I answered an Australian Doublelist ad for a guy required for a BDSM fetish. Its not my usual thing but for some reason on this day it caught my curiosity.
I sent him off a message saying I was curious and after a few emails and he offered me a decent reward to allow him to cane me. Although I didn't really need the money, I felt an underlying want for the experience that I could remember feeling after experiences at my primary school, which in those days used corporal punishment as a first resort.
I was only ever caned once at school on the hand. It wasn't a hard hit and I was lined up with a whole group of other boys just getting one on the hand for misbehaving. I had seen other students get up to six strokes and often wondered what that sort of caning felt like.
The only other time I received corporal punishment was when I back chatted a teacher and she put me over her knee after school. I always thought I was a reasonably good student but when a good friend of my mothers was a fill in teacher I crossed the boundary of student teacher protocol and was forced to stay back after class.
Alone in the classroom with her, she took the time to scold me about my attitude and built up the atmosphere for the punishment I was about to receive. She was holding the cane as she dressed me down verbally and was threatening its use continually. She was looking for tears from me and when she finally got them she softened her persona and adopted a more caring approach.
After placing the cane on the table, she sat on the chair and beckoned me over to her. She reached out and took my hands and held them and told me she didn't want to hit me but I needed to be punished and ordered me to lower my pants.
Now this request would never fly these days, but in those days it was common to see a girl have her skirt lifted and boys have their pants lowered in front of the whole class while they were spanked.
This time I was lucky enough to not be paraded in front of a class of laughing children, so I took down my shorts and underpants and stood next to her while she led me over her knee.
She started her sermon again on behaviour while she lent her hand on my bottom. Her voice would be calm and then she would work herself up as she spoke and as she got to the peak of her tone she would smack me on the bottom. After each smack she would start talking again as she lightly rubbed my buttocks. The soothing feeling of her hand was counter productive to the smack and as an eleven year old its my first memory of having a sexual feeling.
She would have felt my excitement against her thigh and I didn't quite know what was happening to me until she stood me up and could see my arousal. I stood there for a moment and there is no way she could ignore it, but she did and ordered me to pull up my pants and go home.
After that event, whenever I saw another student put over the knee of a teacher, without fail I would get and erection.
Fast forward to the present, and here I am walking past the entry to what appears to be a doctor's surgery on the main road of Riverwood in Sydney's west.
I arrived early to our meeting place. He said the premises were shared and he didn't want anyone around to hear the noise. It was a cold morning and at five am was still dark. I was kidding my self that I was ok, but I was sweating and could feel my heart beating out of my chest. My phone lit up and I looked at the screen. He just sent me text to see if I was on time. I looked at his previous text which was the address, I checked I was in the right place and responded "I'm here".
The light went on behind a glass door that was frosted so I couldn't see in from the street. Then a silhouette appeared behind the door. I moved over to the door as I heard it being unlocked. It opened and I was greeted by a tall guy that I estimated to be at least sixty years old. He pointed to the centre of the room and just said "stand there". He locked the door behind me.
There was a large reception desk In front of me, chairs surrounding the perimeter of the room and just to the left of the reception desk was a large twisting staircase going up to the next level. I noticed a large amount of security cameras scattered around the waiting room.
The man returned with a yellow plastic washing basket and dropped it on the floor in-front of me. He said his name was Bob and I was to refer to him as "Sir". He also stated he wasn't interested in chat, speaking or even hearing my voice. He produced an A4 piece of paper and read it out to me. It was fairly clear and stated that I consented to him tying me up and caning, spanking and whipping me. It also said he would stop the session if my skin broke or he felt it was not safe to continue. Once he had finished, I nodded in agreement and took the contract over to the reception desk. I reviewed the document again and stopped short of the signature at a tick box. It had an option to remove any safe words and I paused over it for a second, ticked the option and signed my life away.
Bob took the contract and placed it in the photocopier next to the reception desk, and then placed my copy of the contract into the basket on the middle of floor. He then demanded I remove my clothes and place them in the basket.
It was freezing cold in the building. I took my shoes and socks off and the chill of the tiles actually stung the soles of my feet. Then I removed my jumper and shirt and dropped it into basket as well. It felt strange being half naked in what would normally be a public space and I wondered what the footage from all of the cameras would look like if someone reviewed it later. Finally, I removed my jeans and underwear and stood naked In front of him for inspection.
He motioned for me to follow him and he led me to a consulting room on the same floor as the reception and told me to lay on my side with my back towards him. There was a bag that I thought was a drip at first sight, but he explained it was for colonic irrigation and told me he didn't want me to shit all over his surgery floor. I felt his cold hands on my butt, then he spread my cheeks to get access to insert the tube that delivered a warm solution into my rectal cavity. Once the fluid had drained from the bag, he escorted me back to the reception.
I could feel the water in my stomach and a mild need to evacuate it. He motioned me upstairs but when I tried to go up the need to let the solution in my rectum go was too strong. I held onto the banister while I waited for a cramp to subside, then once it faded, I would attempt to get up another few stairs before the cramp would kick in again. It took a couple of cycles but I made it to the top without spilling a drop and was relieved to be shown the upstairs bathroom where I quickly sat down on the toilet and cleaned out my system.
When I came out of the bathroom, he was waiting for me outside one of the rooms. The door was open and he signalled that I needed to enter. The room was a storeroom and in the middle of it was what looked like a modified massage table. It appeared it would allow him to bend me over and have my face sit in a hole and there were various other holes in it as well. In the room was a basket of ropes and there were some paddles and canes and a few belts on a table to the side of the room.
He took out a really long rope and told me to face the wall. He started wrapping it around my arm near the elbows and twisting it around and working the rope down towards my wrists. Every few loops he would tie a knot which would pull, my arms closer together, enough that I could feel the tension in my shoulders. Once finished, he took me to a mirror to show off his handy work. I noticed the ropes were perfectly aligned and each knot was neat and aligned as the ran down my arms. I also noticed that I had zero movement. This was contrary to my imagination of handcuffs or loose bindings and I felt strong wave of claustrophobia sweep over me. Bob could sense my discomfort and assured me it would be all over shortly if I just did what I was told. He took me through a breathing exercise which helped a lot and started telling me the origins of the sort of binding I was in, which in this case did the job as I felt comfortable again.
I had put my head against the wall again. He restrained my ankles with two straps attached to a pole which kept my ankles about a foot and a half apart. He then took another long piece of rope and after massaging my tentacles to get them out of the warmth of my body, proceeded to wrap the rope around them. He did it slowly, wrapping the rope around once, then letting my body concede, then wrapping it around again. I could feel constriction but it wasn't painful. He finished off by tying the rope off to the centre of the leg restraint pole.
Finally, he put a restraint over my head with a large ball that went in my mouth and then he put a large dogs choker chain around my neck and then led me to the table.
He had to assist me to the table. Turning around with my balls tethered to my legs was difficult and one wrong move meant an injection of pain. I could only waddle and as I caught sight of myself in the mirror, I could see my hands and balls were already turning blue. As he bent me over the table, he fed the choker chain thought he hole and fixed it off underneath pinning my head to the table. My feet were secured to clips near the floor and a large belt held my waste to the table. He slid a mirror under the table in front of me and I could see my face through the hole with the big red ball strapped in my mouth. I was kidding myself if I didn't think I was scared. I could see the mirror shaking with every beat of my heart.