My knuckles were tight on the steering wheel and my heart was pounding so hard I thought it was going to burst out of my chest.
Breathe girl, you're gonna be fine...This wasn't going to be like when you jumped up on the St Andrew's Cross at the hotel party. This time the person administering the pain will know what he is doing.
That thought was both scary and exhilarating as I climbed up the steps to the hotel room. I knocked on the door and waited. Slowly the door opened and a voice beckoned from the darkness.
"Take three steps into the room and close your eyes."
I took a deep breath and crossed the threshold and into the darkness.
One, step...chills ran down my spine.
Two, step...the slice of light from the doorway disappears.
Three, step...I shut my eyes tight and stop.
***
With my eyes shut tight, I opened my other senses to the room. I could hear him in the dark, his shoes softly scuffling across the rug as he crossed the room. He didn't stop next to me but continued on. There was a slight scent of musk and leather in the room.
I felt his presence before I heard his voice, "I'm right next to you and putting a blindfold in your hand. By putting this on you are agreeing to do what I say. You will not speak unless directly spoken to. This will be an intense session but you must trust that I will do nothing to permanently cause you harm. This will be a journey of pain and pleasure but if at any time you feel it is too much or you cannot go on you will utter the safe word. Do you agree to this?"
I took the blindfold and put it on. "Yes, I agree."
"Good, now what is your safeword?"
I thought for a moment and said with a smile, "Kenshu." And then turned myself over to him.
***
He leaned in and caressed my neck with his hot breath. I could hear the smile in his voice when he said, "I'm so pleased that you have decided to give yourself over to me. Now, strip for me."
Slowly my hands go down to my waist and I tug on the sash. The slinky black dress slipped open to reveal my nakedness underneath. I let the dress slide off my shoulders onto the floor. I'd prepared for this night by taking a long, hot bath and shaving all over. The cold air over my nipples and newly shaved pussy made me shiver with delight. The need to please and be accepted was overwhelming.
Would he be attracted or appreciative of the extra care I took? A tiny voice inside was whining. I quickly squashed it. No doubts, no regrets. I am here and this is what I want.
He must have sensed my doubt because he knelt me down onto my knees and handled me like a skittish colt. My ass was bare and angled outward. Open and easily accessed to anything. I'd never felt so bare and exposed. Every chance he had he rubbed himself over me while he cuffed my hands and legs. The contrast of the hardness through his jeans against my soft, bare skin was starting to make me wet.
"These cuffs are specially made so they can be quickly released at anytime," he reassured me.
After he cuffed me, he ran his hands up my shoulders and through my hair. He pulled my head back with my hair and kissed me roughly and quickly, scraping his teeth across my lips. He let go of my hair and ran his fingers down my back and over my buttocks.
He leaned over my body and I could smell his musky scent. I felt his hand pull away and then a second later there was a sharp stinging and clap as he struck my bare ass.
I let out a combination whimper and moan.
"Are you doing okay?" he asked carefully.