This was to be my fourth visit to see Mistress Raven. For months I had researched the world of BDSM and Mistresses and had selected Mistress Raven to provide my introduction to this erotic world. In two short sessions she had gained my trust enough that I removed all previous restrictions and told her I would come and be her pet to do with as she pleased. Whatever she asked, whatever she wanted to do to me I would allow.
My first visit I set several limitations but asked her to push my limits a little. I had initially been dead set against any intrusion into any holes in my body. The day before I gave her permission to extend that restriction if she chose to. It would be a test that would help to me understand how much I could trust her and how much I wanted to explore her world.
Domina Raven was the consummate professional. She started each session by sitting and talking with me. Reviewing my limitations and very clearly setting boundaries and safe words. She had me repeat the safe words making sure I understood how to use them. She ended the sessions with a debrief assuring herself that I was okay to leave alone and making note of what I liked and disliked from the session in which she had just honored my servitude.
She convinced herself I knew the safe words before sending me off to the shower prior to our session.
She led me into a room and started by restraining me face down on what's best described as an operating table. She began by dragging a cat-of-nine tails lightly up and down my body. Damn, I wasn't expecting to get aroused so early so quickly. I assume she was watching my body react because she suddenly picked up her tool and flailed me 3 times on my back and buttocks screaming at me that I did not have her permission to get aroused.
"Yes Mistress. Sorry Mistress."
"Damn right you're sorry. You don't know just how sorry you are."
My back was lightly stinging. Mistress laid the handle of her whip between my buttocks allowing the leather straps to dangle over my testicles. She proceeded to spank me bare handed commenting on how pleased she was that my flesh turned pink so quickly. Spanking wasn't something that intrigued me, or so I thought. My ass was stinging, my balls were tingling and my cock was rock hard. Mistress Raven slipped a blindfold on me, teased that she was going to shove the handle of her whip up my ass, turned me over, added nipple clamps and some electrode pads to my cock and balls. Painful and arousing. Then she slipped off my blindfold and showed me a tray of slightly curved stainless steel rods.
"Know what these are?"
"No." She gave me a jolt of electricity to my groin. "Ahhh" I screamed. Panting I said "No Mistress".
"Better. These are urethral sounds my little toy. You're going to watch me slide these in and out of your puny little cock. I suggest you try to maintain an erection. It makes the process so much easier and so much more pleasant."
That was my stretch the first night.
The second visit I told Mistress Raven I wanted a completely unscripted session. She was to do to me whatever struck in the moment, whatever activity she longed to have me participate in or used for that suited her mood. This was as much a test I had prepared for me as it was for her.
Mistress Raven had me prepare by using an enema so I was clean inside and out in case she decided to invade my anus. A stretch even before I had arrived. When I arrived Mistress Raven restrained me on a cross, applied impact play well beyond what she had done on my first visit and stretched my limits further with more extensive cock and ball torture with extensive use of electricity on my nipples and crotch. She used rope restraints that made me feel like I was part of the knots she was tying, pushing things against my anus threatening to penetrate me but never actually doing it, having me suck on a strap on she was wearing and finally lick up my cum off the floor at the end of the session.
During our debrief that night I told her I already had complete trust in her and was going to remove all restrictions. She confirmed I understood what I was giving to her. I acknowledged my complete submission to her having every faith she would always honor our safe words.
Our third session was more of the same. Mistress Raven just seemed to have more fun playing with me, having my worship her feet with and without shoes, crawl like a dog, clean areas of her dungeon with various implements while restrained. Changing activities on a whim. Extending some activities longer than she had intended because she was deriving so much enjoyment watching my torment in that particular activity. Many times she threatened me with anal penetration again. I think she knew that was a large step for me and used it as a powerful fear mechanism but also I think she wanted to make sure it would not break our new relationship if in fact I wasn't ready for it.
During our debrief that night when I told Mistress Raven there was nothing I didn't enjoy doing for her and nothing had scared me to the point of using a safe word. She told me she accepted my complete trust in her. I had convinced her I was willing to do anything she requested even though she had held back at times, she knew she could have pushed me further and would begin doing so in subsequent sessions. My sessions would become visits with no limitation on duration. Some would be as short as 30 minutes, some would be longer possibly spanning days. I would not know when I was ordered to visit how long I would be in her possession.
Then Mistress Raven made a confession to me. She told me she had felt a strong connection with me the first night we met. She was happy her intuition had not been wrong and that I had in some way felt the connection as well. Then Mistress Raven told me to cancel all plans I had for the coming weekend and to knock on her door promptly at 4:45pm Friday evening.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. Mistress opened the door. "Step inside please and wait right here."
"Yes Mistress."
"Strip please."
"Completely?" I don't know why I asked that.
Mistress slapped my face. "Impertinent slave, is there any other way to strip other than completely?"
"No Mistress. Sorry Mistress."
I was immediately aroused. I couldn't control myself. The bulge in my pants was obvious to my Mistress.
"Nice. You're already aroused. Foolish slave."
She undid my pants and pushed them down enough to scoop up my balls and cock in her hand and wrap her finger and thumb around the base of my cock, pinching my balls up into her palm. She squeezed until her thumb and forefinger touched pinching off the blood supply to my genitals. I had a lump in my throat trying not to cry out.
"You know why you're here right."
"Yes Mistress."
"Tell me why."
"To give myself to you completely Mistress. To put myself in your hands for you to have me please you in whatever way you deem."
"And you trust me totally?"
This seemed an odd question. "Yes Mistress."
"Remember that all night long my pet, for you are precious to me. It is so seldom a Mistress gets someone who gives themselves totally and freely to their Mistress. We are about to embark on an incredible journey together."
"May I speak freely Mistress?"
"You may but I may choose not to respond."
"Do not all your pets give themselves totally to you?"
She laughed. An honest warm laugh. She had the biggest most beautiful smile when she looked up at me.
"You silly boy. You are a treasure. Most of my pets have particular fetishes, strong limits, they always want the same scenes. It is rare and always treasured by a Mistress when she finds a pet who will give themselves entirely to the whim of their Mistress. No restrictions. No limits. Entirely my choice when you walk through my door. That is why I will never allow anything to happen to you when you're in my possession. And for someone to do that after just two visits is such a prize. And you readily proved that commitment on your third visit. Now get your clothes off and wait here."
"Yes Mistress." I undressed at the door while my Mistress stepped away. She returned carrying a collar, a lead and a riding crop. "Turn around and hold these. I need to reprimand you for not taking your clothes off when I demanded."
