This place looked nothing like a clinic that she'd been told she was being taken to. The stainless steel walls were making it feel cold and sterile, much more like a morgue than a medical facility, the temperature alone in the waiting room alone being designed so people wouldn't want to stay waiting for long. But Hattie knew she was in no position to show her hesitation towards her Commander's decision. It was not like he'd ever failed her before. He had control over her body and well-being, and he was the one who'd brought her here too, saying she needed it.
Hattie didn't know what to expect. But little by little she was feeling like the dog that was brought here to get neutered, having an ominous feeling in her gut.
As the door flew open a short pudgy woman well in her 60s, dressed in a pink nurse's uniform walked in, a cold blast of air blew into the room, causing Hattie's skin to shiver, getting goosebumps all over her naked upper body. Her nipples had been pert before - now they felt so hard they couldn't get any harder. Her hands were crossed behind her back, her palms holding onto her elbows - self-restrained. She was with Victor on her own free will after all.
Hattie tried to take deep breaths to ignore the cold.
"Name?" the woman, whose name tag said 'Midge' requested, not bothering to be polite, and wiped a gross-looking mayonnaise stain off her lip, clearly having just been on her lunch break.
"Carlile," Victor said as if it was self-evident. He was used to people knowing who he was. "Property of Carlile," he added, tugging the strap attached to Hattie's thick leather collar to straighten the leach, demanding Hattie to keep her neck straight.
Hattie straightened her back in an instant, held in her stomach and pushed out her breasts. Shoulders back, legs straight, eyes down - she knew the drill.
Her lower body held exactly four items of clothing, counting her suede boots as two. The impossibly tight, high-waisted leather skirt made it hard to breathe and sit, but that too was intentional. Underneath that skirt of hers the chastity belt, made of metal and leather, reminded her of its present each time she moved or breathed. Victor had the only key. Its purpose was not to stop her from having sex, its purpose was to stop her overactive mind from constantly playing with herself, and take away her freedom to do so. Hattie could most certainly be fucked, but Victor decided by whom and when. Mostly it was just his business partners and him, and that too rarely.
"I have you right here," the nurse commented, looking up from her notes. "And how long will she be staying?" she asked.
"Five days," Victor replied, the timeframe coming as a surprise to Hattie. She wanted to look up - at him, questioningly, but knew better than to attempt to doubt him.
"I'm going out of town for a few days - and this one, well - needs to be kept... kept well lubricated," Victor explained, leading Hattie to ponder what exactly those words entailed. So far their games had begun and ended at home, or taken place at public places - his business meetings, shopping malls, restaurants - where she'd remained the silent participant with a hidden plug-in driving her to orgasm while he just watched, looking amused.
"That can be arranged," Midge promised, smiling smugly. "And I see we also have a list of names here as visitors?" she added, nodding along approvingly, causing Hattie to feel even more puzzled.
"Visitors?" Hattie wanted to ask but held off.
"Yes, but I suggest you check for ovulation towards the end of the week and instruct them accordingly," Victor continued, causing Hattie to swallow hard. She was not allowed phones or apps to track such things, she wasn't even allowed to know what day it was.
But she did know that getting her pregnant was a goal Victor had had in mind for a while. Even when they'd first met, he'd mentioned wanting kids someday. But the thought was frightening nonetheless. Especially now along with talk of needing treatment, lubrication and visitors. She hadn't been on any birth control for months, but then again Victor rarely finished inside of her - mostly he just got off on the power play.
It was then she realized that Victor had also just a few weeks ago started giving her new vitamins with her breakfast. Had they, in fact, been prenatal vitamins?
"Don't you worry, we'll take good care of her. We're the best in the business," the pudgy woman assured.
Victor handed the woman the end of her leach, causing Hattie to suddenly feel very scared as he began to walk off.
"Oh, and I nearly forgot," Victor said, turning back around for a second. He handed the nurse the key to her belt.
Hattie felt a large lump in her throat, wanting to beg him not to leave her.
"Bye, H," Victor said, lifted her chin with his fingers and kissed her delicate lips softly.
She lifted her gaze to meet his eyes, despite knowing she might live to regret it - wordlessly telling him not to go. But their eyes only met for a second before he decisively stepped out the door, letting it slam closed behind him.
"Come on, slut!" the woman ordered, pulling her leash firmly downwards, there being evident disgust in her tone. "We're going to have to do something about those arms," she added, dragging her onwards to the next room which passed through a really cold hallway, causing Hattie to shiver.
They came to a halt in a hallway that smelled damp, the concrete walls in occasional places actually having moss growing on them - definitely no longer sterile. She could hear the weak patter of the shower somewhere in the distance, but the room she was shoved towards was not meant for washing.
"Here," the nurse instructed, handing her an ovulation stick. The room smelled of stale urine and a poorly dried mop. In the middle of the room there was only a squat toilet hole in the floor, making this feel especially unpleasant.
Hattie knew what was expected of her, even though she knew she'd struggle squatting in the heels that she was wearing. Somehow she managed, however, using her hands minimally, and returned the stick to the nurse.
She regained her former position - her hands across her back, back straight, stomach pulled in.
Hattie wasn't given the privilege of knowing her own results.
The nurse pulled on her collar harder and dragged her down the cool hallway, into a wide windowless concrete-walled large space that only had one exit.
"This is the procedure room," the nurse explained. "You'll spend six hours a day in there, after that you're allowed to rest in the room across the hall. It's warmer over there, there's a cot and a blanket. There'll be food twice a day, showering privileges are given once every three days. But remember - in here you belong to whoever holds your key, is that understood? Everything you'll or don't do will be reported to your Commander," the nurse lectured, pulling on her leash so she could barely hold her neck straight.
Hattie nodded, generally being not allowed to talk.
"Speak, you cunt!" the woman insisted.
"Yes, ma'm," Hattie uttered in a weak tone, her throat feeling sore from how little she'd had to talk in the past weeks.
The nurse unhooked her leash from her collar, tucking it into her pocket.
"Let me fix those arms for you," the nurse said, turned her around and wrapped her forearms together behind her back as they'd been held voluntarily so far with black tape. Now she felt more vulnerable than ever, having never completely been without the ability to use her hands before, with Victor she usually just willed herself not to. God, she missed Victor already.
With a thick lump in her throat she watched the nurse make a call on the intercom, instructing the first visitor to make themselves ready.
"Hmm...," the woman pondered, looking down to her tablet, which seemed to be holding some type of instructions. As Hattie just waited, the woman continued to prep the room, opening up cupboards that held various tools and sex toys and bringing out a... she couldn't believe it - a chevalet. The wooden horse wasn't as high as she'd sometimes seen in old drawings, which Victor had a whole collection of, or movies, but high enough for Hattie to know that this was going to hurt.
"Now, let's get that skirt off!" the nurse instructed, and unzipped the skirt from behind her. Exposing her belt always felt a little embarrassing to Hattie. It was there to stop herself from playing with herself - and admitting that was enough to make her want to sink to the ground.
The nurse wiggled the key a little, and released the rough material from around her waist and core. Just for a brief moment Hattie felt relieved to experience such freedom, having learned to appreciate such brief moments.
The woman walked around her as if sizing her up. "You've got a good ass, got to give you that. But beats me what your master was thinking, leaving you this hairy," she added, frowning a little.
Her legs were smooth as they could be and while she had been given a bikini wax, to trim her sides and ass, the rest was as natural - in part, she believed, it was so to cause her more friction inside her chastity belt.
Hattie kept her eyes front and center, looking at the scary-looking wooden horse in front of her, whilst the nurse fussed around behind her, putting her things away.