"I can't believe I'm doing this." Kerri thought as she walked into the small waiting room of her gynecologist's office. "Am I crazy?" The thought made her smirk as she closed the door behind her, removed her black leather winter coat and hung it up on the rack with all the other ladies' coats.
And then her mind inevitably went to Him. She found herself remembering what His voice sounded like when He had first presented her with this idea. She remembered the arousal and maybe even a little eagerness that nobody but her would have ever picked up on. She saw His face...those eyes. The only eyes that had ever made her feel completely exposed and scrutinized, no matter what situation she was in, no matter where they were. She thought of His smile. The smile He had given her when she'd agreed to His idea.
"No," she thought as she swooned internally. She wasn't crazy, she was in love. And if He wanted this, if it'd please Him, then she'd happily oblige. Besides, if something pleased Him, it was a good bet that she'd be getting pleasure from it as well.
She had to force herself to halt her internal dialogue as she approached the desk, and gave her name to the receptionist. The woman nodded at her in acknowledgement and then Kerri turned on her heel and walked to the nearest empty chair, her long hair swaying across her shoulders. She felt a little overdressed for this appointment, but He'd wanted her to dress a little sexy. Instead of her usual sweats and sneakers, she'd been instructed to wear her tightest hip hugger jeans and a black, off the shoulder blouse that He loved, and her hair and make up were as perfect as they were when she went to work.
These details, combined with the fact that she was, after all a youthful looking 34 years, with shoulder length red hair, extremely soft and smooth skin, perky B cup breasts with nice small pink nipples, very curvy hips and shapely legs rising up to a beautiful heart shaped ass made her seem even more out of place in this environment, surrounded by housewives and soccer moms in their track pants and perms.
Her mind returned to her inner dialogue as she began to think about the details and how the whole thing had started. She had confessed to Him that these visits actually turned her on and that she had to talk herself down from being too aroused each time. Since she hadn't been in a while, in fact before she belonged to Him, she was now a different person in a different situation. He had trained her in the art of orgasm control and command, and her coping skills in this area were unnaturally strong. He had no doubt that she'd be able to cum if He wanted her to, without the doctor noticing any reactions at all, the wetness in her pussy notwithstanding.
Her mind went to her pussy now. She could feel herself getting really wet at the thoughts swimming in her head. Jamie's face, His voice, and she could never spend too much time thinking about Him without thinking about His hands, strong and powerful, and how they felt on her body, gripping her hips as His cock slammed in and out of her pussy - the pussy that today would be examined so closely and personally. She was nervous, for sure, but it was His pussy and He could put it through whatever He wanted. She was lost in concentration on her wet slit when she felt it. His cell phone in her breast pocket, pressed against her nipple began vibrating and she instinctively gripped her chair as her pussy contracted and she gushed cum onto her thighs. She was to cum instantly every time He called her, no matter what. She pictured Him on the other end of the line, listening to the rings with that wicked smile He had that warmed her heart and opened her legs.
After the phone stopped vibrating, and her orgasm subsided, her butterflies returned as she thought about the rest of His instructions. "Let yourself cum, no matter what. No more holding back. If he can tell, then let him tell." The thought sent shivers down her spine as she now pictured her doctor's face, so close to her pussy as she knew it would be momentarily. She wondered how many times women had cum in that situation and if he'd be used to it, but she knew that Jamie didn't care. She knew this doctor and He trusted her comfort zone so He'd gone ahead and removed her safeguards, surely to find out exactly how she'd handle it and test her coping skills, not to mention her nerve.
"Kerri?" The receptionist called her name. She stood and walked across the room, following the woman down the hall to the exam room, her hips swaying as they always did. He loved her walk and He loved how it was never for His benefit. She smirked as she remembered His words. "You walk like a girl. Thank god."
"Strip below the waist and lie on the table," the woman's impartial voice said as she closed the door and left Kerri alone with her thoughts, the table, and an increasingly wet slit. She stepped out of her black heels, pulled off her socks, which she wouldn't normally bother with here, except that He'd specifically told her to be barefoot for the process so as to add to her vulnerability. She unbuttoned her jeans and bent forward to slide them over her ass and down her legs. She stepped out of them and folded them neatly before putting them on a chair, as He'd taught her to do whenever she presented herself for Him.
Even with the padding, the table seemed hard, cold, and uncomfortable to her as she lay back and focused her eyes on the ceiling. The air in the room was cold on her pussy, which kept her mind focused on it no matter how hard she tried not to.
Once again, she was snapped back to reality as the door opened and the doctor walked in. "Hi, Kerri. Good to see you again" he smiled as he sat down and opened her file.
"You too, thanks for seeing me," she replied, feeling herself starting to blush and her heart beat faster as her nervousness kicked into high gear.
"Any problems, health concerns, etc. that I should know about?" he asked, still not really looking at her as he filled out paperwork.
"No, none at all, I just thought it was time for a check up." She wondered if he could hear the shaking in her voice. He seemed to settle into his paperwork for a bit so she began concentrating on how not to be nervous when she felt it again. Jamie was calling and her pussy clenched immediately. Her eyes closed and she bit down on her lip before she even fully realized what was happening. She felt her hips wanting to move, searching for His cock and it was all she could do to not lift her ass right off the table.