I see nothing but the darkness as the hood is pulled over my head, and I feel my body pulled back into an unmarked van. Their hands are so strong, pulling my arms behind me, trapping my legs together.
I squirm and try to cry out, in shock and fear, but the cloth against my mouth silences me. There's something else too, making me feel strange. I see stars, and then darkness.
I can feel this steady hum as I slowly wake, still in darkness, still bound helpless. I squirm and moan, but the cloth comes back, and just as I realize it's the sound of the van on a highway, I fall back into that dreamless sleep.
When I wake again, the hood is gone and I can see out the windows. The signs are different, the landscape strange, and I know I'm not home any more. I can feel the change in our driving feels -- there are starts and stops and turns. We're not on a highway any more.
As soon as we stop, I feel their hands on me again, the cloth comes with it and I fade into those stars again. I seem to come and go through consciousness in waves, only dimly aware of strange faces and sensations, or of my inability to move or speak. It all seems like a confusing fever dream.
I see just a single silhouette over me, as I finally seem to be allowed to wake for longer than a moment or two. I still can't move. My arms and legs feel held down. I feel pinned to this bed, with bright lights and confusion devices around me. My body feels sore, and strange.
The voice is soft, deep, sexy in a purr like a whisper.
"Welcome back. You should know that everything is going very well. All your treatments are working perfectly."
Treatments?
I wonder in panicked thoughts
I can move my head just enough to see IV's in both arms, and I really start to worry.
"The hormones that you've been on for the last 12 weeks have really taken hold. We'll get the sheet off you later, to show you, but your little titties are already coming in nicely. Your facial features are softening, and of course the electrolysis has gotten rid of that nasty hair, from your neck down. I'm afraid it's had an effect on your genitals, but no matter, those will be mostly caged and locked up anyways. Let's just say you'll need a smaller cage than you used to."
My heart is pounding.
"Your first body-shaping surgery went quite well, helping to round out your hips. That, along with the liposuction and ongoing corset training, will really help with your curves. We'll see how you do on hormones before we give you your final titties."
I'm in shock. It can't be real.There's too much to take in.
I try to speak, but my throat is dry and sore, and my lips feel heavy.
"Don't strain quite yet, baby. We scraped your vocal cords a bit, to raise your voice, and you'll probably need a few days to get used to your fuller lips too. Just rest for a bit. We'll get you up and on your feet tomorrow. Well, not on your feet I guess. We've shortened some tendons a bit, so you're really going to have to walk on 5" heels at least from now on."
The figure fiddles with the IV bag above me and I feel my eyelids so heavy. I try to resist for a moment or two, but once again I fall into a heavy sleep.
When I wake again, I feel the figure still there, seated at the side of my bed.
"Good morning... I wanted to be here when you woke up. You have obviously gotten a lot of information and I wanted to explain a bit more to you -- the you need to know beyond your treatments. Where to start? So, yes, let's see. We took you a little over three months ago. They've pretty much stopped looking for you. Your job is gone. Your apartment is gone. Your girlfriend has cried and moved on. She happens to already be fucking your friend David, it turns out.
"In time, before your government takes it, I'll empty out your bank accounts, to cover the costs of your treatments and, well, just because I want to. It shouldn't be a surprise to you, but you're far from home. You don't have a single thing but what I'll give you. You don't have any ID or papers but for what I have made for you. You won't have a roof over your head or a warm bed, but for what I provide for you."
She pauses, as if to let the power of her words sink in.
"If you reach up, you'll feel the metal collar around your neck that should constantly remind you of this. Don't feel for a lock, there isn't one. It is there permanently, just as you are mine permanently."
I try to speak.
"Why.... why are you doing this to me?"
"Because I can. Because I want to. Because of the files you looked at online, that you thought no one knew about, made me hot to think about making your forbidden dreams real. But, really, it comes down to because I want to, and because it turns me on."
They pull back the sheet, and I get the first glimpse of myself. I can see my flesh, soft and smooth. Hairless. Instead of my cock, I see just a little pink nub of a cage, with swollen, hairless balls trapped beneath. I see the start of puffy breasts on my chest, and my waist held and squeezed in a laced corset.
"Now, I wanted you fully awake for this part."
They give a signal, and another figure appears all dressed in white, complete with medical mask and latex gloves. The new figure opens up a case of equipment, and soon I recognize the needle of a tattoo artist.
Taking all the time needed, I can feel this new person getting ready. All I can see is their eyes, but they are pretty and feminine, wide and focused. She cleans the skin just above my locked cock with antiseptic wipes. She seems to just ignore me, as though I am just a canvas.
I wince as the needle starts to touch flesh, marking me.
She takes her time and it's hard to see but I get a glimpse every time she wipes the field clean to keep working. The pain keeps me in the moment, watching and feeling, my wrists and ankles still cuffed to the sides of the bed, holding me if I dared to try to move.
I feel the strangeness of having to feel this and watch it happening on a body I barely recognize, looking past breasts that are now mine.
It takes so long, and her work is so exquisite and fine, but then she's finally done, wiping me clean. She pulls out a camera phone to take a photo, and she holds it up to show to me, so that I can see it properly, and read the words upright. Written in fine calligraphic script, across my flesh there forever, are the words "Sissy Slave Slut." I just feel tears fill my eyes. I don't believe how all this can be real.
The tattoo artist packs up and leaves, leaving me alone with the shadowy figure once more.
"I'm going to let you up soon and take you to your new room. It's the first step in getting you started in your new life. I need you to understand that you are mine. You are my sissy slave slut. Every word of mine is a command for you. Don't forget that. I can put you out on the street in a moment. You don't have an 'old life' to go back to. You don't have a dollar to your name, nor a single stitch of clothing that isn't mine to give you, or to take away. You will call me 'Mommy' or 'Mistress,' as I choose. And you'd best do everything you can to be obedient and to make me pleased to have taken you. Do you understand?"
My mind races with fear and pain and disbelief all mixed in. I feel like I need time, just to have it all sink in.
"Yes, Mistress," I answer.
"Good slut. Oh, that reminds me. Your old name is gone. Done. Forgotten. For now, you will be called just 'slut' until we think of something better to put on your new ID."
She frees my ankles and wrists, and lowers the railing on her side of the bed. I swing my feet over and move to slide down off the bed, onto the floor. As my feet land, I try to stand, only to feel searing pain in my calves, and I crumple to the floor.
"I told you slut, you need heels now," she scolds me.
She crouches down and straps 5 inch stiletto heels onto my feet, and then gives me a hand as I try to stand once more.
I can make it up onto my feet like this, though it feels barely more stable than standing on tip-toe. I wobble a few times, walking behind her. My body just feels strange. The corset keeps my posture upright, but it is like I can feel a change in my center of gravity.
My hips wriggling, my little breasts jiggling. I'm led to a space down a long hallway that looks something between a bedroom and a jail cell. The wall facing the hallway is just bars, with a heavy gate lockable from the outside, but the other three walls are pink, trimmed in white and satin. There's a pink princess bed and a little open washroom and shower, again all pink and white, with a large TV mounted on the wall at the foot of the bed.