Chapter 1
Christopher had opened the store two years ago after a successful run at a software company. His friends thought he was crazy for opening a sex shop, but he told them it would be different - in a decent part of town, well lit, friendly.
He wanted to people to feel comfortable in the store, and he liked to consider it "upscale" in the sense it was tastefully decorated. He had everything from basic sex toys to very high end erotic costumes, latex, leather, boots and literature.
There was a young woman who lately kept eyeing the store on her way to school. He guessed she was still in high school by the uniform. There was something about her he couldn't get out of his head. She looked the clean cut type, all-American girl, but she was definitely very, very curious about the contents of the shop.
Alison was only allowed to walk in respectable parts of the city, per orders from her parents, who were not particularly keen on her walking at all. She found there was little of interest to find in those neighborhoods, though she still preferred it to the monotonous bus ride or subway travel. And so she always got off stops away from her home so she could travel a few blocks and experience the city.
But there was one route she found she took every day. It held the one shining dark pearl of interest on her walk, in her day, maybe in her life. It was like something you couldn't help coming back to, an itch that was polished by your touch. A shop that hinted at things she didn't know about, but felt instead.
Today as usual, Alison slowed as she reached its window front. She was dressed as any girl at her school, in a tartan skirt, dark gray tights, a white blouse with no neckline at all. Being as school was out, the sleeves were rolled up, revealing her dark skinned arms, and her hair pinned up in a messy bunch with two sticks. Her low-heeled shoes clicked slower as she gazed into the window, intrigued by what she saw and what she knew she wasn't seeing.
Christopher didn't usually open the store until 4, but he liked to get in earlier to review the inventory. He simply didn't get much traffic during the day, and he didn't mind the evening hours and in fact had employees to manage the store late into the night. Today he noticed the school girl again, walking even more slowly than usual. He considered his attire for the day, jeans and a white button-down Brooks Brothers shirt. What was it about her? He felt guilty for even thinking sexual thoughts about her, guessing that she was about 18. At 42, he was old enough to be her father. Still, what was the harm in saying hello to a pretty girl standing outside your store? He opened the door as she approached, and in his warmest, friendliest smile said, "Hi there."
Alison jumped as the latch opened, her heart suddenly racing, fear in her stomach as if she had just been caught at something. Her reverie broken, she turned from the window and looked at the man standing in the doorway. The dark passion his window had stirred in her was still visible in her eyes, a brief window into her soul before she gathered herself. Blushing she smiled nervously. "Hi," she muttered and ducked her head, ready to move away.
"You'd be surprised you know," he said, the smile in his voice trying to wash out any hint of aggressiveness.
She only took one step before he spoke. What did that mean, she asked herself, stopping and turning to him once more, first seeing her reflection in the storefront window. "I'm sorry, what did you say?" she asked politely, sounding like the high school queen she was.
"I can guess what you think it's like inside. And I can guarantee you it's not that." He liked her poise, confidence, but something about her vulnerability too. He could tell her curiosity was strong. "I used to run a software company, believe it or not," he said, appealing to her sense of ambition. She's probably a straight A student. "Started this store as a hobby, and now do quite well. We don't open for another hour, but I'd be happy to show you what's inside. You'd be the only customer - the whole place to yourself."
She wondered at first why he was speaking to her. But a look into his eyes and she remembered, remembered seeing him before, through the window. Her face grew hot as she realized he must have seen her looking before, noticed her. What must he think of her? Alison opened her mouth to brush him off but something stayed the words. He already knew, he already knew who she was, that she was the type to look in his windows, day after day. And here it was, her chance to step into that world that had been pulling on her for years. Before even she knew about this store. "Okay," she answered in a small but steady voice and she felt things click as if she had just switched tracks, or crossed a chasm.
"Great," he said warmly, and though he'd been confident he would get her into the store eventually, was pleasantly surprised to hook her on the first try. "I'm Christopher," he said looking directly into her pretty eyes and extending his hand. She was polite and well mannered and would expect a handshake. God, she was beautiful. From inside the store, through the glass, he could tell she was pretty, but this close she was stunning, without a stitch of makeup on. She smelled clean and natural, more soap than perfume. "Come on in."
His pleasant, polite response both reassured and worried her. It suddenly seemed so normal, so pedestrian as she shook his hand and readied to walk into the store. The door, well, no the window, had always seemed like a dark portal, partly mirrored, into something fantastic. She knew the something was really dark and fantastic deep in her own mind, but all the same. To shake hands and step into it like this . . . "I'm Alison," she answered him, perhaps more honestly than she should have. Her eyes glanced away at the street, wondering if anyone was watching this exchange, and what they would make of it.
He opened the door and followed her into the store. "Alison, this is probably a whole new world for you. Keep your mind open to possibilities. I've found that my customers are some of the most intelligent, creative people I've ever met. They might have a different perspective on things, but it's just different, not good or bad. Now -- my apologies for the lecture. I'm going to let you explore for a while. Take a look around and then ask me anything you'd like. Ok?"
Into the rabbit hole, the phrase came to her mind unwittingly as she stepped into the dimmer interior. While the tinted windows kept out the bright sun, she was surprised to see it was rather well lit inside, clean, spacious, not at all sleazy. As long as you ignored the displays, the objects, the artwork. Alison froze a few steps in, her heart racing, hearing the door close behind her, knowing that they were alone, the two of them in this world. She really didn't listen to his lecture, only to the tone of his words. She avoided looking at him at first as she stepped, in her school uniform, past some displays, glancing inside.
The angle of her upper body, leaning forward from the waist but her feet behind her, reminded him of some Disney adaptation of a fairy tale from his youth. He couldn't remember which, but thought, she does look like a princess. The act of leaning forward also revealed a certain athleticism he hadn't seen before, and without her looking he imagined what her body must be like under that uniform. "Go ahead, don't worry . . . it's just you in here . . . no one will see you."
She glanced at him at the sound of his voice, her dark eyes meeting his and then looking away. She realized what she had been doing and laughing nervously stepped into the shop some distance, glancing around to either side. No one will see me, I should be worried about that, one voice inside told her. And it wasn't that she had no concerns about the man. Look what he did for work. She knew she really was not worried because she wasn't sure she didn't want him to do something. Isn't this what this was all about, that there was something in her that had drawn her here, that she couldn't tell anyone else about. "Will you show me your wares?" she asked politely, turning those dark eyes back on him.
He could see from the rising and falling of her chest that she was breathing a little heavier, and her cheeks were flushed. He suddenly wondered if she'd ever had sex, if she'd watched porn, if she masturbated. He hadn't really thought about her in that way before, that level of detail, but he pondered these things as he watched her, and felt his own pulse quickening, remembering an Updike quote from Rabbit is Rich, something about any time a man is alone with a woman, regardless of place, age, he was always wondering if they would have sex.
She looked over at him, waiting for him to answer her question. She found his eyes on hers and there was an electric current between them. She stared at him for she didn't know how long before she realized it had been too long. She turned quickly away, trying to busy herself with whatever was in front of her. A sex swing the description said. She felt the blush spread, as if turning into something more, across her chest, her breasts, into her stomach, between her legs, her thighs feeling hot in their tights.