Prologue
Master told me to gather my thoughts.
When I am undressed and my body has recovered again, he wants me to begin writing about my experiences. He thinks that....
Oh my. It's starting again. This time at my pussy. It is spreading my lips and slowly pushing itself inside and expanding. The throbbing begins, slowly at first as it begins to press against my cervix. It grows still bigger and begins to move. It's like a cock, no, it's a fist. Oh, God. Yes. Yes. Faster. Please. Don't stop. More. More. Do it. Fuck me. Again and again. OOOOOOOOOOOH!
Gradually decreasing in size, it slides out. Once again I feel luxuriously spent. How many times has it been today? Thirty? Fifty? A thousand? But then, what day is it? What week? Month? My sense of time is not what it once was. I am in an endless moment, modulated at random by exquisite orgasms.
Depending upon how long until the stimulations again occur, I just might be able to think my story through.
A New Garment
It was July Fourth. Independence Day. A funny date for a slave to be remembering (giggle). I had just awakened from a nap in my capsule, naked but for my heels, when I saw my Master enter the library. Right on cue, the capsule opened. Once he was seated in the armchair, I crawled out and over to him. I knelt, my hands clasped in a worshipful way, my head bowed.
"Karla! Good evening, my lovely slut. Have you had a pleasant day?"
"Yes, Master."
"How did you spend it, apart from the Standard Routine?" (The Standard Routine might sound like a name for something mindnumbing and monotonous, but it's actually quite wonderful. I know what to do at every moment of the day, so I don't have to make decisions of any consequence. Decisions make me anxious.)
"I did manage to work in some transliterating. Erotica from the Tokugawa Shogunate, Master."
"Ah, Tokugawa time. Excellent. Now what will you be serving? Something light for such a sultry day, no doubt."
"Some ceviche to start followed by a cold curry chicken salad. A Pinot Noir to accompany and fresh fruit for desert.'
"You learned your lessons at culinary school well. I am pleased."
"Thank you, Master." With that I reached forward, unbuckled his belt and opened his trousers. I began to suck him. He stroked my head and told me what a good little slut I am. Some time back Master decided that a thank you from me should always be followed by a blow job or a pussy licking.
Someone who receives this show of gratitude for the first time is impressed by my submissiveness and subjugation. What they do not know is that I was born to be a slave and a slut and revel in my state. My master triggered my realization. When he was dating me, he introduced me to sexual experiences I had never encountered with my clumsy, inexpert college boyfriends or that my rigidly regulated childhood could have even implied. I had never had an orgasm until I met him. He had taught me to enjoy sex, but I still do not think that even he intended the consequences. I loved sex with him most of all and still do, but I also came to exist for it in itself. It was as though my entire consciousness had centered in my crotch. What this man was doing to me was all I could think about. When we were apart, I masturbated compulsively. I was in an continuous sate of arousal. Out in the world every man I met made me damp. Women were becoming sexually attractive. Everything seemed erotic. It was as though the entire Universe was creating within me a bottomless pit of sexual craving. I was helpless and beginning to question my sanity.
I left university after only a year (a freshman honors year, in case you are wondering) and took a succession of jobs, waitressing, cashiering, and the like, but was so often absent that I never lasted long at any of them. The tasks of everyday life, shopping, paying bills, housekeeping, had become obstacles to my need to cum without end.. Although the prospect terrified me, I was considering prostitution as my last option, hooking for some lowlife pimp in the hope that frequent although usually unpleasant sex could fill my perpetual need.
Then one day on his way from somewhere to somewhere else (he is a very busy man) Neil came to town. We spent several happy days together. On the last night, after I had come enough that my hunger was momentarily assuaged and we were talking, I said apropos of nothing, "You can do anything you want with me. Anything that you are capable of imagining. Anywhere. Anytime. Anything."
"Do you mean that? Really mean that? he asked, turning to look at me squarely.
"Yes, Neil. Whatever you ask of me. Forever."
The rest, as they say, is histoire.
Some changes were made. I had died. Or had been made to appear to. My car fell over a cliff with horrible results. Burned beyond recognition.
What was left was sent to my parents. Divorced and hateful of one another that they were, I am sure that they nonetheless observed all of the appropriate conventions and then put me behind them in short order. It hurt me to know that I was just a detail to dispense with.
Neil arranged for an autopsy result and a death certificate. Within the space of a few days I now longer existed so far as the world was concerned.
We observed the event with a somber dinner. After a meal that I had merely picked at was removed, Neil said, "Get on your knees and give your assent to each statement I make."
I knelt before him.
"You exist only because I allow it.
"I own you, body and soul.
"Henceforth, you will do nothing unless I tell you to.
"You will refer to me forever more as Master.
"You will never again ask a question of me.
"You will never again use the word No in my presence"
I agreed to each statement. Then he asked me to rise.
"Slut, you are about to become one of the happiest women who have ever strode the earth."
A year or so later after one of my Master's sumptuous dinner parties, Master Hideo, my Master's best friend and physician, told me how lucky I was. "You have a sexual obsessive-compulsive condition more severe than any I have seen, with the possible exception of my slave Michiko. If Neil had not acquired you, the prognosis would have been bleak. Sent to an institution and given much medication for your own safety. Left on your own, either disease or violence would surely have killed you. You are highly intelligent. Stultifying such an otherwise fine mind with pharmaceuticals would have been a pity. And you are so beautiful. Your death would have been a waste. By allowing you to become an utter slut, Neil has given you emotional stability, an outlet for your compulsions, and a structure for your life, actually. Without the control he exerts over you, the things that you have come to appreciate, music, literature, languages, and all of the other components of a rich, fulfilled life would have been forever beyond your reach."
Then he fastened the ball gag and the blindfold, and I began writhing happily in my chains while he probed me everywhere with Heaven only knows what.
Master came with his usual explosive force. I rose and left to get dinner.
During dinner we talked about my cello lessons and his recent lab experiments - the physical sciences being one of his many interests. At meals I can speak freely, not waiting for him to talk. Even so, I still cannot ask questions or use the word no in his presence.
Uh oh. It's beginning to move. More orgasms. No, wait. I'm just changing position. I've gone from my hands and knees to the Lotus position.
As I was saying....
"I practiced a piece by Scarlatti this afternoon. I think that Melissa will be pleased with the improvement in my bowing," I said, refilling our wine glasses.
Master chewed thoughtfully. "Music from that period is so rich and elegant, I think. You must play it for me soon. Or better yet, I will arrange for Michiko to come over and have Melissa work it out as a duet. That way you may entertain Hideo and I. That would be pleasant."
"That would be fun, Master."
"Things went very well at the lab today. The prototype I have been designing is finally ready for a test. I would like you to help me." His enthusiasm was evident and his excitement can be contagious.
"I'm always happy when I am of use to you in addition to being used by you, Master."
"Fetch the box on the desk in the library."
I placed it on the table. I was dying to ask him what was in it.
"It is not a very big box, Master."
"No, Karla. But this, you little cocksucking fiend, is one of those instances in which size doesn't matter."
Smiling, he took off the lid. First he removed a small device that looked a bit like a pager. Then he took out some kind of malleable black mass, hefted it in his hand, and held it out for me to inspect.
"What do you think?"
"What a nice, shiny, black, uh, blob, Master."
He laughed.
"This 'blob,' as you put it, may well have a major impact on you. Now clean up and when you are finished, join me in the library."