I answered an Australian Doublelist ad for a guy required for a BDSM fetish. Its not my usual thing but for some reason on this day it caught my curiosity.
I sent him off a message saying I was curious and after a few emails and he offered me a decent reward to allow him to cane me. Although I didn't really need the money, I felt an underlying want for the experience that I could remember feeling after experiences at my primary school, which in those days used corporal punishment as a first resort.
I was only ever caned once at school on the hand. It wasn't a hard hit and I was lined up with a whole group of other boys just getting one on the hand for misbehaving. I had seen other students get up to six strokes and often wondered what that sort of caning felt like.
The only other time I received corporal punishment was when I back chatted a teacher and she put me over her knee after school. I always thought I was a reasonably good student but when a good friend of my mothers was a fill in teacher I crossed the boundary of student teacher protocol and was forced to stay back after class.
Alone in the classroom with her, she took the time to scold me about my attitude and built up the atmosphere for the punishment I was about to receive. She was holding the cane as she dressed me down verbally and was threatening its use continually. She was looking for tears from me and when she finally got them she softened her persona and adopted a more caring approach.
After placing the cane on the table, she sat on the chair and beckoned me over to her. She reached out and took my hands and held them and told me she didn't want to hit me but I needed to be punished and ordered me to lower my pants.
Now this request would never fly these days, but in those days it was common to see a girl have her skirt lifted and boys have their pants lowered in front of the whole class while they were spanked.
This time I was lucky enough to not be paraded in front of a class of laughing children, so I took down my shorts and underpants and stood next to her while she led me over her knee.
She started her sermon again on behaviour while she lent her hand on my bottom. Her voice would be calm and then she would work herself up as she spoke and as she got to the peak of her tone she would smack me on the bottom. After each smack she would start talking again as she lightly rubbed my buttocks. The soothing feeling of her hand was counter productive to the smack and as an eleven year old its my first memory of having a sexual feeling.
She would have felt my excitement against her thigh and I didn't quite know what was happening to me until she stood me up and could see my arousal. I stood there for a moment and there is no way she could ignore it, but she did and ordered me to pull up my pants and go home.
After that event, whenever I saw another student put over the knee of a teacher, without fail I would get and erection.
Fast forward to the present, and here I am walking past the entry to what appears to be a doctor's surgery on the main road of Riverwood in Sydney's west.
I arrived early to our meeting place. He said the premises were shared and he didn't want anyone around to hear the noise. It was a cold morning and at five am was still dark. I was kidding my self that I was ok, but I was sweating and could feel my heart beating out of my chest. My phone lit up and I looked at the screen. He just sent me text to see if I was on time. I looked at his previous text which was the address, I checked I was in the right place and responded "I'm here".
The light went on behind a glass door that was frosted so I couldn't see in from the street. Then a silhouette appeared behind the door. I moved over to the door as I heard it being unlocked. It opened and I was greeted by a tall guy that I estimated to be at least sixty years old. He pointed to the centre of the room and just said "stand there". He locked the door behind me.
There was a large reception desk In front of me, chairs surrounding the perimeter of the room and just to the left of the reception desk was a large twisting staircase going up to the next level. I noticed a large amount of security cameras scattered around the waiting room.
The man returned with a yellow plastic washing basket and dropped it on the floor in-front of me. He said his name was Bob and I was to refer to him as "Sir". He also stated he wasn't interested in chat, speaking or even hearing my voice. He produced an A4 piece of paper and read it out to me. It was fairly clear and stated that I consented to him tying me up and caning, spanking and whipping me. It also said he would stop the session if my skin broke or he felt it was not safe to continue. Once he had finished, I nodded in agreement and took the contract over to the reception desk. I reviewed the document again and stopped short of the signature at a tick box. It had an option to remove any safe words and I paused over it for a second, ticked the option and signed my life away.