Smiling I let my head sink into the pillows, closing my eyes and letting my mind replay some of the scenarios you had sent me during the day as my hand slips under my pyjama top, fingertips dancing over my nipples, as I imagine the warmth of you at my back, your breath on my neck, the feel of your hands on my skin. Just imagining it all again speeds my heart rate, a slight dampness spreading between my legs as my other hands slips over my stomach and into my pyjama bottoms.
A sharp bleeping suddenly draws me from my fantasy and I sigh with frustration as I reach over and pick up my phone, smiling as I realise the message is from you.
'Thinking of me as you lie all alone in that big empty bed? Of what we could be doing right now? Just promise me something... no touching!' I shudder and slip my hand out from under my top, obeying your message without a second thought.
I groan and quickly tap out a reply, making sure you know just how frustrated I am at your instruction, especially after your actions of the day, before reminding you that I love you and signing off with the customary Xx.
Putting my phone under my pillow for easier access I try and will myself towards sleep, knowing that even if I tried now I wouldn't be able to sate this desire without you. You've told me not to touch, and I know you wouldn't ask without reasons, I just have to wait. Maybe you will reply tonight. Maybe you won't.
The beep and the soft vibration alerts me to your reply message and within seconds my phone is in my hand, squinting against the screen's brightness, my eyes accustomed to the darkness of the room.
'Good girl. No touching, I just want you to imagine... Just the two of us, lying there, face to face, my breath tickling you cheek as I lean in to kiss you gently, sliding one finger down your neck, between your breasts.'
Reading the message I let my imagination run wild, and I do have an over-active imagination, you know it, you know that I will be able to feel everything you describe.
'Gently biting at your soft neck, I know you love it, as my finger trails around your left breast, circling closer to your hardening nipple'
The messages coming through almost as quickly as I can reply, my responses short and to the point, asking you if I can touch, if I can simulate your messages, but still you deny me, wanting to see how well I can do without my hands.
'Stopping the barest centimetre away and repeating the action on the other side. Can you feel me? Licking and nibbling on your neck, slowly kissing lower, over your collar bone towards your breasts'
Another sharp bleep must have covered up the sound of the bedroom door clicking open, but it doesn't stop me from seeing the dark figure that tiptoes towards me. Black jeans, black or very dark blue t-shirt, all topped off with a long black jacket, I smile as a small chink in the curtains sends a ray of light across the face. Your face, smiling that teasing, make-me-melt smile you are so good at.
"Read the message baby." You tell me as you pull the desk chair next to the bed, flicking on the beside lamp so you can see my face.
'Flicking my tongue over your erect nipples quickly, watching the way you thrust them up towards me. Do you want me bad baby?'
My heart beating wildly as I thrust my chest forward, silently asking you for more, my phone clutched tightly in my hand, fighting my desire to mimic your described actions with my own hands.
You laugh softly and pull the duvet away from my body, folding it neatly at the end of the bed, taking your time over every action, knowing I am desperate to see what you will do. Looking deep into my eyes you smile, I know what you see there.. Desire, need, want, all churning around and it's all because of you.
"Patience." You tell me as you sit back down and untie your boots, standing them neatly next to the bed before shrugging off your jacket and draping it over the back of the chair. "You are wearing too many clothes, how would I be able to suck those gorgeous breasts of yours with all that material in the way?" You ask at last, your eyes roaming over me, causing my skin to break out in goosebumps almost as if you are skimming your hand over me.
As I sit up and lift my top over my head I realise I've not said a word to you since you arrived.
"What are you doing here?" I whisper, almost afraid to talk, as if it might make you disappear. "Not that I mind... I just thought you were away." Shimming out of my pyjama bottoms you gesture for me to lie back down.