Jade, a beautiful, smart, and driven women, lived alone by the sea. She worked tirelessly to help others who were on the road to discovery and recover in therapy. All this while perusing further education, to better herself.
The down time she had was spent training in the gym to keep fit and work towards her martial arts gradings. These things all gave her life purpose and meaning, as well as building on her mental health. However, she found herself longing for something more. There was a gap that desperately needed filling.
Everyday intimacy with normal people, never seem to quite cut it. Yes, they could be nice, and loving, some even sparking a passion and leading to vanilla sex. The challenge was they failed to make her melt and squirm in the way she desired. The way she wanted. The way she needed.
It was a deep need. A longing. A true desire. This drove Jade to start looking for it. Drifting into the world of kink and sexual desire, on the internet. Pursuing the much-coveted holy grail. The hope she could find someone that could truly earn her trust and loyalty. Someone that could spark an interest in her, more over make her tingle, drip, submit and fall to her knees.
For years, Jade explored kink and fetish, and the sordid world behind it. Knowing that "normal" sex and relationships, just did nothing sexually for her. She learnt of dominance and submissive's, of sadism and masochism, DDLG and even some more obscure classes of fetishes.
Jade looked longingly on at porn, where women were serving, controlled, beaten, restrained, tormented, teased, and pleasured by a controlling figure. All this in this a very wet, needy state, and Jade craved to receive this attention from a master.
To have someone earn her trust and loyalty. To be collared and used, by someone that loved and earned her, and then to be held in her vulnerable and sexually spent condition.
But to find the best, to find the holy grail. The one that makes you feel special and like never before. It takes time to filter thought the underworld of pervs and fakes. To learn what you like and dislike, as well as your limits and desires. All this takes time and experience. So, Jade took the first steps to start her journey.
She explored the internet and came across some likeminded people. Some with experience, but in different countries, which brought its challenges with location and time differences. While there may have been a connection or a similarity with kinks, the amount of quality time spent together, would be limited. There was also an added danger that as the honeymoon effect wore off, some people's true colours shone through.
And while Jade may have given herself to people before, it's something that needed to be constantly earned and not just presumed. She valued herself and leant to pull back from those, who only had their interests at heart. She also needed to be kept in check, pulled up on here behaviours and when she pulled away.
While all these interactions may have given her a fix, they lacked longevity and the emotional drain of searching, finding, and loosing, was taking its toll. So, Jade decided she would roll the dice, one last time. The return to the internet was needed and the search once again commenced.
This first task was always a time consuming and draining one at first. Women post in a world dominated by men. Men, who mostly consist of inexperienced, perverted, fake and controlling personalities. Their messages flooded into her inbox. Bombarded by responses from people looking for a quick fix or to take advantage of her.
Jade quickly began filtering out the red flagged messages with attached dick picks or people demanding respect and using honorifics before they had even chatted. Once this was complete, Jade was left with a few, that sounded real and more importantly one in the UK.
Jade took a deep breath and started to formulate a reply. She was brief and outlined her desire to give up control, to be freed from the stresses of the day and find the right person to submit to, in time, as well as find a friend and companion. And then she left it hanging there, in the ether, waiting for a response.
Later the day, Jade received her response in her inbox.
Roger - Dear J. Firstly Good afternoon, my name is Roger Bailey. I have been a Dom for 15 years and have experience with control, submission, punishment, care, and pleasure. More importantly, I desire to build a relationship and friendship. Should you wish to see how deep the rabbit hole goes, jump in and I will be here, waiting to hear from you.
Roger x
It was short, informative, and commandingly British. This made her tingle and blush. Jade desperately wanted to be reserved and measured with her response, but she couldn't hold back.
Jade - Hi Roger, I would love to chat more and see how deep the rabbit hole goes. J
She didn't have to wait long for a response and from there, they spent days messaging and talking on the phone, exchange desires and kinks, as well as photos. It may have been quick, but the connection was strong, blossoming and even unique.
Roger never took without making her feel secure and when Jade tried to run, he held her hand and made her walk. But Jade had found something new and fresh, that felt comfortable and safe, and most of all, incredibly turned on.
The following night as they spoke, Roger offered to take Jade for dinner and drinks, put her up in a hotel and see where things went. He was careful and clear, when discussing how things would play out. He helped her feel safe, understanding her limits and safe words, and making sure someone knew where she would be, as an added level of safety. Jade became excited at it all but tried to keep it in check until they had met.
They lived a few hours away from each other and found a neutral location between them. Roger asked her to bring all her toys, as well as some nice things to wear and dress up in.
The day arrived; Roger had driven up early. Spent time working in the hotel and more importantly, setting up the room. He knew for the best effect, there needed to be impact and visual stimulation. When he was happy with the set up, he had a few drinks and sat back to wait.
Jade was filled with excitement and nerves as she drove down. She had read stories, watched films and porn, and talked with Roger a lot around what might happen. She had even tried phone sex with him, which she had loved, but none of that prepared her for what was to come.
She was giddy and didn't remember driving most of the way, lost in thought. Jade pulled up and parked her car by the hotel. She took a breath and composed herself, then followed the instructions Roger had given her. So off she went, taking her bag in with her and waited in the bar. She got herself a large glass of wine, sat back in a comfy wing backed chair and drank deeply.
Roger, who was sat in the corner of the room, had seen Jade enter and go to the bar. He could now see the back of her as she patiently waited, as asked, like a good girl. He let her relax, as the drink worked its way into her system. Jade fidgeted, looking at her phone, impatient and worried something was up. A few minutes later her phoned pinged.
Roger - Sit still, like a good girl. I'll be with you soon.
The command made her blush and tingle at the same time, looking around to see if she could see him, but it calmed her nerves. She sat back and continued to drink, which helped her relaxed a little.
Roger rose to his feet and calmly, quietly, made his way across the bar, careful to remain out of her eye line. He came within 6 feet and slowed. He could see Jade patiently waiting and noticed her black dress and heels. As he took another step, he could smell her perfume, a beautiful floral scent.
The final step and he could see her bountiful chest rise and fall. He bent down silently, so he was close enough to hear her breath and before she could turn around startled.
"Don't move" he said quietly, in a slightly gravely English accent.
He waited, as she processed the comment and understood whose voice it was.
Right by her ear so no one else could hear, he continued to whisper "Now I've heard your deepest desires. I've seen every part of your body in photos and videos, now let me see it, feel it, taste it, and command it, in person. Let me make those oh so needed desires come true."
Jade took a breath and let it sink in.
Roger added as he started to stand, "I'll be waiting by the lift, if you want to join me," he paused to ensure the final words had the right effect, "my squirmy girl."
Jade took a sharp intake of breath, as Roger slowly strode off. She felt herself flush with excitement and intrigue, and knew between her legs was becoming wet, yearning for more.
She knocked back the rest of her drink and rose from her chair. She could see the back of Roger in his tweed suit, on his way across the bar and picking up her bag, made her way after him.
As Roger stood by the lift waiting for it to arrive, he could hear someone approaching. He held out his hand in anticipation and a second later felt another in his. He closed his hand firmly around hers and as the doors to the lift opened, he pulled Jade in behind him. Before Jade knew what was going on, he had spun her around to face him and pushed her up against the mirrored walls to the lift. The doors stared to close as they locked eyes.
With the doors closing slowly behind them, Roger's hands were on Jade's body. Time seemed to slow down, as she felt a hand trace up the inside of her leg, "hmmm," a low moan escaping her lips, as she became overtaken with desires.
She then felt his other hand, come up behind her head, pulling her hair and with it her head, into the place he wanted. They were an inch apart and Jade could feel his breath on her face, as she had no choice but to look deeply into his eyes.
Roger seemed to pause, for what seemed like an eternity, before leaning in, kissing up the side of her neck, and then reaching her lips. Jades mouth fell open, longing to be kissed. Roger took her lower lip between his teeth and bit firmly.
"Ohhhh," Jade took a sharp intake of breath, but before things had even started, the doors binged and started to open. Roger released her lip, his hand moved from between her legs and back around her hand.
