Sometimes I just need to let it out of me.
It is the beast in me: the mongrel, the dog, the wolf. It is the monster that roams behind me at all times, seeking what it may devour. Freud would call it the Id - that primitive portion of the brain that cannot think beyond the needs to eat, sleep, and fuck. The beast does not have patience for planning ahead or forethought - it wants what it wants, and it wants it at that exact moment, not a second later. When the beast has to wait, even for a few moments, it scratches and claws around at the walls inside my head until eventually it must be let out to do its business.
The beast is there when I open the door and see Babydoll reclining across the bed, sporting nothing more substantial than her lounging around panties and one of my t-shirts, hair tied up as she snacks on something or other and watches TV.
The beast eyes her like meat. And the beast is always hungry.
Babydoll says I give her a certain look when I'm in no mood for games - when my patience is exhausted and I am in no mood to let her be cute. She knows that look when Daddy is done and the beast is in the driver's seat.
She loves that look.
She tries to get up the moment she sees that look in my eyes, to greet me properly, only to have me grab her ankles before she can scurry off the bed and drag her to the edge of it. I slap her ass and growl, a wordless command not to move until given express permission.
She heeds with a whimper and a bite of her lower lip, holding as still as she can. Eventually she can't help but wiggle her tush at me, giggling nervously. She always gets nervous when I don't talk as much - I'm usually quite the chatterbox.
I slap her ass again, harder. She arches her back and shivers, then goes still and holds position. Taunting the monster out is one thing but once it's out she knows better.
I grip a fistful of her hair and snatch her back from the edge of the bed. I make her stare up at me as I keep slapping her ass. She starts to speak, and I growl to silence her. All she can do is wiggle back against me when I stop slapping her ass, pouting and grinding and try to be as sexy and cute and innocent as possible. When in the hands of the Beast, she knows her best bet is to make herself appealing as possible. Mercy is beyond her reaches when I let this animal out, but at the least she can hope for something akin to affection.
I can smell the mix of fear and excitement on her skin as she groans and squirms in my grip. It mixes with the scents of coconut oil in her hair and the tantalizing wetness between her thighs. One hand keeps a firm grip on her hair, while the other slides into her panties and begins greedily rubbing at her clit.