Chapter 2 My Sexual Awakening
A few days later I was walking across campus thinking about everything I had learned from Leesa about men and dating. Maybe she was right. After all, I had only ever dated guys that approached me. I never took the lead. According to Leesa, most guys that have the confidence to approach girls like me are self-centered jerks.
I had also been thinking a lot about her going down on me. I was hoping she would bring up the idea again.
As I walked along I looked up and saw my boyfriend Brad. He was talking to a pretty brunette. I could not believe my eyes as Brad leaned forward and started kissing her.
I walked up and stood right next to them. They stopped kissing and both looked at me. Brad quickly pushed the girl away and said, "Laura! What are you doing here?"
I said, "Uh, remember I go to school here too." Then I said, "Brad, we are done!" I turned to the girl and said, "Take my advice, he's a self-centered jerk, and he sucks in bed."
I found myself fighting back tears as I walked to my next class. It didn't really make sense because I never felt that I loved him anyway. I guess it was just the idea of being betrayed.
I got to my classroom and sat at a desk to wait for class to start. I texted Leesa and told her what happened.
She texted back, "No worries. I said you should dump him anyway. I'm calling a girl's night tonight. Chinese take-out on me. I'll be home around 6"
I texted back, "I'll take you up on that."
I was at our apartment by 5pm. I decided to shower. I was hoping Leesa would bring up the orgasm idea again.
The shower felt wonderful and I stood under the hot water for several minutes. I put body wash on my loofa and began massaging it into my skin. I had taken thousands of showers but it was suddenly different. I was enjoying the feeling of the soap and water and loofah on my skin. I found myself imagining Leesa's hands on me. I paid special attention to my pussy to make sure I was clean.
I started thinking about Leesa and wondering if she would want me to go down on her. I was surprised that the idea kind of excited me. I decided to shave all my pussy hair.
I got out of the shower, dried off and put on my robe. Then I wrapped my hair in a towel and opened the bathroom door. Leesa was on the couch. She said, "Is it too early for wine?" She was holding a bottle of my favorite red wine. She was wearing yoga pants and a tee shirt.
I chuckled and said, "It's never too early for wine, let me get dressed."
She patted the couch next to her and said, "You are fine, come have a seat."
I walked over and sat down next to her as she opened the wine. She poured two big glasses and handed me one and took one for herself. She raised her glass and said, "To new beginnings."
I said, "Yes, and to girl's night."
We clicked our glasses. Leesa asked me what happened that day with Brad and I went over it again. She asked me about other guys I dated and I told her about all my past boyfriends and my limited sexual experiences. I explained that I did not care for giving blow jobs.
Leesa said, "Tonight I'm going to unleash a new Laura. A confident dangerous woman who always gets what she wants, and never gives blowjobs, no matter how much they beg. And trust me, they will beg."
I laughed and said, "Oh you think so?" I poured us more wine.
Leesa said, "I know so. The most important step is picking out the right type of guy. Of course you start with looks. You need to be attracted to them. Next you need to make sure he's not an alpha male. There are plenty of shy respectful guys out there who don't even realize they are just waiting to be broken. Last, you need to bait him."
"Bait him?" I questioned.
Leesa continued, "Yes, get him to notice you. People form an opinion of whether or not they like someone in the first three minutes after they meet. You have that nailed because you are freaking gorgeous."
I said, "Well, thank you, but can you give me an example of baiting."
"That's easy," Leesa said. "Use your body, your tight ass and tits. Even your feet. Yeah the feet are good. If you catch a guy looking at your feet he's a perfect candidate. Once he notices you look him in the eyes and smile. If he looks away that's a good sign. I'll tell you what. Tomorrow is Saturday. Let's go get mani-pedis and then go guy fishing."
I said, "That sounds good. Hey we should order some food because this wine is going to my head."
Leesa said, "I'm not really hungry yet... for food."
I said, "Um what do mean?"
Instead of answering me she said, "Did you know that you can tell how good someone is at eating pussy by making out with them?"
I said, "I did not know that." I looked at her eyes and she leaned towards me.
Leesa said, "It's true." She was not looking at my eyes she was looking at my lips.
She continued, "Yeah, you can feel it in how they move their lips and their tongue."
I whispered, "Is that so?"
She smiled and moved closer, holding her gaze on my lips. She whispered back, "Yes".
I did not move closer but I didn't move away either. Leesa reached up and pulled the towel off my head. I had forgotten I was wearing only my robe. My hair was damp and she moved if off my face.
She said quietly, "You are so beautiful." Then she moved the rest of the way and pressed her lips to mine. They were so full and soft. She kissed me slowly and deliberately. She varied her lips from soft to firm and back to soft.
After a minute I felt her tongue pressing against my lips and I parted them for her. She cradled her hand on the back of my neck and held our mouths together. I offered her my tongue and she began caressing it with hers.
I felt my pussy getting wet. She was right. I could imagine her mouth caressing my most intimate parts.
She kissed me that way for a long time and I wanted more. I reached for the belt of my robe but she stopped me. She smiled and said, "No. You have to wait. You don't want it bad enough yet."