With one last tug, I finish tying the knot in the rope which binds your hands behind your back. I then pull the black velvet hood over your head and tighten the drawstring around your neck. As the material is thick, no light comes in, leaving you totally in the dark.
"Master I am afraid."
"Yes, as well you should be my little girl. But be quiet now. I will take care of you. You are not to speak again unless spoken to."
I lead you out the front door and down the pathway to the driveway. "Wait here, don't move." I go to the back of the house to get the car. As you stand there you hear voices in the street. You wonder if anyone is watching you. You are concerned but a little amused too. "Screw 'em anyway" you think to yourself. "I'm doing what I like to do." I pull the car up, get out and come around to you. I open the door. "Duck your head down" I say as I push and maneuver you into the back seat. I get back in and pull the car out into the street. "We are going to the far side of town. It may take a bit to get there. Just sit back and relax."
You wonder how you are supposed to relax. You can't see, you're tied up, in the back of a car going who knows where to do who knows what. All you know is that tonight's session will not be private. And that scares you. You feel the fear. You feel your heart pumping faster. You feel yourself starting to sweat. You want to talk. You want to ask questions. But you know you must not. You want reassurance, but you know it is not coming. Not now. You sit quietly with your thoughts and your fears. All that holds you together is your trust. Trust in a man whose dominance you crave.
From the sounds of the night you determine that we are driving through the downtown area. As we come to a red light you wonder again if anyone might be looking in at you. As we pull away, I take a sharp left turn and accelerate, pushing you back in your seat. You sense the car going very fast. You figure we must be on the expressway. Suddenly you hear the siren directly behind us. You hear me say "Oh shit" under my breath as I pull the car to the side of the road.
"Oh god Michael, what are we gonna do? Take this thing off my head. Shit. What are we gonna say? Do something! Goddammit!."
"BE QUIET," I yell back as the fire truck goes screaming by.
Your heart is in your mouth as you realize your mistake. Your vision of explaining the situation to a policeman fades away. Yet you still feel panicked. Your heart is throbbing so hard you can hear it. You are almost hyperventilating. You think about screaming "RED LIGHT" to put a stop to this. You are on the edge. You don't know if you can continue. The fear is strong. Yet you gather yourself back together. You do not wish to waste a safeword on such a foolish situation. You decide that you will talk about this after the session. You calm yourself down.
After about ten more minutes we arrive at our destination. I help you out of the car. I hold your arm as I lead you up the walkway to the door. You stumble once but I keep you up. Once inside I guide you up two long flights of stairs. We go down a short hallway. I stop you in front of the doors to the club.
"Jennifer, we are going in now. There will be a small audience here tonight. You are to play an important part in a stage scene. Are you ready?"
"I don't know. What is going to happen? "
"Everything will be all right. You know I will never let anything harmful happen to you. If you trust me then you will have an experience that you will never forget. Can you do that?"
"Yes...yes, I will try Master."
I lead you into the room and up the steps of the small stage. You hear voices in the audience but you are unable to make out anything that is being said. It is more of a murmur. There is some jazz music coming from a radio at the far side of the room. You detect a feint smell of marijuana plus a stronger scent which is very pleasant. You find out later that it is frankincense. Although you cannot see you are aware that you are the center of attention. You are scared yet you feel exhilarated. The suspense, the delving into the wicked unknown, keeps your heart pumping hard enough that you feel it. Suddenly you hear footsteps coming closer. You recognize the unmistakeable sound of high heels on the wooden floor.
"Ah, Michael, so good to see you again! It has been such a long time. I've missed seeing you. Thank you for coming out tonight."
"My dear Mistress Catherine, it has indeed been too long. I've missed your wonderful parties and scenes. When I received your special invitation for tonight I just had to come."
"Well, I'm so grateful. And who have you brought with you here?"
"This is Jennifer, a relative newbie. She is exploring her submissiveness. She has a taste for the kinky and I think I can say, the bizarre."
"Hmmm.....good. She's in the right place then. Why don't you show us a bit more of her."
I start by untieing the ropes holding your hands behind your back. You are relieved to have them off. I pull the zipper of your dress all the way down. It falls free from your shoulders as it slides down from your body. You lift your legs one by one as I take it away. I remove your black bra and panties. Then your shoes. You are naked now but for the hood. I wait before taking it off. You know that everyone is looking. You are not self conscious though. You feel a pride. You stand tall. You like the feeling. You like having your body looked at. You had fantasized about trying out as a stripper but never had the courage. Now, here you are. The exhibitionist comes to life.