My discovery of power and love in college
She had jet black hair, a freckled face, and I was about to become her master.
An outgoing nature is something that I lacked dearly. At 5 feet 7 inches tall and 110 pound, I had always had wild fantasies, but I lacked the agency to take action on what I wanted. I only had one relationship throughout high school but it was short lived and was devoid of sexual energy. It was a known fact that I did not approach girls. On the rare occasion that someone would approach me, they would quickly lose interest because of my shy and withdrawn nature. I had one fantasy though, which momentarily helped me escape from my introverted prison; it was that of dominating another woman, of becoming her master.
On my third day of college I felt something beautiful possess me. At an orientation event I walked around awkwardly alone. I felt dejected, I thought that college might not have been the right place for me at all. It felt as though the current was pushing against me, I tried to row forward but it was becoming too onerous. I was ready to give in and follow the current back where I had come from. But then, I felt a sudden shock.
I saw Sarah. A beam of light entrapped her, and I was drawn in. She had short black hair cut into a bob style, big beautiful blue eyes, and the smallest nose you could ever imagine. She was just under five feet tall, so every time I talked she had to turn her head up towards me, widening her dough eyes and pursing her lips. She had A cup breasts and because of that she did not wear a bra. Her nipples, however, easily poked through her shirt, even sometimes making the outline of her pink nipples visible to all. Her ass was very large for her height and weight. She barely weighed 90 pounds and her ass must have accounted for about a third of that weight. She was someone that you just couldn't look away from. Every second in her presence was beautiful.
I went over to her, and I asked her all of the traditional questions. "What's your name?... Where do you come from?... What's your major?..." There was something special that existed beyond the substance of our conversation though. I could almost feel the electrical static in her hand when she went to rub my shoulder. Even then, she was giving up all of her power to me.
I didn't feel trapped anymore, I felt as if anything was possible. I was freed from my cage all because of Sarah.
We spent most of the next few days talking to each other. With my new found power, I could not get enough of her. It was obvious to everyone around us that we were destined to be together.
Then, when we belatedly became facebook friends, I made a heartbreaking discovery. She was in a relationship with someone from back home, a high school boyfriend. My entire body sank, my power was suddenly drained.
That night we went to a party together, and I confronted her about the issue. She saw how upset I was from the start, and she seemed just as upset as I was. She told me that she was planning on breaking up with him, but she just hadn't done so yet. I let the issue drop.