Reading these two chapters alone will not do the story justice. Please go back and read chapter 1-5. I promise it will make this part better.
This part isn't too BDSMy, but I wanted the people who read the first part to find it.
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Chapter 6
Her quarters were an upgrade from the Northumberland. She was fuming. With only a half a glass of wine before storming out, she was hungry and humiliated. At least she had her journal. And she had been kissed like she had never been kissed before. If she closed her eyes the hunger was replaced by the kiss. She could still feel it; his lips as they pressed firmly onto hers, the parting of her lips, not willingly she was certain, his tongue first tentatively touching hers then becoming more urgent, his hand firmly on the back of her head holding her in place.
As she sat and reflected on the evening's events, a story came to her. It was a story she had read of a boy, born blind, who had suddenly and miraculously regained his sight when he was 8 years old. Rather than be happy, the story reported that the boy was traumatized as his reality had shifted. Isabelle realized this is how she felt. Blind all of her life, her reality seemed to be shifting. She had to examine if this was the gift of sight or the terror of too much information for her to process. As she now knew where Alex had obtained most of his information, she decided to check her journal.
As she checked her journal she was distracted by Alexandre. He was the most handsome man she had ever met, he had a wonderful beard slightly graying and the deepest brown eyes she had ever seen. She wanted to find out what had driven him to kiss her. Was it knowledge he found within these pages? Or was it something else? She read. She found her journal entries of William and her doubt about their marriage. She read her entries of hatred of all things intimate. Further down, she found her loves; her loves of all things science, of all things technical, her curiosity of how systems work. There were entries with comments on the latest scientific journals, complete with sketches and etchings. These were all things William thought were nonsense. They were part of her journal that she kept hidden. He wouldn't have his wife waste her time on them.
As she continued to read, she came across the truth. Her chats with Lieutenant Oxford on how British sailors worked. Alexandre must be looking for secrets. She was quite sure she didn't have any secrets.
She heard a knock and shook off her musings.
"Come in."
"Captain's compliments."
With that Soleil put a tray of food down and withdrew. Isabelle attacked the food ravenously. She ate and drank until she was sated. Satisfied. Satisfied, that was it, wasn't it? William was not the person she needed to be with. But why did she come to this conclusion? With whom then? Was there someone? Was this yearning for someone simply part of her restlessness? She pondered this while framing it in Alexandre's words. She thought, William is not my husband. But how did she know this? That feeling of recognition for Alexandre came over her. She quickly dismissed it.
As she sat mulling over these questions, the kiss kept intruding. The wetness of the kiss seemed to be reflected in wetness between her legs. Something she had never felt before, not like this. All at once it came to her: the captain felt that perhaps she was his soul mate, his partner, his wife.
She realized the absurdity of this sentiment and at the same time she realized it had merit. She would accept his dinner invitation and they would discuss this absurdity as well as her lack of secrets. At least she would get some more of the excellent wine.
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Chapter 7
The next evening she dressed as a woman being courted. Her form-fitting dress was a simple shift that showed off her bosom and highlighted her wonderful hips.