I loved his power over me. I was seduced by it. I basked in it. I wanted his approval. I was absolutely willing to humiliate myself to have a piece of him. I wondered if there was a diminishing return; would he grow bored of our relationship if it wasn't a series of ever increasing humiliations? Or would his devotion to me grow each time I submitted myself to his wishes? I had no idea how far I was willing to go. I knew I was nowhere near my limit yet.
The next Monday afternoon after our encounter in Beverly Hills and our night together, we saw each other in the breakroom and rather than look me straight in the eye as he normally did, he gave me a full up and down body scan. I was thankful no one else was in that breakroom or it would have been plainly obvious something was going on. I was hot when I returned to my desk. Now I was fantasizing and I had no idea when I would see him next privately. I had no choice really but to leave all of that up to him.
About an hour after the break room encounter, I got a message from him on my communicator app
"Do me a favor? Can you look around the office and find me a 12 inch ruler?"
I flushed as I read this. My mind raced. It was nothing that could necessarily be picked up as inappropriate by the IT people. But I knew exactly what the possibilities were with this request. Did I dare type "Yes, Sir" or worse "Yes, Master" into the communicator? I panicked for a moment. Did IT people read communicator messages? I knew they could, but would they possibly find this one thing in the millions of messages that this company produces each day?
I stopped thinking and typed, "Yes, Sir." figuring we were not really alone enough to require the use of "master." It was my compromise.
"Thank you." He typed back.
Now where in the hell was I going to find a damn ruler? No one used them. I glanced in a few cubes and not seeing a ruler in anyone's pen holder, I went to our floor admin.
"Heidi, do you have any idea where I can find a ruler?"
"I have one. Here. Just bring it back eventually, ok?"
"OK" I said, but all things considered I didn't think she'd want it back and I was hoping she would forget I ever came asking for it.
There were butterflies in my stomach as I gingerly walked towards his office. It was later in the afternoon, but it was not after business hours. How the heck would this be possible? Was he actually going to use this on me? At work?
I peeked in his office before barging in. He was alone.
"Close the door." he said.
As quietly as possible but still audibly I said "Yes, Master."
As I was turning to face him I saw for the first time ever, a grin on his face.
"What are you doing to me?" he said.
I was mute. I had no idea how to respond because I had assumed he was doing things to me and not the other way around.
"Come over here" he said.
I walked to his desk.
"Stand here, right in front of me."
I did as I was told
"Spread your legs."
I moved my legs to a distance slightly wider than shoulder width apart. He slowly slid his hand up my skirt and slid my panties aside and ran his finger right over my now soaking wet sex. I sucked in my breath.
"Put your hands down on my desk and bend over."
I knew better than to hesitate or question, but I was nervous because at anytime someone could knock on that door. Would there be enough time to compose myself before they cracked open to door to see if he was available. Or would they have the sense to walk away when they saw the door shut all the way.
I was just rushing through all of these thoughts when he slid my skirt up and slid my panties down to my thighs.
He gave me five lashes with that ruler and I forced myself to be as quiet as humanly possible. He slid my panties back over my hot red flesh and said, "kneel down in front of me and slide yourself under the desk and take care of this hard on you just created."
"May I take you in my mouth, Master?" I asked.
He rolled his head back and said "yes you may."
I loved suckling him. I was thinking to myself that he was on the verge of coming when my worst fear came to fruition. There was a knock on the door. He quickly said "no one will know you are there, they can't see under the desk. Do not release me from your mouth."
I was so frightened at being found out that I was unable to focus on the words or the voice of whomever was speaking to James. It was probably a short time, but it seemed to go on forever. Then I got an idea. A nasty, but perfect idea. Rather than being perfectly still as I had been, I began to gently, slowly slide my tongue in a tiny circular motion over the most sensitive part of him. I guessed there would be very harsh consequences for this but it was absolutely worth it. In that moment I actually thought to myself, "two can play this humiliation game."
When the intruder was wrapping up, James asked him "Can you please close the door on your way out." I was able to hear the door click shut. As soon as it did, he looked down at me and smiled. "You think you are pretty clever, don't you." That is going to cost you, and it is going to cost you more than you think. Remember who the boss is here." I had no idea what he meant by this but it seemed to me he was at least a little bit proud of my bravery. I finished him off and waited for permission to release him from my mouth.
"Stand up" he said.
"I will pick you up tonight at 7:30. We are going out to eat, so don't eat beforehand."
I looked into his eyes, so happy that he wanted to see me again on that same day.
"And another thing, do not under any circumstances, relieve yourself of that need you feel right now."
How would he know? I wondered, but I decided it was probably safest to follow his instructions.