For Sue
Important note, this is a FANTASYβ¦β¦β¦.the actions of meeting a stranger from online and entering in to this kind of situation is a REALLY bad idea!
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She stood waiting at the airport, unsure what the hell she was doing there, and shaking slightly in her new and unfamiliar 5" heels. Her nervousness was increased by the knowledge that if she slipped she'd be embarrassed by the uncommon undergarments she wore. He'd sent her a garter belt and stockings and a pair of tiny panties in a style she'd never worn. They seemed somehow inappropriate and overly dressy in conjunction with her short skirt. Feelings of foolishness flooded her at the thought that she, a mature woman with plenty of life experience, was here and feeling like a teenager over an unexpected and completely overwhelming desire for a man she'd never met. It had all started innocently enough several months earlier when a stranger had wandered in to her favorite online chat room. His humor and sardonic attitude masked a caring man with a deeply erotic sensibility. They'd chatted, at first in the room, then via private messages. He'd seemed to sense something in her, a need, an emptiness, just begging to be filled. After several weeks of conversation, He had revealed Himself as a Dom. She smiled at the memory of how she'd stared blankly at the computer screen until he sent her an explanation followed by links to websites for devotees of power exchange, as well as the names of several books dealing with his lifestyle.
As she'd read the sites and spoken to Him, she could feel things shifting inside her. Her world was tilting, and she liked it even as her fears grew. Surely this was not who she was, what she wanted! To be a "submissive," or even a (her mind choked on the word) "slave"? Participating in "play" sessions involving use of cruel looking "toys" called floggers? Being bound and helpless during sex? This was NOT the way things were supposed to be! But she kept reading, and speaking to Him, and growing more and more enamored of their time together. She started longing to see His name, to hear from Him, even if only a brief e-mail. Sometimes she could picture Him smiling as they spoke online, even though His face was hazy, seen only in a few small scanned photos. And when He'd asked her to call Him, she had. There was no thought until she heard His voice, soft in her ear, speaking her name like a caress. Then she was too flustered to wonder why she'd done it. The phone calls followed rapidly after that, along with some snail-mailed gifts such as her new shoes. Inevitably He'd asked to meet and she had blurted out a "yes" without really thinking about it.