What can I say? I get off on controlling subservient males. In college I learned that many males are easy prey and that I can get whatever I want out of them. This is the story of how I learned about submissive men and how that knowledge changed the course of my life.
Chapter 1 The Submissive Male
Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Laura Stanton. I'm also known as Laura Steele or Goddess Steele. I'm 24 years old. I'm a full time Physician Assistant and a part time Dominatrix. I have not always been dominant but I sure am now. I genuinely enjoy the cat and mouse game of female domination in the controlled setting of the professional dungeon. However, the most satisfying thing for me is using my skills and natural gifts to control men. Both willing and unwitting.
I am fortunate to be blessed with great genes. My mother is of Danish decent and was a model in New York. My father was Brazilian.
I stand five feet eight inches tall. My hair is naturally curly and golden blond. I keep it on the long side. My skin is soft and has a natural glow. My eyes are bright blue.
My C cups breasts are what are referred to medically as "dense". In layman's terms they are "perky" so I have that going for me. Also, I work out or run most days to maintain my hard-body.
When I was young and naive I would often get annoyed by boys falling all over me. I didn't appreciate the fact that all guys wanted me and most girls wanted to be me. I was the stereotypical bitch. I dated the jock guys and ignored the quiet shy guys.
I have to credit my college roommate Leesa. She opened my eyes. She taught me so much about guys and the male psyche.
As far as looks go she was average. She was my height but thin and flat chested. She and I met during our sophomore year. I noticed that she usually had several guys chasing her and she seemed to have a way with them. She was very confident and outgoing and the guys loved her. She and I became roommates our junior year and we got a nice two bedroom apartment.
At that time I was dating a guy who was a member of the rugby team. He was hot and had a great body but beyond that he was not much. I didn't feel like he respected me and sex was nothing special.
In bed he would go down on me for a few minutes which felt good but then he would climb on top of me. He never lasted more than a few minutes and then he'd roll over and go to sleep, leaving me to shower and clean up his nasty mess.
After Leesa and I moved in together I noticed that she never allowed guys sleep over. They would be in her room sometimes for an hour or more but she always sent them home early.
One night, after one of her guy friends left she came out and joined me on the couch. She let out a relaxed sigh as she sat next to me. I noticed she was smiling and I said, "You sure are in a good mood."
Leesa said, "I should hope so. I just had two great orgasms, and I sent Carl home hard and horny."
I was shocked. I said, "You did what?"
She giggled and said, "You heard me. Don't worry, he'll be back tomorrow eager as ever."
At first I was speechless then I asked her to explain. Leesa said, "Haven't you ever had a guy give you an orgasm then sent him home?"
I said, "Of course not! I would never do that."
"Why not?" queried Leesa. "Do you mean to tell me that no guy has ever gotten his rocks off with you and then left, or just fell asleep and left you horny?"
I thought for a moment and said, "Well actually that's what Brad does."
Leesa sat up and looked at me and said, "Laura! That's such bullshit! You are dating the wrong kinds of guys."
I said, "What do you mean?"
Leesa said, "It's so obvious Laura. You have always dated the alpha jerk males. The guys who treat girls like crap. If you pick the right kind of guy it will turn your life around. In fact, you need to dump Brad."
Leesa continued, "Ok, let me ask you this. Does Brad usually give you orgasms during sex or when he goes down on you?"
I was slightly embarrassed as I responded, "Well, to be honest I'm not sure if I've ever had an orgasm."
Leesa moved closer to me and took my hands in hers and said, "Laura, if you don't know whether or not you've had an orgasm, then you have never had one. Trust me. If you have an orgasm you know it."
Leesa looked into my eyes as she continued, "Well I can tell you about me. My best orgasms are from getting oral. And you know what, you are the hottest girl I know. You of all girls should be getting mind blowing orgasms whenever you want them. They really are important for good health, both mental and physical."
I was not sure what to say so I just looked down at Leesa's hands.
She squeezed my hands and said, "Laura. When I say you are hot I mean it. Let me put it this way. If you want to experience your first orgasm I'd be more than happy to give it to you."
I slowly pulled my hands away from hers and said, "Um, I don't uh, think that..."