Part 24 The after-party is the real party
It was after midnight when the last of the guests left. The caterers were puttering around, cleaning and packing up. Mistress was sitting at the kitchen table, doing something on Her phone. Tipping the caterers, probably.
I meandered around, putting things back in place here and there. There really wasn't much at all to do -- the caterers were as efficient in the post-party as they had been in the party itself.
By normal standards the party had been a rousing success. Everyone had a great time, the food was perfect, the drinks...everything. I felt happy realizing that, even though my contribution to the planning and execution of the party was zero.
But the other standard was the one that mattered to me: The party as introduction/coming out party, if you will. The expression of Katherine's pride in and love for me. Her wish to let everyone in Her life that she really cared about to share in that love and pride.
By that standard the party was an off-the-charts winner. And that filled me with a happiness that I couldn't really put words to. Knowing it had gone so well and knowing that I had been a big part of that gave me an undefined warm sensation inside.
I wandered out onto the small deck, knowing I had to be smiling goofily. I didn't care.
The small deck hadn't gotten a lot of action during the party, but a couple of things were out of place. I moved a chair, put out a citronella candle, picked up a cocktail napkin. Doing these mundane things gave me a sense of quiet fulfillment, well out of proportion to the acts themselves. It was a feeling I'd come to have often lately, but somehow it was a surprise each time.
I looked out at the lake. Only some lights from some other houses and their faint reflection off of the water pierced the moonless darkness. The scene was hypnotic...I could feel myself being drawn in by it and drawn into it. I felt as though I could stay right here until dawn, watching this thing that didn't change but somehow was infinitely interesting.
I didn't hear Mistress come out on the little deck behind me. Suddenly I felt Her holding me from behind and I pressed back against Her.
She spoke quietly, very near my ear. "I love the lake in the pitch dark like this...there is almost nothing to see and yet it has a hidden complexity that draws you in."
I nodded, smiling. She read my mind, or we were on exactly the same wavelength. The latter was easy enough for me to believe, especially in my current state.
Mistress continued, Her voice like dark velvet, perfectly matching the scene before us. "It is a perfect metaphor for our relationship, in fact."
That
I didn't understand. I was about to ask when Mistress explained.
"Seen from the outside, you and Me...we're just...us. It's normal enough and more or less featureless, like the lake at midnight. But as you keep looking, a wealth of complexities is uncovered. There are nuances, layers. And the layers have layers. Just the same way that the sight of this lake right now has a power to compel your attention that is completely invisible at first glance."
There was nothing to add. No comment from me could improve or expand anything.
The layers have layers. There was nothing else to say or examine. There was only to marvel at it, and to keep experiencing those layers, under Her guidance.
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It was late but neither of us were tired. That I wasn't tired was lucky for me because Mistress had Her plans, and those plans weren't going to be denied.
The lake house wasn't equipped with all the BDSM equipment that home was, but we had some things there and Mistress made do. One moment we're having a dreamy moment out on the little deck and the next I found myself on all fours, ankles and wrists securely bound in an X-frame.
I craned my neck up to glimpse the clock...a little after 1. I heard Mistress moving around, out of sight behind me. It was one of those moments I'd lived a hundred times since knowing Her -- and my self-coaching was always the same: breathe, relax, surrender to the inevitable.
I felt Her grasp my hips; Her grip was firm and strangely reassuring. She leaned over a bit.
"Now the real party begins, slut. This is a celebration, so indulge yourself. Scream, cry, cum, as much and as many times as you feel. This is our party, the reason for today. With all the window dressing gone, this is what it's about -- Me, and you."
I was about to say something loving and dreamy but the sensation of Katherine drilling the strap-on cock deep into me in one motion cut off everything but a loud gasp.
I heard Mistress laugh and moan as She started to grind and pump the cock in and out of me. Normally I would be struggling to pace my response, expecting denial at the end, but tonight there was no need. I raced up to the edge, riding the feeling, indulging in Mistress' generosity and love, the feeling of Her body slamming against mine making the heat inside even more intense.
The wave came so hard and fast that it took me by surprise; I was screaming, the speed of the whole thing making the climax more intense. I vaguely heard Mistress behind me, also in the throes of release. I shuddered as a final hard electric jolt went through me and then...nothing. I was empty, panting little aftershocks radiating out from the center of me.
Things slowly returned to normal, and I felt Katherine's hand slowly stroking my back. I closed my eyes and savored that sensation...I felt as though I could live in that feeling and wished it could never end.
Then as if it were a continuation of the previous motion, I was filled again. I moaned deeply and clenched around the strap-on.
Mistress' whisper floated down to me in the near darkness. "Again, candy. But we'll savor it this time."
I have no idea how long it lasted; Mistress slow-fucked me to distraction. I was desperately trying to grind back to Her, to get more action on my throbbing cunt, clenching and panting. Mistress seemed not to be concerned or in any hurry to bring things to some conclusion. I heard Her behind me, little moans of soft delight coming from Her as I tried to keep my wits about me, the maddeningly slow pace of Her strokes lifting me up and shoving me down at the same time.
I'm not even sure if I begged...my words, my mind, had slipped away from me. I struggled to focus but it was no use. I was pinned to some wall, unable to do anything but struggle helplessly against a force I couldn't fathom, let alone contain.
At some Mistress mercifully picked up the pace and hammered me over the edge with a barrage of strokes that were somehow brutal and tender at the same time. I think I actually blacked out for a second or two from the force of the release.
It took longer to recover this time, or at least it felt that way. I had lost the sense of the passage of time.
The sound of Mistress moving snapped me back to my senses. I looked up a little and She was standing over me.
Mistress laughed wickedly. "Miles to go before we sleep, candy."
I was processing this when the nest thing I felt was Mistress grabbing my hair and shoving the soaked strap-on into my mouth. I almost gagged as I started sucking it, automatically, mindlessly.
"Good girl," She whispered. "Suck it clean."
Mistress fucked my mouth, and I was lost in the taste and the feeling. Her voice was the final straw, the last little weight that tipped what was left of my mind into the waiting abyss.
"Mmmmm...this cock is covered with you, slut. Your submission, your complete surrender. All of your gifts, your needs, your desires, are concentrated in the wetness that drenched this. Now, take it back into you...clean every drop of you off this cock and send it deep down into the core of you, back where it came from, where it belongs."
I was spinning...I was falling, it felt like, even though I was firmly bound. Mistress' words were like a beam of bright light in the darkness that I was riding...riding down into a deep welcoming place.