Vixen
That is what he calls me: "Vixen". We both agreed not to exchange real names so that anonymity was easy to hold onto, even after the weekend. Months of meeting up behind a screen, messaging about our innermost fantasies, and exchanging some pics and short videos have all come to this moment. The thought of disappointing him in the flesh made me this close to backing out, but my curiosity got the better of me. The chatroom we happened to meet in was a result of me dipping my toe into the world of BDSM. He found me immediately and, apparently, enjoyed my fumbling around the lingo and having more boundaries than what I am guessing the majority of people in the chatroom had. The truth is I don't want to be tossed around roughly I just want someone confident who knows what he is doing. That's why I had ventured to the chatroom. That's where I found "Dom".
It was to the point. Not some lewd "
Forever69"
or idiotic attempt at humor like
"Jack_Hoff".
Dom is confident enough to know what he is and what he brings to the table. At least that's how he came across every time we spoke. There is a horrible fear in me that maybe he wasn't as truthful online as I was and this is all some big setup.
Thoughts like that send butterflies of anxiety and anticipation to my stomach. I pull the hem of my short dress down one more time and check my phone for a new notification again. The clock shows me that I am still early. He had said to meet in the hotel bar at 8:30, and I had shown up at 7:50. I had thought this would be a better idea than redoing my makeup and hair for the 16
th
time out of nerves.
He has seen pictures of you completely nude; you really think him seeing you in a dress is what is going to turn him away?
A deep breath and a long sip of my Dirty Vodkatini gives me back some semblance of being in control of myself and I readjust my stance on the barstool. It's hard to stay comfortable in the dress. Dom sent it to me after we had decided we were going to meet face-to-face. It's tight, black, and a bit revealing but not overly so. The bust is squared off and hugs my breasts perfectly, and it forms to my body to just about halfway down my thigh. It's definitely shorter than I'm used to wearing, but paired with slim heels I feel incredibly sexy. My hair is back and in a ponytail, and I'm wearing dark lipstick just like he likes. None of that compares to the real star of the show; I added this little number.
Under the dress is hiding the naughtiest negligee I have ever purchased. A black thong, but instead of fabric along the crotch is a string of pearls. I bought it thinking it could be fun for the weekend, but I've never worn one. I didn't realize that these would arouse me to this level. Honestly, I assumed that these would just be a slow burn; grazing me now and then to remind me of things that were to come. But either the tightness of the dress forcing my thighs to clutch so hard or the awkwardness of my perch on the barstool have these beads rubbing my clit and down the length of my slit so much I can feel wetness pooling and am terrified that I will leave evidence of my arousal on this chair. The thought sends blood rushing to my face. Between the embarrassment of leaving evidence behind and the building anxiety in my stomach I am starting to think it would be better to just run the hell out of this bar and go back home with my tail tucked between my legs.
The thought is gone as quickly as it formed: I'm not going anywhere. I'm too invested at this point to just pick up and leave. Adjusting myself on the barstool again as the damn underwear torments my clit I'm back to the same train of thought.
Please get here soon to save me from myself
.
Dom
I saw her immediately from across the room. She's exactly the way I pictured her. The dress and shoes I sent compliment her curves so well she looks like someone who knows exactly how many heads she turns when she walks in the room. She doesn't know, though. My little Vixen is so shy and unaware of the power she wields. My cock starts to harden at the idea of all of the things I plan to teach her this weekend. I know that she expects me to take the reigns, and I fully intend to keep her satisfied. It'll just be this weekend, so it's gotta be good. That means I have to take it somewhat slowly. She is very green at all things that fall under my tastes, and I don't want to scare her away or make her uncomfortable in any way. I promised her a weekend of fun and opening up to new things, and that's what I am going to deliver.
I like watching her, though. I came here earlier than her for that purpose. Though, not that much earlier. Knowing my vixen made me certain she would be nervous, but I had no idea how much. When she walked into the room forty-five minutes early and found a place at the bar I smiled to myself amused by her show of fake confidence. She was trying hard to put off vibes of knowing what she was doing, but I knew better. She was out of her comfort zone, and more fidgety than I thought she would be. So far Vixen's nervous habits include pulling at her dress, playing with the gold necklace she always seemed to wear, and picking at her nails. She also kept rearranging herself on the chair. A comfortable position seemed to be just out of reach, but the dress shouldn't be making her that self-conscious. Maybe it was just the situation.
Watching her squirm is a delicious appetizer for the upcoming meal, but I've decided my appetite is calling out for more. I toss back the remaining whiskey in my glass before I stand and make my way to my vixen.
Vixen
He came out of nowhere. I didn't even realize anyone was in that corner of the bar until he came towards me. I knew him immediately. His pictures were clearly something real and not photo-shopping him to a new identity. Plus the swagger he comes in with is something that can't be faked. Only a man who knows his worth walks that way; he owns the room.
He walks straight to me and props his elbow on the bar all while looking into my eyes. This man knows me better than most and the cockiness of that knowledge is radiating out of his dark iris's. A half smile appears on his face and I'm at his mercy. The pearls are not to be ignored and choose this second to rub my swollen clit for good measure. My breath hitches at the touch and I nearly tumble off the barstool. Like the damn hero in a story, he comes to my rescue and rights me on the seat. His smile a little wider now; I can practically see laughter in his eyes and my embarrassment kicks into high gear. I would love to crawl into a hole about now and call this whole thing a wash.
To his credit, he never laughed out loud. Instead a voice that somehow manages to sound the way liquid chocolate looks pouring out of a jar: rich, smooth, and luxuriously dangerous comes out of his mouth. "Watch yourself, Vixen. I have plans for you tonight that don't include a run to the hospital."
Oh my!
As far as first impressions go it's definitely him one, me nothing. I try desperately to think of something cool and witty to say back, but come up short. I am completely out of sorts. Online me would have a quip back, but here I am vulnerable and just made a fool of myself.
You're in over your head
starts to play on repeat in my brain. Not only can I not come up with anything clever, but at this point I am doubtful that I can make coherent sounds come out of my mouth.
What were you thinking coming here?!
I am on the verge of tears I'm so humiliated. All I want to do is run out of this room and never look back, right after I tear these ridiculous underwear off of me. I move to stand, and he gently grabs my hand.
"Are you alright?" comes across with actual genuine caring in his voice. He takes my hand in his and raises it to his chest to pull me closer to him. I slowly lift off the seat and nestle my head into his neck. To anyone else we probably look like we are old friends embracing. I'm immediately comforted. My Dom. He always says sweet things when I need it, how did I think he would be any different in person? I let out a sigh of relief as I feel my nerves settle. His arms around me are strong and my mind takes me to places that are much more relaxing than where it had me before. He smells so good; like mahogany and bourbon. His chest is strong and solid and my hands wants to explore more. The damn pearls will not leave me any rest and take me off guard as my mind wanders. A barely audible moan slips past my lips and Dom pulls his head back a bit. He looks down at me all mischief and confidence, "Feeling better are we?" I nod my head while I bite my bottom lip. I have to get the hell out of this bar.
"Can we go upstairs? I don't want to be down here anymore." I can hear how pathetic I sound, but I don't care one bit if it means I can get up to a bathroom and rip this forsaken article of clothing off. Commando is so much more appealing than this torturous thing. With a cocky smile, he brings my hand to his mouth and gives me a tiny, gentlemen like kiss before winking at me and saying, "Whatever you desire, Vixen."