I've been in this concrete room for a month. I think. The days blurred together, maybe it's only been a couple weeks. I had traveled to Somalia to see more of the world; visit the vibrant villages and beautiful beaches. The occurrences of pirate kidnapping has drastically reduced in the last few years, and I wasn't all that concerned about it when I came here. I might be a girl, but I'm not a journalist, or a politician, just an average person looking for some adventure. I got more than I bargained for.
They treated me well enough. It's against pirate rules to harm a hostage unless there's a physical threat from them or attempted escape. I think they're used to hostages who beg, cry, and fight tooth and nail. What they didn't realize was that they had grabbed an already broken person. Whenever they gave me a command, I obeyed instantly without thinking about it first. When they were rough with me, I partly leaned into the contact, hating how much I loved the touch. The bruises from their rough grabs sent guilt and thrills through me, and I found myself fantasizing every single night about them taking advantage of me.
I can see the desire in their eyes when they look at me in my tank top and loose shorts. They can't hurt me, so they won't do anything, but I lay awake at night wondering how far I can push their resolve until they snap and rape me.
There's eight guards total in this camp, and only one hostage. They must be bored out of their minds. Since being here, I've made friends with the main guard who watches me at night. There's a language barrier, of course, but we've picked up on common words to communicate.
I finally couldn't help myself tonight. While everyone else slept I whispered out to my guard that I needed help. He stirred, and came inside. "Problem?" he said, equally quietly. I motioned for him to come closer and lifted my blanket, showing that I was already naked.
He stiffened, pausing halfway in his step towards me and stared, gripping onto his rifle like it was the only thing stopping him from lunging at me. "I need your help." I said again, and spread my legs apart for him to get a better view of my pussy.
He looked me in the eyes and made a decision. He set down his gun and slowly undressed. I was so hot with desire, I started rubbing my already wet pussy and let out quiet moans. He undressed quicker and finally climbed on top of me on my bed. "Secret" I whispered into his ear, and he nodded back. "Secret."
I scratched his back as he plunged his already hard cock in my pussy with one thrust, not wasting any time with foreplay. I pulled him closer to me, my nails in his skin, and he wrapped my hair around one fist and held my head down to the thin pillow I had. His hips moved sharply, and the sweet pleasure mixed with the intense shame; it was so incredibly wrong. I was letting one of my captors fuck me!
This realization, that it wasn't fantasy anymore, unlocked something within me and I jerked my own hips up into him like I would die if I didn't. He fucked me harder, thrusting and grinding into me. I could no longer keep quiet, and he slapped me before putting his hand over my mouth. I loved every bit of it. His command over me pushed me over the edge and a shocking orgasm tore through me, urged on by the complete wrongness of it all. I squeezed around his cock, and pumped his balls until his cum was oozing out of me, and he pulled out. "Secret." I said again.
He left shortly after and resumed his post in front of my door for the rest of the night. The next few nights continued the exact same way, always in different positions, but my shame and guilt never lessened.