I asked her in later times if it was ever tight or caused discomfort. She always assured me that it was her sole beloved possession though it was never hers. It was never a burden.
I met her accidentally at an airport, one of the smaller European ones. She was sitting alone in the boarding lounge sobbing. Her shoulder length auburn hair was tangled, what make up she wore was run and smudged. The blouse was only partly tucked and her leather boots scuffed.
I had just come out of a stormy relationship seething with resentment and damaged ego. Never the less this sad looking waif tugged at my buried heart. My instinct was to walk on by. No more women in my life for a good long while. This was my declared intention.
As luck would have it the only open seat in the waiting area for my gate was beside the sobbing girl. As I went to sit I almost tripped on her bag.
"Sorry," she said in a plaintive voice.
"It's ok I don't mind breaking a leg," I said sarcastically.
She sniffed and gave another half sob.
"If you are going to sit there sniveling you better at least tell me why." I found myself saying.
"I don't want to bother you."
"It will bother me more if I have to listen to you sobbing and not know why. I want you to tell me."
She looked round at me with an odd expression, one I couldn't yet fathom.
"Get on with it. Tell me what is wrong. I've only got three hours to wait for the damned plane."
With that she seemed to visibly collect herself.
"I'm not sure where to begin."
"At the beginning of course," I said a bit sharply.
"It's this guy I met on the internet. I came over to see him as he told me and he wasn't here to pick me up. I tried to call but the phone's off the hook or something. I don't know what to do. I tried to go home but I can't get a ticket I'm just on standby. There have been three planes already that have no space."
"Where are you going to?"
"I have to get back to Boston but I live in Maine"
"What's your name? If I'm going to listen to your sad little tale I need to know your name."
I still didn't know why I was even talking to her. She was so far from the usual blonde hottie types I usually date. There was something there though.
"It's Emma. Emma Trouvey."
"The next flight to Boston is in three hours. I know that because I'm on it. I was supposed to fly in to Halifax but it's fogged in. Give me your ticket and I'll see what can be done to get you on that plane."
Without a word she opened her bag and handed me the ticket.
"Look after my bag and laptop."
With her ticket in hand I approached the desk at the gate. A middle aged woman was looking at the computer screen. She looked up saying,
"Can I help you?"
"The young woman on standby seated over there," I indicated with a nod.
"What are her chances of actually boarding the next Boston flight?"
"Do you have her card?" she reached over as I passed it.
"Let me see, No it's full booked."
"What about business class?"
"There is one seat open there."
"I want you to upgrade her and I'll pay for it." I said and wondered what I was doing.
"Here's my ticket and boarding card. Her ticket can be charged to the same account."
The attendant proficiently worked the keyboard of her terminal for some minutes.
"The empty seat is not beside yours Mr. Macdonald but I can rearrange one of the other seats."
"That will be good. Thank you."
"Here is Miss Trouvey's boarding card."
I returned to the seat on which Emma had placed my laptop. She looked up with a questioning expression.
"Do you think I'll get on, what did she say?"
"She is pretty sure you will make this flight. Have you eaten at all today?"
Emma looked surprised.
"No I haven't. I don't have any money left."
"Well I'm hungry. Let's go have a meal. They don't serve meals to the regular passengers anymore."
"I couldn't impose on you like this."
I thought, "You have no idea."
I said, "I don't want you to worry about it. It's my treat. I've had a successful trip I want to celebrate with someone."
We passed a washroom sign and a thought struck me.
"I'll go get a table over there. You'll want to freshen up."
A waiter soon came to the table, being used to travelers in a hurry to be served, he knew promptness earned big tips here.
"I'll have two orders of the Fettuccini Alfredo and a bottle of decent white wine."
"Yes sir," he acknowledged as he set two places.
Emma came over to the bar and grill looking around for me. She soon noticed me sitting with my back to the corner, a cautious habit that I saw no reason to break. I stood and seated her in an old fashioned gesture.
"I have ordered," I told her, "and the way the waiter is working I think it will be here quite soon."
It struck me that Emma never questioned having her meal ordered for her.
Our waiter was back with a wine bottle.
"Will this be suitable sir?" It was a brand I had never seen before.
"Oh I think you can do a little better than that, don't you?"
He smiled, "Yes sir I can do a lot better if you wish."
I nodded and he returned to the bar where he spoke to the bar tender, a blonde who definitely could be classed as 'my type'.
Emma was looking much better for the bathroom break. The streaky makeup was gone and her hair had been brushed out. The desperate waif was not looking quite so desperate. The deep sadness was still in her eyes. A few minutes at a washroom sink was not going to change that.
She ate her Fettuccini as if it might be her last meal. The new wine was a superb French vintage that I knew was going to take the bill into the stratosphere. I would not have expected such a fine wine to be in an airport bar.
I leaned on my elbows and looked across the small table. It was time to explore the situation that had brought Emma to this table.
"Are you feeling a little better now?" I asked.
"Much better, but I don't know why you are helping me. I don't even know your name."
"I will tell you at the right time," I said," but right now I need to know more about you. How on earth did you manage to get your self in such a situation?"
"I have a very uninspiring job in the office of a plumbing company. I just prepare and mail bills, write up estimates that my boss has done for customers, all that sort of thing. My life is so dull and I just couldn't wait to get out of Waterville."
"It seems like almost every minute I spent on the internet chatting to guys. Then I met this one who really got me interested. He said I was the one girl who made him think of a great future and I just had to join him over here. We spoke on the phone. We exchanged pictures. I really liked him. A new exciting life was coming. All I had to do was say yes and He'd get me at the airport. I was head over heels in love and nothing was going to stop me. My friends all warned me and my dad was so angry at me."
"Now here I am being looked after by a stranger and not knowing if I'll ever get a plane home. How I'll get from Boston up to Waterville I have absolutely no idea. I have no money for a bus or train."
This was a detail that puzzled me. Why was she so desperately short of money?
"What on earth are you doing traveling with no money? Don't you have a bank card for the cash machine or a credit card?"
"He told me he opened a bank account for me over here so my money was waiting for me, in a straight savings account with cash only withdrawals, the type that pays high interest. I sent all my money over with enough left for the ticket. As a visitor I had to buy a return ticket, thank God."
"I guess he really saw you coming didn't he."
"Yes. How could I be so stupid?"
"Come on we had better get to the gate. They should be calling our flight soon."
Eventually I heard our boarding call so I went forward and ushered Emma to the desk showing both boarding card.
"Thank you Mr. MacDonald and Miss Trouvey you can board now."
"That's not right," Emma said," I'm on stand by and they hadn't called the standby names."
"Don't worry its taken care of. Would you like the window seat or the aisle?"
"Here? This is first class!"
"Is there any other way to travel?" I said with a smile." Take the window seat; I may need to stretch my legs a few times."
Practically as soon as the engines started Emma dozed off. I didn't wake her for the round of drinks and snacks that was served about an hour after takeoff. Seeing her there sleeping looking very vulnerable stirred a protective feeling in me that I was totally unfamiliar with.
All of my relations with women in the past had been mutually taking affairs. Usually it was me taking companionship and sex and them taking the financial benefits of being with a wealthy man. I had no complaints in spite of the last contentious break up. I had had many offers of marriage none of which had tempted me. When questioned about why there had been no Mrs. MacDonald I always replied that I had been too busy to find the right one.
I had to do some work on my laptop for a while so the time till the meal was served passed quickly. Emma stirred and jumped as if confused.
"Oh oh. It's true. I was dreaming that I was flying home in style."
"Wake up we are about to have meal."
Following the meal Emma turned so she was looking directly at me.
"What is all this going to cost me? I know it has a price."
Now this was something that I was going to have to consider. It was too soon to give her an answer.
"What do you think would be a suitable payment?" I asked softly.