Kendra Captured
As we sometimes do once we've done the dishes and any other chores for the evening, Kendra and I were browsing porn, her phone mirrored to the television so we could both watch from the comfort of our couch with a bowl of popcorn between us. The total cheesiness of most of the free porn clips we were browsing is a major part of their entertainment value.
We had wandered into some rape porn. The scenario had lots of variants, but the standard setup seems to be, guy in a ski mask, or maybe a stupid-looking Hallowe'en mask, breaks into a home, overpowers a woman, rips off her clothes, or maybe not -- "not" seemed kind of stupid to us, but evidently lots of people get off on clothed bondage -- and binds and gags her. Then her fucks her, or maybe not. That also seemed stupid. What would be the point of capturing a woman and tying her up if you weren't going to fuck her sooner or later? But we had tracked down some longer segments that included stripping and fucking along with the binding and gagging, and were having a good time watching them, my hand down the front of Kendra's pants and hers down mine.
After a few segments of that kind, Kendra seemed to stop paying attention. She was looking into the middle distance with a thoughtful expression. I know that expression: she's thinking about something that we might both enjoy at some point, but the picture hasn't fully formed yet. I've learned to give her a few minutes before probing. Finally I asked, "OK babe, what's going on in your head?"
"I was just thinking, Kev. Sometimes I get really turned on by those rape-scene videos, at least the ones that aren't too ridiculous. I don't want to get raped for real -- I can't think of anything more terrifying or psychologically scarring than really being raped against my will. But all the scenes we do together are so one hundred percent consensual. Don't mistake me. I absolutely love them, and I'm totally impressed with how careful you are to respect my personal boundaries when you tie me up and fuck me. I know I can trust you, always. But it seems like it might be fun to play at a kidnap and rape scene."
I digested for a moment. To make sure I was reading this right, I said, "You'd like me to work out a rape scene with you?"
She thought a moment. "Actually, yes. I don't want to know when it's coming or what you intend to do. But I know that you know exactly what I like and what I don't, and will respect that even when you're totally controlling me by physical force. Admit it, haven't you ever fantasised about raping a woman against her will?"
"I have to admit -- yes, I have. And I read erotic stories about that from time to time. Why do you think I led us into those phony rape videos? But I never talked about it because, frankly, I'm a little ashamed of it. Real non-consensual sex just seems so wrong, even when fantasy non-consensual sex is kind of a turn-on. Is that weird or what?"
Kenda held my face in her hands and came in close. Quietly, she said, "No, Kev, it's not weird at all. I've been having exactly the same feelings from my side of the relationship."
"So, let me make sure I have this straight. If I surprised you one day by overpowering you, kidnapping you, and raping you, without agreeing beforehand what we were going to do, you'd find that a turn-on?"
"Yes. I've thought about it a lot, and that's what I've decided. I still trust you not to hurt me, and I still have my safe-word, and my safe-grunt if I can't speak at the moment. I've never deployed either, but I trust you to respect them if I really, really need to call a halt. Although I seriously doubt that I would ever need to."
"OK, babe, you've got it." I got up to put another bag of popcorn in the microwave while Kendra selected a real movie for the rest of the evening, now that we'd had our early-evening dose of silly porn.
**
As you certainly expect, a few days later I was at T'Jalla's sex shop. T'Jalla recognized me despite my COVID mask, or maybe because of it -- I was wearing the bondage-themed mask I usually wear to visit T'Jalla's.
"This is unusual. You and Kendra always come to pick out toys together. Planning a surprise?"
"Exactly. Kendra wants a rape scene where she doesn't know what's coming. To me, that means new equipment that she hasn't seen before. Among other things."
I couldn't see her mouth behind her mask, but from the way her eyes crinkled, I knew she was smiling. "Can I help you find anything in particular?"
"If I knew what I wanted, it wouldn't be a surprise, now would it? I'll just wander the aisles and see what suggests itself. If I need to consult, I'll find you."
"Works for me. I won't be hard to find if you have any questions."
I started with the gag aisle. We already have several gags, including the classic leather panel gag with built-in stuffer, and her current favourite, the rubber wedge, the narrow part fitting in her mouth to hold her tongue down and the widest part between her teeth where she can bite down on it. But it was time for something a little different.
I examined a mannequin head wearing a black neoprene panel gag that had a row of more or less meaningless but strict-looking buckles down each side. It looked pretty fearsome. I unbuckled it from behind the mannequin's head and pulled it out of her mouth. (Where do sex shops get mannequins with their mouths wide open, I wondered. Not the sort of thing you see modelling underwear in the window of Victoria's Secret. Must be a special order supplier that caters to sex shops.) It was a bit different from Kendra's usual panel stuffer gag, having a big round ball behind the panel rather than a soft flat stuffer. I buckled it back on the mannequin and noted how the neoprene stretched across her face, outlining her lips with the ball behind them. I also noted some holes that were obviously designed to receive a lock, if that's the way you wanted to go. Into the cart it went.
I picked up a few more items that were not our usual style. I picked out a black neoprene collar with a D-ring on it for a leash or a chain, and a three metre long piece of light chain. I looked briefly through the whip and flogger aisle, but didn't pick up anything there. Pain, even mild toy pain, was still not Kendra's style, and I had no wish to change that.
But I did spend some time in the cuffs aisle. I picked up a demo of some really interesting cuffs. I could tell that they were either metal or some similar kind of hard material underneath, but the surface was soft rubber. You could open them wide and they would stay open, but as soon as you released a catch, they would snap shut and stay shut until you opened them again with a key. Both cuffs of the pair were pre-adjustable so you could set them for the diameter of the victim's wrists, ankles, thighs, or whatever other body parts, and they would snap shut with exactly the right degree of tightness.
What a perfect way to restrain a struggling victim who wouldn't hold still to be properly tied up, I thought. No fumbling with knots, buckles or anything else. I put three sets in the cart, noting with satisfaction that the keys were all interchangeable.
I wheeled my cart down the aisle that featured various sorts of slave hoods. I checked out a number of variations in leather and latex, but they all looked too hot and too confining for my taste. Maybe that would be fine if I were using them on a slave, but that wasn't the idea. This was for me.
Then I found one in black fabric. It had eyeholes but no other holes -- evidently you breathed through the fabric, Spider-Man style. I imagined that usually a gag would go under the fabric, but since this was for the rapist, not the rapee, I just wanted something that didn't look quite as dumb as a ski mask.
There were some demos that you could try on to find the right fit. I pulled on one that fit perfectly, and, trying not to imagine swinging through the city on my web, put a fresh one that was the same size in the cart. The demo went in a basket marked "Put used demos here." I imagined that it would be really well sanitized after having been breathed through by a customer. At least, I sure hoped so.
I picked out a blindfold. We've never used a blindfold before -- I like watching Kendra's eyes when we're doing whatever we're doing, and she likes to see mine. Having her blindfolded has always seemed to me like I would be fucking -- well, nobody in particular. Not our style. But if this was going to be a non-consensual rape scene, the blindfold might come into play at some point. I hadn't plotted the whole scene out in my mind yet, but I wanted to have plenty of options.