How I ever found myself lying on his bed, in his house, after all I've been through, I'll never know. But here I was and I was scared to death. I had been burned in this lifestyle enough times to make me run screaming from it but something spoke to me when it came to him. I had finally found a man that I really believed I could trust once again. His words, his promises, kept reverberating in my head over and over as I lay there waiting on baited breath... "Fear is the ultimate aphrodisiac... you will have to be introduced very slowly... your first time you will be scared to death," and I was.
Just the anticipation of the feel of leather and the control that he exerts over me and above all, the trust... I felt so vulnerable and knew, in time, I would be. He had said that I must know what I am and my place in his house but at the same time I knew that I could trust him not to hurt me. And then, before I realized it, I felt it... the subtle dragging of a flogger over tender flesh and I inhaled quickly, knowing at any moment that he could use it against my will but deep inside, trusting him not to do so. That quick beat of my heart, that instant that I knew it was beginning, was followed by a quick tug on my collar and the leash he had attached and I knew that he was reminding me who was in charge. Glancing up, I knew he could see the flash of fear in my eyes intermingled with the desire to experience all he had to offer and then beautiful eyes were shielded beneath a silken blindfold slipped over my gaze. Closing eyes even beneath the darkness that surrounded me, I couldn't help but gasp softly when he bound my hands and feet to the corners of his four-poster bed. All I could hear was his steady breathing and the beat of my own heart and then, in an instant, he moved away but I could feel him standing close, just watching me and there was no control to the flutter within taut exposed belly as fear again licked along the curve of my spine.
I couldn't help but whimper as I felt the tails of his flogger slide sensually over my shoulder, fear overtaking me as my throat constricted, unable to stop the soft begging that came in a heated whisper, "Please, no..." but I felt him lean close to whisper softly against the silken cloth that brushed my ear, "Trust me girl" and I couldn't help but respond with that which had been engrained in my head even as a small tear fell from underneath the blindfold, "Yes, Master"
Exposed, vulnerable on my back, I felt the trail of tails inch over my breasts before moving away, pulling forth another whimper from slightly parted lips as I began to tremble slightly. It was as if I was terrified to death but at the same time loving what he was eliciting from within me. I knew I was soaked at this point. I could feel my inner thighs tingle with the hot nectar that had leaked just from the anticipation of what all he had in store for me and knew they had to be glistening in the dim candle light. Hearing his breathing return beside me, I reflexively tensed up, not knowing what was coming next, unable to stop my own errant thoughts even as I trembled beneath his gaze... "God help me, but this is exquisite." I couldn't help but cry out slightly as his strong hands wrapped in the leash, jerking my neck slightly as if to remind me yet again of his ultimate power over me and then I moaned beneath the taste of his lips crushed to mine as the feel of a feather trailed over my flesh, goose bumps visible now in the dancing lights.
My nipples were so hard and aching. He was driving me insane! I couldn't help but arch up against the warm mouth that found its way to one, taking it within its heated warmth as teeth clamped securely around it, sending my belly into a frenzy of dancing butterflies and I couldn't help but tremble as his tongue flicked against the very tip. It was as if he had tongue my clit because my body jerked spasmodically beneath my hips and I knew that if he kept this up much longer with my nipples, I would cum. My breath grew ragged as I felt him watch me, torturing me with exquisite longing with that damned feather!
I tensed up as I felt him begin to remove the bindings from my feet, wondering what was coming next and had to actually bite down on my lower lip to keep from asking. When he placed the leg spreader between my knees and secured it firmly, I couldn't help but strain a bit against the bindings that held my wrists in place. I could feel how open I was now to him and the pleasures he was taking on my body and my cheeks grew hot with the flush I knew had to be there. A groan erupted as I felt the feather trail downward between my glistening thighs to the throbbing point of my desire, soaking the end of it in hot juices as he tickled my aching clit with it. My head thrashed slightly side to side, knowing I was being driven to the edge of frenzy and then arched up in delirious need as he slid a thick finger deep within me. God, I knew I had to be coating his finger and when he withdrew it, I could hear his response, knowing he had placed it to his lips for a taste, "Mmmm... sweet, slut." Oh God, that almost did me in!
It took me a minute to realize that he was gone; I was so caught up in the moment. I could feel the panic beginning to move as the minutes began to tick away. The fear of the unknown, of what he was going to do next... maybe even, that he wouldn't finish what he had begun made me want to scream out but it wouldn't come. The trained slave girl in me refused to become a frightened wannabe on his bed but I ached for him to return, to not leave. Just when I could feel my need to cry out for me overcome me, I heard the deep timbre of his voice soothe and reassure me... "I am here, girl" and I almost felt ashamed as I visibly relaxed.