She speaks French, too?" Sinead asked.

"Jillian?" Marc asked. "She also speaks Spanish, German, Italian and Mandarin fluently, and is working on several others. Her ability with languages is one of the many reasons I hired her."

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