So this time between when we see each other he decides it is time to teach me to come on command. When he tells me this I think he is crazy and it will never work for me but I am really willing to try almost anything for him. So I go ahead with the plan. First thing he has me bring myself to orgasm at least 5 times per day with the use of a toy. I have a professional job so this is not so easy, but I manage to do it. I have this favorite toy that sort of simulates oral sex so I proceed to masturbate over and over for the next five days!
Then the next step is to edge myself over and over for an entire weekend. I do this like I am told as well. I still have no faith that my body will listen and learn to do this. Nor do I really understand how it all is supposed to work. But lately I do a lot of things on blind faith a very new thing for me. After this I spend a couple of days making myself come just using my muscles and thighs. Not so easy but I manage to do it. After this out of the blue he calls me up and in the middle of a conversation in that amazing sexy demanding voice of his tells me to "Come for me Baby!" and fuck it all if I don't do just that. It takes a minute and is not all that strong the first time but my orgasm rips through me nonetheless. He starts off slow telling me to do this a few times per day over the phone.
It eventually evolves and after the first orgasm he now tells me to "Do it again, NOW". And damn the second one is more forceful that the first one. This becomes a part of our relationship and he takes great pleasure at making me do this in front of others, in line at the grocery, even at work when safe to do so. Understand, he is always looking out for me and will never do anything that will jeopardize my job or family. These orgasms are different then ones during actual sex or external stimulation, but they are orgasms nonetheless. I have discovered I like this kind of play and want him to push my limits often.
We get together the next weekend on a holiday, mind you I leave my family at home to fend for themselves so I can see him. When I get there I am once again undressed and instructed to lie on the bed. He then gets out a length of soft white rope and begins to tie me up. He ties my ankles to my thighs and my arms to my sides. He then proceeds to tie the Hitachi Wand to my pussy with the most evil grin I have ever seen. He turns it on and just stands back and watches me lose my fucking mind. I have never had a forced orgasm before. With my husband I can only let him get me off one or two times before I want to kick him in the head! But this man can stand there looking at me and I want to hand myself over to him, all of myself. I vaguely remember reciting things I have learned over the years to distract myself from the almost painful pleasure. At some point I began to grab my own tits just for something to hold on to. They were the only thing I could reach! I left some serious bruises. When all was said and done I came 63 times!!
After this he gently untied me and held me for a while. Later that night when I had gone home I experienced my first "sub drop". I knew this was normal and to be expected but it was still very hard to deal with, especially since I was away from him at the time. I was able to talk to him about it and he reassured me it was normal.
I wore the rope marks that night to bed, thankful no one noticed them. I loved being tied up and was not really sure I would since I am a bit claustrophobic. But it was so freeing, I could let myself go and just feel what was happening to me.
