NINTEEEN 'Next Morning'
I wake, alone in our bed. Missing you. Missing your regular wake up routine. Stiff and dry. The sheets are tossed to the floor beside the bed. I stroke my cock absently while I listen for you showering, moving around in the bathroom.
Silence.
I wonder where you are. I notice the sun is up higher than it usually is when you wake me with your mouth. Last night was very satisfying. I stroke my cock absently, recalling.
My harshness with your mother. You waking me from my dream. Your massage with me deep and still inside you. Our energetic wrestling to ecstasy. Our sweaty relaxation into sleep.
My skin bunches over my head. I sigh.
I get up to go about my day. In the kitchen I put on coffee and pull the jug of her drink from the fridge. I pour some of the dun liquid into a shallow bowl, replace the jug into the fridge, and head downstairs.
I find you sitting halfway down the steps, watching your mother pinned to the wall, elbows at shoulder level, wrist higher and wide, heavy chain and padlock pendant holding her neck. She is sobbing. Short, thin streaks of dried blood traced over her shivering body. From behind, your form is hidden by the honey of your hair. No, not hidden, draped, set off, revealed in form. Even from this view, fully covered in honied silk, you are beautiful.
You hear me and turn, your face peeking out beside your veil. You have been crying, tear trails streak your face. Dried now. I wonder how long you've been sitting here.
"How long have you been sitting here?"
"I couldn't sleep."
"You didn't wake me."
You turn to look back at your mother.
"Scootch."
You slide over, pressing against the wall. I step past you, careful not to step on your hair, skipping a step. As I pass you reach behind me and brush the outside of my thigh with your hand.
I undo the padlock, open the door and set the bowl on the floor inside the door. Her head hangs down and she watches me, warily, suspiciously, eagerly. Wanting what she fears.
The weights on her nipples have pulled her tits nearly flat. The weights on her clit have stretched their hole through her sheath to the size of a dime.
I grab the chain hanging in the center of the enclosure and attach it to the back of her collar with its marine clip. I open the padlock holding the chain around her neck and pull the chain through the ring set into the wall. I like the way it looks hanging as a pendant, so drape the doubled chain around her neck and reset the padlock pendant.
I slap her tits several times - moderately hard - wake up strokes you might say. She slowly lifts her head. Eyes seeking mine. Without fire, nearly absent, weary. She is exhausted, having either stood or hanged from her arms all night.
I unlock her wrist and she slowly slumps to her knees. Her clit weights click on the concrete. She must be relieved, but shows no reaction. Very likely numb from the prolonged and constant pain. I reach down and lock her wrists behind her, resting at her waist. I press my foot against her back and push to force her to lean forward, her torso horizontal.
She shuffles over to the bowl, scraping her knees across the rough concrete. Her posture causes her to drag her nipple-weights on the floor. Sometimes they catch and hold, then release as they stutter beneath her. I am fascinated by the stretch and rebound. She doesn't seem to notice. You watch, fascinated, worried, intrigued, excited.
She kneels, ass high, face in bowl and laps and sucks up her fluid sustenance.
Her ass is high enough, her legs spread, that I notice the weights hanging from her cunt. I kick up into her crotch and her howl splashes her breakfast from the bowl. Her face and hair, as well as the floor, are smattered with the brown semi-liquid. I step around her and, shutting the door behind me, stroke my cock absently
I stand in front of you, on a lower step, my half-stiff cock at your mouth level. You look up at me, full of questions. Without averting your eyes, you lift a hand to hold my shaft. You cradle it gently. You glide your palm to my base. You draw back, lifting me slightly.
You look down at my cock and let it go, resting your hand in your lap.
"What's wrong, Sweet."
"I don't know. I just..."
I brush my fingers across your hair. I step up onto your step and sit on the step above you, swing one leg over your head to lay across your shoulder. My other foot rests on the step beneath the one you sit on.
I watch you. You watch your mother. I slowly, gently stroke the silken honey laying over your skull. And down your neck to your shoulders.
You turn your head up to look at me, your eyes full of questions. I know what those questions are. I know I can not answer them.
"She's lost weight."
"She has. And her muscles are weakened by lack of exercise."
"Why?"
"It's her choice. She knew it when she left, she knew when she came back. "It's her choice."
You look at your mother, licking the bottom of her bowl.
"Why?"
"I don't know. "Really, I don't know. It's what she is. Who she is. "No... it's what she is."
You look at her. You slowly shake your head. You look at me.
I shrug, "I don't know," I say, "I don't know but that's the thing she is." You shake your head clinging to my eyes. I shrug, "She came back knowing this was going to happen. She knew it when she left. She came back."
I stand and move to stand on the step beneath you, careful not to step on your hair. I offer my hand, you take it and I help you stand. I lead you up to the kitchen.
I sit at the end of the island, glad I'd changed the coverings on the stools to be comfortable to sit on ass-naked. I watch you open the fridge and bend slightly to take out eggs and butter. Your hair drapes over your shoulders, curtaining your tits. Your ass is a perfect curve rising from your trim waist and rounding over to smoothly meet your thighs which curve shallowly all the way to your knees.
You bend your knees to rise and straighten. Every move is a fluid dance. Most of your hair hangs down your back, flowing over your curves. A hank hangs in front of your shoulder, hiding your incurve, but framing the beautiful tanned globe of your tit which is thrust forward, your brown aerola lifting your gold nipple bars to flash off the refrigerator lights.