Galen was dumbfounded by Helen's behavior. Turning to his housemates, he remarked in an offhanded manner, "Wow. She's pretty upset...
Both women gave him that time-honored look that only a woman close to a man's heart can give, the one which carries the non-verbal message:
I can't believe I love such a total idiot!
"Yeah, it's almost as if her boyfriend dumped her!" Justine replied, dryly.
After a short, but uncomfortable silence, Angel softly began, "Master, I think he just did..."
"Hmmm? What do you mean?"
"Well, you just told her you were moving away, and that Justine is having your baby...'
"So?"
"Master, we think she had plans for you, of which you were unaware," she replied carefully, "plans which were based on your continuing to be nearby, and didn't allow for your having relationships with other women." Justine vigorously nodded her agreement
Galen stared at her uncomprehendingly, but soon the light dawned. He sat down and rested his head in his hands.
"Shit! I never saw this coming... what do I do now?"
"Do you want her?"
"I don't know... it never crossed my mind that she might want
me
!"
"Master," Justine interjected, "you should at least talk to her..."
"What if she
does
want a relationship with me? I can't do that now... I have both of
you
..."
"That's right!" Angel declared, "
You
have
us
!
We
belong to
you
... not the other way around. There is nothing about your relationship with us that precludes your have other relationships, with other women... even intimate relationships."
"You mean you would be okay with the idea of me... er...
dating
other women?"
"Absolutely," Angel replied.
"No problem," Justine echoed earnestly. "Date them, sleep with them, fuck them, make babies with them... hell,
marry
them if you want. Just
please
don't forget that
we
belong to you! If you decided you didn't want us anymore, it would break our hearts..."
"... or worse..." Angel added soberly.
Galen was stunned. He understood, conceptually, what the ladies were saying, but couldn't really wrap himself around it emotionally. It was foreign to his entire experience with interpersonal relationships.
There was an awkward silence as he tried, and once again failed, to understand women. He threw up his hands and declared, "I still don't know what to do about it!"
Angel shrugged and asked, "Putting aside the question of whether you want to possess her, do you really want her out of your life forever? Didn't you say she was a good friend? Are you willing to lose her altogether?"
"No.. yes... no... hell, you know what I mean!"
"I'm not sure we do..." Justine ventured, "but I still think you need to talk to her, and pretty quick, too. If you don't, I believe that you
will
lose her, not just as a lover!"
"She's not my lover!"
"Maybe not," Angel retorted, "but she
wants
to be."
"You two are impossible!"
"No Master," they responded in unison, "we just see the situation a little more clearly than you right now."
It was nearly impossible for Galen to get angry at them, or stay that way, and he knew he was losing the... argument. Since when do slaves argue with the Master?
<...>
The two girls continued their gentle urging until he gave in, so only minutes after Helen had fled his apartment, he found himself standing alone, in front of her door and ringing the bell.
"Are we still friends?" he asked, quickly, as soon as she opened the door. He held out his arms and walked toward her. She didn't move, but she allowed him to enfold her.
The moment she felt herself cocooned in his arms, she burst into tears and buried her face in his neck. It took Galen many long minutes of soothing words and stroking her back before she calmed down enough to breathe normally. Even then, there were occasional sobs, gasps, and sniffles.
He walked her over to her sofa, and looked around for some tissues. Finding none, he went to her bathroom and retrieved the box that she kept on the vanity. Returning to the sofa, he sat with her, and handed her tissues as she dried her tears, cleaned her face, and blew her nose.
When she seemed more in control of herself, he asked "Do you want to tell me what's going on? I don't understand what you're so upset about..."
She stared off into space, refusing to meet his eyes. Taking a deep breath, and heaving a sigh, she said, "I'm sorry. I'm just being silly. I... I've just had a crush on you since we first met... I know I never told you. I guess I thought I had time...
"Now you have a new girlfriend... no,
two
new girlfriends! ... and they're both so beautiful, and I'm so plain... and one of them is going to have your baby! Time ran out for me... and now you're going to move away and leave me all alone!" She burst into tears again, and for the briefest of instants, Galen simply sat there dumbfounded. Very quickly, he regained his composure, and gathered her into his arms again.
"I'm so sorry, baby... I just didn't' know... and you're
just
as desirable..." he murmured.
He held her for the longest time, silently stroking her hair and her back, until she calmed herself again. As she did, she began to feel somewhat uncomfortable in his embrace, and gently pushed against his chest. He understood her wish, and easily allowed her to move away from him.
"So... are we still friends... or not?" he challenged.
"Yes," she sniffed, looking at him balefully. "I guess so. Not that it'll matter a whole lot, with you moving away..."
"Of course it'll matter," he snorted, "I don't have so many
real
friends that I can afford to lose one!"
She dropped her gaze to the floor again, and observed, "You've got those girls, and a baby on the way. You already said that you're moving, as soon as you can find a house. When are you going to have time to spend with
friends
? I know you're a good guy... I just don't see where Mark and I could fit into your life... or your schedule, for that matter!"
He reached over and tilted her chin up, so that he could look into her eyes.
"Helen, I'm not sure at this point what I
should
want, in terms of a relationship with you. I've avoided looking at my own feelings on the matter, because I always thought you wanted to keep things at the friendship level..."
"And now it's too late for anything else," she interrupted.
"Maybe," he answered, "and maybe not." He held up his hand to forestall a hostile rejoinder, and continued. "However that may work out, I
still
need friends. I'm not prepared to let you disappear completely from my life, and I'm not prepared to give up the time you've let me spend with Mark. What I
am
prepared to do, is commit to making time to spend with you both, regardless of where I live."
"You're going to have responsibilities as a father, and I'm
not
going to be just one of your girlfriends," she declared haughtily. "Even if I
were
willing, what would your women say about that?" she demanded.
"Why don't you just ask them?" he challenged. "I'll even let you talk to them right now, by yourself... Yes! Let's do that! I need to go to the office anyway. Come back to my apartment with me. You'll know if I say anything to influence them. I'll get my stuff, and head out, and you can talk with them, while I'm gone."