(Most of the names/place names are changed and the dialogue is from memory. Other than that, this is based on my own true story. The story makes more sense if you start at the beginning.)
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For almost two weeks I went back and forth in my mind. Was it true? Am I a naturally submissive woman as Francis had implied? Am I hungry for it?
He didn't tell me much about what I would be doing. Whoring. Being controlled and humiliated. Submitting to other women. There were so many questions. How could I choose to pursue a life that I know so little about? What if I were given a task that I were completely unable or unwilling to do?
At one point I had completely decided against it. There's no way I can dive into a lifestyle like the one he proposed -- willing to accept any task, sexual or otherwise, as a command. It occurred to me that as I contemplated these things I always found my hands wandering, touching myself as I thought about it.
What did that mean? That I was meant for it?
It was the day that Francis was to show up and I had but a few hours to make a decision.
I stood naked in my room. I had already showered, fixed my hair and makeup. I stared at the present he'd given me a few weeks ago at his office and remembered his words.
"If you are interested in pursuing this lifestyle, answer the door in the outfit I've enclosed," he had said in such a sure voice. "If you're not interested, then simply don't."
I had looked at the outfit days ago. A very sexy red blouse that was perfectly cut to show off my tits, a tight leather micro-skirt that hung only a few centimeters past my ass and a pair of 6-inch red heals.
I can put the outfit on and still back out, I thought to myself. I took a deep breath and began putting it on.
I wanted him and would do anything to please.
Considering my figure, I'd never felt comfortable in such trampy outfits, but these seemed to fit me perfectly in all the right places. The shirt perfectly displayed my tits, the skirt was not an inch too loose or too tight, even the shoes were perfectly sized. I wondered how much he'd sized me up over the last few months in order to get my measurements so exact.
I stared at myself in the mirror, wondering what the night would hold. When Francis propositioned me, he spoke of three initiation task I would have to complete in order to become his slave. What would they be? Would they start tonight? I wondered to myself about a lot of things.
A slave is tattooed, he had told me.
How willing would I be to bend over and allow his insignia to be permanently inked onto me as Mel had. I touched myself as I thought of the prospect and checked myself out in the mirror.
Mel was a knockout. I was only 5 feet 2 inches and weighed 284 pounds. Even though I was big, my tits were only a C cup and my belly stuck out further than they did. I was younger, having just turned 18 a few months prior. But still, why did he even want me when he has women like her, I wondered silently.
My phone suddenly rang and startled me out of my self critique.
"Hello," I said. It was my mother.
"Jenn -- are you at home?"
"Yes, just getting dressed."
"Good. I'm running behind and I think Francis is on his way over. Could you let him in?"
"Of course," I said, instantly struck with the guilt that can only come to a daughter who's planning to steal her mom's boyfriend.
"Thanks, hun. I should be there in a few hours."
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I sat in the living room and watched the front door in the outfit he'd provided. Finally, the doorbell rang. I took a deep breath and answered.
Francis was standing in the door way with a smile on his face as the door swung open.
"I see you've made a good decision," he said. I could tell that my choice to put on the outfit didn't surprise him in the least. He was extremely confident, even when he first approached me.
He walked through the door, stepped into the kitchen, and shut the door behind him.
"You're sure about this?" he asked.
"Yes Sir," I replied. He smiled at how quickly I picked up the etiquette.
"Put your hands behind your back, stick your chest out and focus your eyes straight forward," he instructed.
I did as he asked. I felt him tap my thighs apart slightly.
"Legs slightly apart," he said. "All parts of you need to be accessible."
"This is known as inspection," he explained. "When a dominant calls for inspection you'll need to take this position. Don't speak unless spoken to and don't make eye contact."
"Yes Sir," I said, staring straight ahead.
He walked around me, rubbing his hands along my waist and belly. Finally his hands moved upward along the seems on the side of my blouse, towards my tits. Then he stopped and abruptly raised my shirt, revealing the black lacy bra I worn underneath.
"Hmmm. Was this bra in the package I gave you?"
"No Sir," I replied.
"Was there any bra in the package?" he asked.
"No Sir," I replied.
"Then should you be wearing it?"
"No Sir, I'm sorry," I said, my voice cracking slightly.
"It's OK. It's your first day."
He walked toward the kitchen counter, reached into the drawers below and pulled out a pair of scissors.
"You believe you're up to this task, Jenn?"
"Yes Sir," I responded, still standing there as he had instructed with my shirt pulled up and my bra exposed.
"Good," he said. "Because if that's the case you're not going to need this anymore."
He pulled the bra up a bit, slid the scissor blades between it and my skin and cut it off where the cups came together in the middle. My pussy began to get wet as my tits were exposed to him. He then used the scissors to cut off the shoulder straps and pull the remains of the tattered bra off me.
Next he pulled up my skirt and discovered a pair of panties that he had not included in the box.
He didn't speak, only used the scissors to cut them off as well. He picked up the destroyed bra and panties and threw them away. I stood there, both my skirt and shirt pulled up, exposed and completely under his control. I'm not sure if it was fear or arousal but I dared not move or attempt to halt what had transpired so far.
"From now on, I'll be picking out your clothing," he said. "And that means you don't wear anything under your clothes unless told otherwise. Understood?"
"Yes Sir," I said.
I stared straight ahead as he had asked. His hands rubbed up and down my body, finally reaching my pussy. He rubbed my clit with his index finger, then moved backward and slid it in and out of my sopping pussy for a few seconds. Finally, he grabbed me, slightly rough, by my pubic hair.
"We'll also have to get rid of this," he said, before letting go.
He paused for a moment. Then walked behind me and pulled something else out of the drawer.
"Do you want to continue," he asked.
"Yes Sir."
"Good," he said. He reached into his pocket and handed me a business card with an address handwritten on it.
"Your first initiation task starts with going to this address and knocking on the door."
At that moment he stopped talking and used a marker he'd pulled from the drawer to write the words "Stall 3" across my tits.
"When the door man ask you for identification, you show him that. He'll take care of the rest."
My mouth dropped open. I tried to speak -- so many questions -- but he stopped me short.
"No questions Jenn. It's about trust. You can follow instructions or don't."
He stared for a second, knowing exactly which I would choose.
"Now go. I will be along eventually," he said.
* * * *
The address he'd given me was in a part of downtown I rarely ventured to, but it was easy enough to find the street. I parked my car in the huge empty lot outside of some run down industrial looking buildings. There was not a person in sight but I could hear music thumping. The address I was looking for hung clearly above a metal door adjacent to the lot.
The music got louder as I approached but I wasted no time trying to get in.
I rapped on the door for only a second and a viewing window slid open.
"Your clearance?" the doorman said.
I did as Sir Francis had asked and raised up my shirt, baring my breast and the words he'd had penned on me. I remember thinking it was a big deal at the time but I didn't let it show. Besides, I wanted off this deserted, creepy and dark street.
The door swung open and a few large men stood by. Behind them I could see through a doorway, dozens of people, drinking, dancing and conversing. Some wore mask, others did not. Some were fully dressed, others were completely naked. I gasp a bit as I saw two women on the floor together near the bar, a group gathering around to watch them have sex on the floor.
"Your first time here?" the doorman asked.
I nodded, still in a state of disbelief.