OK, I never really understood why they called it 'giving someone a spanking' until I had to give one to Carolyn. I mean, I didn't WANT to spank her, but it was the only real way to get her attention, ya know? Anyway... when I saw the look on her face afterwards, I finally figured out why it was called 'giving'. But, I'm getting w-a-a-a-ay ahead of myself.
Anyway, we made it through the weekend OK. I waited until Saturday to facetime John and tell him about our (my?) new pet. I was kinda worried how that was going to go. After all, this isn't MY house, and I'm kinda just a guest here, too, so I figured it could go well ("Yeah! A new roommate who's hugely emotionally dependent on us! Just what we wanted!") or it could go not-so-well (that again, but without the exclamation points). Instead, it kinda went sideways, but not in a bad way.
Somewhere in the conversation, he inevitably asked, "Did you fuck her?"
"Sorta," and I described how she came to bed with me and I got her off.
"Huh... a reach-around, eh? You've never done that for me."
"I've done a lot more than that for you, buster! Plus, every time I reach for your cock, it ends up somewhere inside me."
"Oh, yeah, there's that."
"You are the hardest man to give a hand job to."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
"You should."
"Anyway, I thoughy we already had a pet?"
"You have a pet. Winston. And he's fairly self-contained. Damn dog almost feeds himself."
"Yeah. Gotta show him how to operate a can opener. Anyway, is she still sleeping in our bed?"
"Yeah, last night she just curled up in a fetal ball. When I woke up, she was, and I'm not making this up, sleeping at the foot of the bed."
"She keep your feet warm?"
"No."
"Yeah, too bad. Hey, she's going to have to find some other place to sleep when I come home. I mean, can she sleep in the spare bedroom?"
"I'm no psych, but she seems to have some kind of separation anxiety issues."
"Yeah, you know, a 3-some is nice every now and then, but I have a king sized bed for a reason."
John was right. He liked to spread out. There was barely room for me when he was snoring. "Winston has a bed."
"You're not suggesting Winston share?"
"No. I mean... maybe a duvet on a futon in the room? The bedroom is huge."
"Maybe another doggie bed? Winston's bed is really comfie."
"You're kidding, right?"
"Not really. I mean, if seriously. If she's what you say she is, try it out with her. There's a spare, clean doggie bed in the attic. Give her that and a duvet. See what happens."
"You are serious."
"Hey, I'm not the one who referred to her as a pet. Does she do any chores?"
"She does what I tell her. She's not exactly a thinker. I'm amazed she got thru college and into grad school. It's like she's on auto-pilot, but when I tell her to do something, she's right on it and says yes ma'am. I'm not sure I like being called a ma'am."
"I'm trying to picture you with your hair in a bun."
"Go fuck yourself."
"Not my only option in Manhattan."
Sigh... "Where's the doggie bed?"
"It's brand new. Still in the wrapper. In the attic. I bought it for Winston for Christmas last year and forgot to give it to him."
"You think he'll mind?"
"He's already got two beds, one in our bedroom and one in the den. He likes the smell, I think. Faint aroma of raccoon shit."
"You're serious."
"I'm serious. Give her a doggie bed and a duvet. If you want to be nice, a pillow, too."
"She doesn't seem to like pillows."
"OK, then. It's settled."
"I'll think about it."
Sigh... so all weekend, I made Carolyn study her Latin. I had it down pat, and could have taught it, so spent most of my time just fiddle-farting around. She didn't seem to be able to study without me ordering her, and I had to check on her periodically to see if she had any questions. I TOLD her to ask me if she had any questions, but she didn't seem to be able to do that without any prompting.
Monday was almost anti-climactic. I breezed through the final exam, and could see that Carolyn was doing OK, but plodding. I'd told her we'd meet after the exam at the bus stop, where I'd wait for her and read my book. I wasn't surprised she was about 30 minutes behind me, making her one of the last to finish the class. When she got to the bus stop, her face said everything -- she was a completely blank slate, telling me she had absolutely no idea what she was going to do in the next minute. Without direction, guidance, and discipline, Carolyn was an empty shell.
I'd been thinking about this eventuality while trying (unsuccessfully) to read my book. I didn't want to take advantage of the situation, but clearly Carolyn needed emotional and mental rebuilding. I had no clue how she'd gotten to this point, but clearly either some benevolent guidance was needed, or she'd fall into the wrong hands. I was utterly at a loss as to what to do, so I figured a few shots in the dark wouldn't hurt.
"Carolyn, we're going to go home now. I need you to fix lunch when we get there. OK?"
Why did I ask her 'OK'? She just nodded, but I could tell from her countenance that she didn't have the inner will to say 'No' to any directions. I had to be very careful here, because this could really, truly turn malevolent if I wasn't up to the task.
We rode the bus silently to my car, and then silently home. When we go there, Winston greeted us at the gate, and I could see that Carolyn and he got along, as if they were kindred spirits. It was hot in the house, and I peeled off my top layers of clothes as soon as I got in. While the house was air conditioned, John and I were loathe to run it except in the worst of weather, preferring the fresh breezes through the windows. I told Carolyn what I wanted -- there was some cooked chicken in the freezer and salad fixings in the fridge. She could peel off her clothes if she liked, but she should wear an apron in the kitchen. She nodded, and disappeared into the back of the house. I went upstairs to change into a loose t-shirt over my panties, gratefully getting rid of my bra for the rest of the day.
When I came down to the kitchen, Carolyn had artfully put together two salads for us. I couldn't help but notice she was totally nude under the kitchen apron, and decided to say nothing. Maybe, just maybe, I was a little envious at the freedom, but couldn't quite bring myself to join her.
She was quiet over lunch, and finally I broke the silence by asking, "What are your plans for the summer?"
She finished her bite of food, and then said, "Last summer, between college and grad school, I didn't do much. My family lives about a thousand miles from here, and while I went home to visit them, I was more comfortable here. I'd been living with my Master since junior year, and he let me come stay with him for the summer and basically take care of his place until school started."
"Kinda like a maid?"
"Maid. Housekeeper..." She paused for a moment, "Concubine."
"Is that what he called you?"