Your instructions were explicit. You were to wear that tight dress. The black one that revealed more than it hid. You are comfortable with your body, but this dress always made you feel self-conscious. He knew it. You were supposed to sit at the bar and flirt. This is what a good slut does. Flirts and teases.
One drink was brought over compliments of the two 20 somethings sitting across from you. You wave them over for some small talk. You don't care what they are even saying. You just love the attention. One of their hands is on your thigh, another on your back. You are in bliss. The attention is what you need, you crave.
You look at the time. It is near. You grab your bag and kiss each passionately good bye. Each of them wanting more. They coerce and cajole, but you keep walking to the elevator. They were a mere footnote of your night.
You run through the list again in your head. Those instructions. Hoping you don't miss a detail. You slide the key card in the door and it unlocks. The room is lit, but just dimly. Shades are drawn. You take a quick glance around, but you can't linger. Items are out of place, but you can't think about why. You quickly undress. You pull it over your head and hang the dress up in the closet. You notice, placed on the bed, your cuffs. You attach them. First to your ankles, then your wrists. Then you put the collar on and finally the blindfold.
Darkness is all around you now. No time to waste. You kneel. Up off your legs. Hands interlocked behind your head. Knees apart. You wait. Your heart beats heavy. That's the only sound you hear. Then the air conditioner kicks on. It is loud. You think you hear and feel movement, but you are unsure. You wait.
You fear, you anticipate. You know you are protected, but yet you still fear. Then you feel it. A warm breath. Behind you. On your shoulder. That sends a shiver down your spine and a drip down your leg. Anticipation is really heightened. Your body is wound tight. Turned on. Begging for release.
Still just that breath.
Finally, he runs his index finger up your spine, circling your ear, then tracing your jaw and lips. Interrupted by that sensual touch, you feel a nipple pinched. Not by a hand, but something else, something immovable. Then just as quick, the other is pinched. This pleasure/pain is starting to intensify.
"Up", is the only word said. You rise, still in your heels. One hand is grabbed. While his other hand, placed on your back, directs you to the bed. Then you are pushed down, face down. Taking your breath away. Before you know it, your arms are pulled and stretched to the sides of the bed. You hear clicks. Then the same goes for your ankles. You dare not struggle, but you can still feel the restriction these restraints hold on you.
Suddenly you feel your mistake. Your thong is being pulled tightly up your body. Creating a slight discomfort in your ass and pussy. Snip, snip. Your favorite pair were now shreds. He said, "Open!" As soon as you start opening, your head is yanked back, then they are shoved in your mouth and tape is placed over your mouth. "You stupid cunt can't even follow simple directions!"
Your heightened fear is back. You can't explain. Can't apologize. Suddenly, something is placed and taped on your ears, then you hear it. Music. Music to drown out any noises. You can only hear the music. The thump of the bass pounding in your ear. You try to hear something else, but all you hear is music.
What is happening? Thinking is happening. Anticipation has over run fear again. Waiting. Wondering. Feeling the wetness again. This is what you wanted. This is what you thought about. But this isn't truly what you wanted. Fantasy and reality are rarely equal. You feel excited, a little scared, and really turned on. How can that be? How can fear and excitement...Smack, smack, smack..
You feel the hand coming down on your ass. Left, right, left, right.